should i fap or nah?

>>39654174
I also was considering it, but think it that way- if you do, you will still reach the moment where you dont care that u faped an hour ago and all youll feel is an empty lethargic state wishing you could turn back time and keep your energy.Well you can, you havent done it already.Neither have i.
I feel like its more of a moral failiure and accepting that im shit enough for no girl to ever consider me as a posibilty, so tru fapping i prove to myself that im a weakling begging for females attention, while not recieving it.

>>39654633
so i shou ld never fap?

>>39654633
Not being able to get back into the "dating" mindset is my exact reasoning for fapping as well. I can keep trying to impress these women I only want to fuck, or I can get right to it with no strings attached. It's like trying to get me to go back to church and genuinely believe praying will fix my problems if I do it enough.

>>39654705
No , what i meant is that by relapsing i prove to myself how dependent to society i am, because i might value myself as a person, that will never be graded worth of the benefits of normans but atleast i have some dignity so every time i pull my pants down i remind meself that doesnt matter in the end and i will always stay low because i dont posses the virtues of someone who is considered worthy by society.
So to wrap it up, im viewd from society as a scum, an insect never to be noticed and the answer to my needs will always be -NO!!! So when i reach out to fap i respond to that like oh come on i really want to feel good too..

>>39655373
You sound conflicted. Would you like to join my group of worshippers? They used to look to others in society for fulfillment as well, and now they're wholly content appeasing me, .

>>39655556
Not quite sure what all that meant.You got me wrong tho.
I have accepted that i will always be alone but i preffer that choice, of being an egoist and saying fuck you to society.I value my personality more than my phisical needs, so will more likely find it hard in times, holding back to fap than would i go out and change myself and adapt a personality that will be strictly focused on sedusing women by any way possible.And that way is always the loosers way because in You initiating the interacting women never have to do shit and they have all the power.They notice you only then, when you are on your knees and then what? Were back on the same story.They dont find you atractive and reject you not giving anything in return for all you had to surpass and compromise in yourself for an easy sentence of shame.
Fuck this, fuck you.
Id rather be alone with chin up, being who i am, not a piece of meat than accept the rules of this jewishly altered world

>>39654174
Go for it
>http://chaosandpain.blogspot.com/2013/07/no-fap-more-like-no-fucking-way.html?zx=d2f66ae847285091
>http://chaosandpain.blogspot.com/2010/09/enough-already-sex-and-baddassery-are.html
>http://chaosandpain.blogspot.com/2010/09/enough-already-sex-and-baddassery-are_07.html
>https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Masturbation#Health_effects
>http://www.europeanurology.com/article/S0302-2838(16)00377-8/abstract/ejaculation-frequency-and-risk-of-prostate-cancer-updated-results-with-an-additional-decade-of-follow-up
>http://www.news.com.au/lifestyle/health/health-problems/researchers-say-frequent-ejaculation-could-save-mens-lives/news-story/dedd2ce2cb85c9cf6ff67f24c455dbe5
>http://www.webmd.com/prostate-cancer/news/20040406/frequent-ejaculation-prostate
>http://urology.jhu.edu/newsletter/prostate_cancer712.php
>http://www.frequenturinationinmenexplained.com/ejaculation-and-prostate-cancer/
>http://m.joe.endocrinology-journals.org/content/52/1/51.short
>http://answers.webmd.com/answers/5004889/what-nutrients-do-you-lose-when-ejaculating-or-masterbating-do-you-lose-testerone-
>https://www.healthtap.com/user_questions/1294935-how-long-does-your-body-take-to-replace-the-nutrients-lost-by-masturbation