>Never used to care about how I look back in high-school
>Turn 20
>Suddenly every-one grows a beard
>I can't do that
>Feel an intense anxiety to not look like a boy
>Feel scared people can sense I'm mal-developed
>Virgin walk tier thought process
>Insecurity comparable to that of a 14 year old
>Need a man hair-cut, but they all make me look ugly
Is anyone else going through this?
>tfw 21
>look like I'm 16
I actually enjoy this feel.
>>39650892
I wish I could have that feel, but my jaw bone grew out too much, and now, I have a nice jaw-line, but I'm treated like a man.
I was busy getting all my physical insecurities out in high school. I realized I probably torture myself over physical appearance / clothing more than any sane stranger would. I just shaved my head 2 months ago and that was enough for me.
T. 20 year old anxious neurotic with shitty facial hair
>>39650866
Can't say I am. I grew my beard out at 15. I've had it for 13 years now, never shaved it off.
>tfw don't even know what I actually look like because I've had a beard for almost half my life
Give it time son, there's also oils you can buy now that you rub on your skin that are supposed to promote hair growth. My buddy at 26 just grew a gross patchy beard, he started using the oils and swears that's why it come in full now. It took a couple months to start working though. There's also beard growth supplements you can take that people say work. Or maybe Minoxidil would be of help, they use it to treat alopecia and shit, Idk if it works for beards
I feel the same way. I can feel total congruity between myself and others, but they're mentally juggling variables I've yet to see when they speak to me.