>have medical problems that basically leave me bedridden for

>>39641899
You'll get used to it or kill yourself. No biggie.

>>39641899
Sorry anon, I don't know what to say except that being seriously and chronically ill is definitely one of the worst feels possible, especially if you don't know if you'll ever recover. This year I was sick for about a month and everyday all I could think about was how and if I could ever get better. I used to care about being poor, stupid, and having no gf, but all that disappears when you don't even have your health.

Do your doctors have any idea what's causing your problems?

>>39642010
None of my local GIs or the ones at Mayo know

>>39642027
You got like foam diarrhea or somethng?

>>39641899
>>have medical problems that basically leave me bedridden for about a year now
>>missed out on large portion of schooling at uni which is expensive as shit, so are the medical bills
>>all drive is gone
>>nothing is enjoyable anymore, and the things I do enjoy (hiking, working out) I can't do
>>no hobbies
>>turned into fat unfit mess
>>haven't really gotten any better despite all the procedures and medication
>
>I have NO fucking idea what to do anymore. You think it'll eventually subside, like the doctors said, or something would progress. But it won't. Life is suffering and I don't know how much longer I can do this.
>
>/blog
Dumb sissy anime boi.

>>39641899
dude just kill yourself it's so easy stop being a whiny little bitch lol xD

>>39641899
leave everything behind and go help hurricane survivors, you will feel a sense of purpose and adventure, be viewed as a hero, and possibly lose some weight