so i lucked out and met this girl a few months ago who i lost my virginity to. we got together a few times and had sex about half a dozen times in total
i'm not going to lie it was without question the greatest experience of my life and i don't think anything in the world can ever come close to the joy of having sex
she has cut contact with me about a month ago now and i am feeling more depressed and suicidal than ever before, i cant see myself getting a girl like that again for a very long time if ever
i honestly wish i had stayed a virgin because now i know what im missing out on by not having sex and it is the worst feeling in the world
tl;dr stay a virgin and do not pursue women. you are better off not knowing/experiencing it because once its gone the pain is 100 times worse than when you were still a virgin
That's what traps are for bro. Lower standards than girls and you got guaranteed anal sex.
I wish I heeded this advice....same boat as you, just earlier this summer. Was way better off blissfully ignorant, I'm more emotionally drained and apathetic than ever before.
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>>39640465
Get out of here you #$!% normalfags
"It is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all."
You've accomplished a basic human experience. Congrats. You should continue to try to shit on strangers and make concerted efforts that they never experience life as you have.
Get fucked, you piece of shit.
>>39640435
So many roaches in this board.
I'm guessing this is a bait post to trigger people.
>>39640435
Fucking degenerates. I hope you both get hit by a truck.
Saged.
>>39640435
I dunno, everyone's experience may differ. I had a short-lived gf and got a pretty awesome bj where I busted a 1 week load in her mouth, which she swallowed completely. Vaginal sex was not very good tho, especially with the condom... Exhausting and couldn't feel shit. Now she's gone I don't miss her or anything sexual, I fap to porn just the same as before and am more or less content desu.
Girls trading up must be more common than I thought.
I've had sex many times and I don't miss it at all, felt like a chore.
I'd rather look some hentai up.
>>39640624
your problem i believe stems from the condom
vaginal sex to me was fucking mindblowing as she was on birth control and i got to cum inside every time
>>39640435
>i cant see myself getting a girl like that again for a very long time if ever
You don't need to.