ITT: What's the most emotionally hurt youve ever been >be

>>39637856
>learning I was an adopted child
Was around 13, can remember not loosing my shit but in total denial instead.

Just found out my gf of 2 1/2 years that I was about to propose to has been fucking someone else for at least a month. I'm still with her cause I'm weak. Life is suffering.

>>39638228
i'm sorry. love shouldnt require that kind of sacrifice from you. you're never gonna be able to forget it happened, and even if you stay together now it'll blow up eventually. leave her man. good luck :(

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My first gf killed herself when i was 16.
I remember going out innawoods and screamed so hard i threw my voice into that very faint raspy mode. I collapsed right there and wept until it started to rain.

I tried drinking myself to death shortly after but as it turns out, thats incredibly difficult to do. I was depressed for a couple years and in that time i developed serious drug problems and my schizophrenia surfaced. It was only after i had technically succeeded in killing myself that i decided to try to make my life better.

Some days are better than others.

>>39638285
Wait, i was 17.

And that post was longer than i anticipatex.

>>39637856
sorry but you should never have trusted a roast

>>39638228
>Women

Bruh you shoulda known

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>friends always invite me to the club
>don't really want to go but decide I'll try it out
>having a great time, even dance a bit
>go to find friends by the bar
>it's crowded and I have to squeeze past some people
>some girl holds up her hand to me and says 'Ew'
>feel bad, just decide to go home

>>39638417
Clubs are human mating grounds, dont go to one if you're so unattravtive you produce a response from a stranger

>>39637856
How do you think of someone as your best friend if it's not mutual?

Don't you have to hang out with someone and talk to someone a lot to be best friends, friends even?

>be 13
>hanging out at my great-grandparents guest house for the summer with my dad and brother
>brother goes with friends to hangout and leaves me and dad alone
>me and dad are drinking whiskey together father-son bonding
>he passes out and I start playing video games
>wakes up and starts to try and wrestle with me like 2 hours later
>grabs me by hair and throws me to ground
>cant breathe cuz he's on top of me
>bit him
>tells me if I bite him again he's gonna beat me to death
>shouldvelistened.jpeg
>bit him again
>starts punching me in the face so hard my head is bouncing off the ground
>ruined my ability to trust

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>>39638417

Dont worry. You did nothing wrong. Environments like that just give cunts an excuse to be themselves.

>be me a couple years ago
>heroin addict brother steals money from my friend
>sick of putting up with his shit
>text him and tell him hes a scumbag, a piece of shit, etc. etc.
>two days later hes hanging from the ceiling
>everyone says "its not your fault! its not your fault!"
>i know deep down that i should have been there for him one last time

>>39638417
Wow that's pretty crushing.

>>39638841
Fuck, that's gut wrenching

>Have four extremely close friends who all got engaged.
>Knew two of them for 20 years, other two for 10.
>Been with them through the good and the bad.
>Two don't ask me to be a groomsmen
>One doesn't even tell me hes getting married or invite me to the wedding, despite the fact I introduced them in the first place.
>Other moves, ghosts me and tells my other friend that I was "holding him back".
>Only one of them still speaks to me.

>>39638841
sorry anon thats shit

>>39638936
you left out what you did wrong to alienate ur friends non

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>>39638908
>>39638983
Yeah I'm in therapy, going to his funeral and seeing him lying there all cold was the hardest thing I've ever had to do.

>>39639002
I have no idea what I did.

>>39637856
What happened afterwards? Did you just start distancing yourself from her?

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>>39637856
Right now. Hanging out with girl and guy i met. Finally thinking i have friends. We get drunk and they tell me something and tell me to go home. Im drunk waiting for uber to pick me up. I dont even know what i did. I just wanted to drink and hang out like i imagined people hangout. Just makes me hate people. Fucking waste of money. I can buy myself alcohol instead of sharing. I dont trust anyone now after tonight.

>>39638783
>dad kept his word
>ruined ability to trust
What kind of faggot bites lmao?

>>39639739
what did they tell u anon? Why would they do that?

>>39637856
Was popular in extracurricular activity in another school, classmate thought I was funny and came to hug me but pushed her away in surprise, closest I came to a girl since. Have been hard on myself since.

>>39638811
Do girls like that have a moral obligation to donate themselves to a pedophile relief fund?

>be in elementary
>there was this girl I liked a lot
>break time comes, i'm playing ball w my friends
>girl i like is being pushed into me by a friend of hers telling me she likes me
>only glanced for a minute at them
>saw the sheer disgust on the face of the girl i liked

With that and the bullying I suffered through elementary and highschool, no wonder my social skills are utter shit.

>mother and father separated since I was like months old
>they were young parents, about seventeen when I was born
>both of them cheated one another. Don't care about who started it
>after I let go of breastfeeding at around one year old mother caught the habit of disappearing for months in a row
>I longed for her. "Where is mother?", I cried my grandparents.
>my father was also absent due to different reasons

>mother was young and wanted to party and not lose her golder years, went all crazy raving bonkers
>father studied and worked, but instead of enjoying his free time with me he preferred to smoke weed with his mates

>fast foward to eight years old, living with great-grandmother
>something clicks in my mother's head and she decides she wants to raise me
>I go with her. After all, I always felt the need for her.
>In truth all I wanted was to be left alone to play videogames
>my father blames me for this choice I made when I was eight, even though he wasn't physically there for me
>he tries to make me feel guilty of abandoning my great-grandmother

>up to this day, parents still fight about me, stupidly saying I prefer one over the other, while actually I pretty much love/hate them on equal degrees.
>there is no success in trying to explain this
>ever since I was ten I fought with them over this sort of shit

>they always manage to bring it up around my birthday
>my birthday is next monday, september 11th.
>have fought with them around this date every year for around ten years
>in a few hours I will be twenty years old

>there is no choice I can make that won't hurt either side
>I must live trying to balance my parents' insecurities that they won't even admit they have
>this makes me resent them
>all I want is to gather enough money and move away from them

>>39638377
>>39639194
>>39638542
It was near the end of high school and she was the only person I ever knew who ever wanted to be my "friend" and she was the only person who I ever told anything to so when I heard that I didn't know what to do so I just separated myself from everyone becuase she was the only connection I had to other people

>be 21 in uni
>dating a 9/10
>be a true goon looking motherfucker, 6'3" 250, shaved head
>waiting to walk gf home with me after late classes, 9/930 in the pm
>see her class getting out, start walking towards the room, along the side of a building
>qt asian girl comes around corner
>looks up from phone, right into my eyes
>starts screaming like i murdered her family and raped her sister to death, runs for her life
>gf saw it all
>comes over and gives me a hug
>halfway home she says, "does that happen a lot?"
>"all the time"
>she squeezes my hand as i start to cry

1 of ?

>>39640349
i sort of know how you feel anon
my dad was a massive cunt aswell

I asked my parents during an argument one day if they knew anything about me. My likes or interests. What I liked to do, so on so forth.
They couldn't answer.
I'd had this thought before but mostly asked this question out of spite during an argument to make a point, but their answer, or lack thereof, still shook me.
I don't understand how you could live with someone for 22 years, raise them, and not know anything about them as an individual.
It's like they don't even consider me an individual person.
I remember what's going on in their lives. Regardless of how mundane it might be in the grand scheme, I always ask them how some new development or activity is going.
When I talk to my dad on the phone he has nothing to say. I eventually run out of questions to ask him about his life and it's just dead air for ridiculously long blocks of time.
They just complained about everything I did as a kid from the tv shows I watched to the video games I played to the friends I had and I guess that's as far as their communication goes. Because now that I'm not there anymore they have nothing to say.
This is the one relationship I have where I feel like the normal person interacting with robots.

>>39638783
what happenede after that?

>>39640580
cont pls?

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>>39640349
You need to tell them to get over it senpai.
Move on with your life, don't live to appease your parents. You need to not worry so much about letting them down, instead worry about how they let you down and continue to do so.

good luck idiot

>>39640580
>a year passes
>schedule finally permits me joining a grappling club with gf
>i thought it would help her with self confidence
>i am still a goon and have been grappling for years, im in my element
>goons everywhere, muscles, sweat, discussion of poetry while choking dudes unconscious
>live roll comes about, roll with a really great guy, has always been nice etc
>hes tired, but wants to go with me anyway
>i hurt him
>bad

>im all sorts of fucked up
>hear gf talking to someone that runs the club, "the two of you probably shouldnt come back for awhile."
>she argues for me, "it was an accident"
>she helps me pack my stuff
>walking away from the building a younger guy slaps me on the back, "monsters arnt really cut out for sports huh?"

i never wanted to be a monster, i never wanted to scare people, or hurt them on accident... i just wanted to make friends, and have normal interactions with people.

>>39640856
>>39640580
There is no reaction pic for these feels.

>>39640694
My parents are almost exactly like that too. They never cared about me as a person just about my achievements and how much I could make them look good. Only person in my life that I felt actually cared about me as an individual was my aunt but she died of lung cancer 3 years ago.

>>39640856
You're girlfriend sounds like a really great person though anon.

>>39640856
>wahh I'm 6'3 and have a gf
you expect me to empathize with this?

>>39640856
What the fuck is supposed to be sad about your stories?

>>39640349
>>my birthday is next monday, september 11th.
wow you really did hit the shit lottery

>>39640856
jesus dude id give anything to be a monster

at least then people might respect me

>>39641042
this isnt a fucking empathy thread
>>39641155
hey man, if you dont understand, i cant explain it
>>39641002
she is, not my girl anymore though, now i just scare girls that i meet online

>>39638936
When you get a wife you lose your friends unless you remain in constant contact with them

>>39639739
He was trying to fuck her

My old cat and dog died the same week. Doggy was a rottweiler we'd rescued from a shitty home, his ears and tail had been cut and he was incredibly hostile when we got him. After a couple of years in our family he became the nicest dog ever, even if he looked scary. He liked me the most and followed me around like a guard dog.

Kitty was the dog's best bro and a total badass who killed and brought home snakes, rats and birds her size that she somehow managed to kill.

>>39638936
>>39641469
why is that? what sucks these men into losing friends like this?

>grandmother raised me
>I loved her more than anything
>she has an episode one day and is taken to hospital
>honestly think nothing of it, she has had many recently and comes back just fine
>don't go visit because my mom says it's fine and takes me to the fair
>grandma dies
>she died alone without the person she devoted the last few years of her life to there
>my mom told me that she had brain cancer for at least a year
>no one told me because they thought I'd take it too hard

How much harder can I take it? If someone had told me I would have been there. I hate myself.

>>39641304
This is the share your experiences with robots thread. You are not a robot. Why you are posting your normie story here, I have no idea

>>39641603
a normie story it is not... and a robot i am not. i guess ill go back to /po

>>39641840
>6'3 uni student dating a 9/10
>not a normie
yes, please do

>>39637957
Grow up you fucking insufferable faggot.

1
>oneitis deleted me off msn messenger
>didnt realize it until weeks later

2
>girl in uni who I made out with and was going to date went to the movies with my best friend alone, then told him she wanted to 'go back to his place and do things' with him
>he rejected her though because hes a good man

3
>meet online thai girl
>form good relationship over the course of 2 years
>she wants me to visit her
>spend months saving up for trip
>she loses her job and has no place to stay, so i send her enough money for rent + food
>do this for 3 months
>about 2 months away from the trip, i find out shes cheating on me
>she gave me her login to her google account a long time ago because she trusted me, and i decided to check it due to some suspicions
>shes flirting with this guy, telling him how much she loves him and how she wants to fuck, etc. sends him nudes

needless to say i have no been involved with a female in 7 years now

>>39641603
No dude, being a robot isn't about being a 35 year old KHHV neet, it's about being misunderstood.

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>find out that my father has another family and other children he cares more about than me

I wan't revenge, and if i tell you robots, if one delivers it is me. Some day i will post a thread in here with pics of my fathers cut of balls, picked out eyes and in the end his head.

Just wait a few years.

pic related is him his death will be painfull

>>39642194
>she loses her job and has no place to stay, so i send her enough money for rent + food
>do this for 3 months

This is where you fucked up.

>>39637957
Hm I never understood why that would hurt someone immensely, if anything shouldn't you be happy/grateful that somebody that doesn't share your blood is happy to be your parent?

>>39638783
Dude that fucking sucks I can only imagine

>>39638908
>>39638983
He was druggy piece of shit thief, what's so bad about him topping himself?

>parents die when im 8
>leave me 6yo bro, and 3yo sister
>we don't always live together, move around to different homes a lot
>didnt like a lot of people
>be 10 brother 8. brother got bullied one day
>beat the fuck out of the cunt who did it, smacked him over the head with a skateboard
>police were called got away with it because parents and bro was being bullied about parents.
>become a total loser
>move to better area at 14
>nice private school
>bro and sis fit in fine
>im automatically an outcast
>teachers were nice enough, but knew I was gonna fail so gave no attention to me
>kinda got bullied, but at first they were all nice and trying to sus out our story
>some wankers find out and make fun of me in class
>I beat one of them up after school and make one guy fall off his bike sending him to hospital (wasnt tool cool to wear a helmet after that)
>nobody knows why I did it
>whole fucking school is sat down in assembly and told about my and my bro and sisters past from a cop and a therapist/ counselor
>life ruined now they know
>bro and sister cope with it fine
>im still outcast
>partner up in science
>get paired with some qt popular chick somehow
>start off akward as fuck
>neither of us are good, she wanted a nerd to do all the work, seemed annoyed that she knew I was gonna do fuck all.
>get my hands on chemicals and shit
>make smoke bombs and little explosions etc
>she finds this pretty funny
>I always kinda had a crush on her, had a crush on lots of chicks
>shes the only one at the school I talk to
>literally only a hi unless were in science.
>I do stupid shit in class and entertain her
>she likes it
>after school one day im hanging out with some friends from my other school, just chilling in a park getting high and skating
>qt hot chick is there
>she had just had a fight with a guy she liked because he made out with another girl.
>she comes over and starts talking
>whatever me and my friedns are cool with it, just tell her its gonna be fine
cont

>>39643655
>shopping centre nearby
>go steal shopping trolley
>bring it back to park
>she cant skate so I tell her to sit in it
>give her hemet.
>push her around the park in the trolley
>take her down hills and shit
>she seems to be generally enjoying it
>at school the next week
>some asshole makes a joke at me (quite common just shrug it off as normal)
>hear her voice calling him an asshole
>surprised as fuck
>her and her 2 friends come up to me and tell me to ignore the assholes
>this has to be a trap, they are setting me up for some major prank where the whole school is gonna laugh
>ask me to eat lunch with them
>go eat lunch with them
>me and 3 hot chicks eating lunch, i was happy
>chads kept inviting themselves over and started to eat with us
>girls told them all to leave, and they did
>girls started liking me
>science class girl tells me she appreciates what I did for her
>start seeing her after school
>we get high and drink and shit
>be 16 now
>been seeing her for awhile
>her parents hate me
>I hate hanging with the chads and other popular retards
>only go to them parties so gf can dance with her friends and do the girly shit
>sell drugs here and there
>everyone starts getting licences
>gf gets hers
>ffw 1 year
>still do lots of drugs, gf and I are going good. her parents still hate me. her female friends are alright, guy friends in that group are assholes
>one day hanging out with my friends at park
>gf is there
>she wasnt drinking or doing drugs
>she says shes going to go get lunch from the shops
>drives around the corner (out of sight from bushes)
>hear a crash
>wtf
>run over, see some asshole bumped into her from behind pushing her car into traffic
>fuck
>druggie friends and me run over
>shes alive
>has big piece of metal in her stomach area
>just squeeze her hands and start to cry, telling her its gonna be fine
>asshole who pushed her into traffic tries to save himself saying its her fault
>start beating the fuck out of him
cont

>>39643840
>friends start joining in
>2 of them steal all this shit from his car and leg it
>they pull me off
>go back to gf holding her
>no fucking idea what to do
>feel useless
>try to kinda pull the metal out of her
>she screams and I cant do it
>ambulance comes
>they get her out
>take her to hospital
>literally run after the ambulance
>run for about an hour
>get to hospital
>her parents are there
>theyre angry
>mum starts hitting me
>just stand there and take it, thinking gf is dead.
>stand there crying not knowing what the fuck to do or say
>security comes and drags her parents off me
>find out gf is still alive
>and there is still metal in her
>shes bleeding out
>not gonna make it
>go sit in the room and hold her after dher parents ahd been in
>hold her hand as I feel the life drain from her body
>fuck my life
>once she dies I leave the room
>parents sit there crying or in silence
>I just leg it out the hospital
>friends are waiting out the front
>I run past them
>start smashing up some car
>one friend helps me pick up a trash can I cant lift the other are just confused and don't know what to do
>cops come and arrest me
>gfs dad bails me out the next day
>apparently I was the world to this girl and the dad said he owed me that much.
>back to school a week later
>her friends start crying
>and I cry aswell
>all the popular chad guys she hung out with were a bit down
>they all just leave me to sit alone
>go to a bathroom and do coke, smash the bathroom for like an hour,
>do acid and just walk around the art classes crying at everything trying to make the pain stop
>loose all friends at that school after that, only hang out with the friends that I was with in the park when gf died
>try to get with other girls to try and stop the pain, that doesnt work
>just end up fucked up on drugs and alcohol all the time
>haven't had a gf since, too scared to get close to people, even keep my distance from friend because I dont want to get hut again.

>>39638783
You killed your dad at least, right?

>>39644402
Teared up a little desu senpai

>>39641585
atleast they had a good life hunting snakes n shit

>be me
>dude, long hair "curtains" junkie like for a 16 year old
>still good looking guy had my fair share of women up until recent year had no one
>hot chick in year level above me 9/10 is keen for a hookup at a party
>wasn't enjoying party I was coming down from being high and drunk
>she tells me to dance with her
>I can't dance for shit so I do random shitty moves whatever
>good looking mate tells me he's going to make a move with her
>she rejects him after he grabs her ass
>I think "if she truly wants in, I'll make a move"
>put my arm around her
>soft smooth skin, she doesn't decline
>after dancing for a minute or two she leans in we kiss
>felt so high like I was back on ecstasy was a great night
>she talks to me on snapchat first thing she says is "stop doing drugs"
>I stop all drugs for her
>talk to her a lot, she doesn't reply much and when she doesn't I fall into a depressive stage
>get super depressed I tell her I really like her and she doesn't feel the same
>tfw you're in love with a 9/10 Stacey you hooked up with for 20 seconds
>At school I constantly stare at her where she sits at lunch
>come home and go straight to my room repeating Dark Side of the Moon
>snap comes from her I get super excited
>snap back, no reply
>go back to depression
>drink myself to sleep as much as I can
>drink at school too sometimes
>at a party drunk af, heard she got with my mate
>super sad can't believe this is happening
>another party that I plus oned her
>she hooks up with him again
>I chainsmoke 20 cigarettes to get rid of pain
>drunk af I'm getting super aggressive
>if it wasn't my best friends party I would've punched the fkn fences
>went home got more drunk
>drink at school, home

Fuck I hate falling for girls

>>39637957
who gives a fuck? parents are overrated anyway

>>39638228
Thats rough man. My girlfriend of five years at the time fucked my best friend in the bathroom while I was in the other room. I cut them both out of my life but its hard severing those kind of bonds. I loved both of em. I wish I had knocked down that fucking door and smacked their brains out with a hammer. I just went to bed and gave them the benefit of the doubt. What's wrong with me?

>>39638228
break up with her you fagget

>>39645456
How did you not kill yourself? I feel like if that happened I would've done some stupid stuff

>>39638936
Marriage does that to people, and I can relate. My buddy and his wife were home from San Diego a few weeks ago, and I saw him twice. Both times he wasn't able to stay out too long and he had to run home. I get it, since he has a wife and a kid on the way, but at the same time it felt shitty being best friends since middle school and him not having time to hang out. Knowing that he's needed there and understanding his life doesn't make you miss your friends any less.

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Fake numbers piss me off the most, I'm fine with someone saying they're not interested but to waste my time and cash on drinks all night and then nothing pisses me off

>have little brother who's taller and stronger than me
>girl walks up to me for no apparent reason
>"Hey are you x's brother?"
>yes
>"You're a downgrade."
>oh
>at the time was starting to workout to try and catch up to my brother
>cry when I get home an hour later
>stop going to the gym because my brother is always there
I don't know why she would say that. I was just minding my owm business and she took time out of her day to find me and make me feel bad.

>>39637856
When my moms ex told me that I was a product of rape, and I actually believed it.

>>39647548
maybe you shouldn't be so creepy and entitled then

>>39640856
nice shrekpost

>>39638228
Please leave her anon it will truly never be the same. If you are like me and you always run back to them no matter how bad they've hurt you just block them on social media. Being single is not that bad yeah you loose your sex drive and are lonely but ultimately you will forget about her and it's all going to be okay. I wish I was your gf.

>>39647671
Get back in the gym, if so just to spite bitches like that. They are unironically subhuman people desu

>>39637856
>First girlfriend
>Found evidence she cheated
>Brought it up, she wouldn't admit until I showed her the evidence
>Forgave her like an idiot and stayed together
>Three year anniversary comes a few months later
>She leaves me a month later for other guy

>be me
>dad talking on phone to his gf
>says when he looks at me he sometimes wishes i had succedded trying to an hero
>wonders why i dont like or talk to him anymore

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>be 18, last year of highschool
>not bad looking
>KHV
>like 2 girls in my entire life have shown interest in me, but all were at least 3 years younger than me
>still can have conversations with girls
>but can't flirt/be romantic for shit
>also huge fear of intimacy
>one time get drunk as fuck and hold hands with some girl
>this was the furthest I have gotten in my life
>around 2 weeks later I find out from friend that I've been her oneitis for more than a year
>she was really nice to me and was overall very sweet
>severely depressed at the time
>realize I can't satisfy literally anyone in a relationship
>because I sperg out when things get more serious than just talking
>can't even hug because of my intimacy fear
>realize I would hurt her by both trying to build a relationship or not doing anything
>weep through the whole night, have a panic attack
>I haven't talked to her ever since and now I just don't feel anything

I can't even imagine having a gf because I feel like I'm not even allowed to touch a girl (even if she did the first move and everything)
WHAT THE FUCK DO I DO AM I FUCKED

>>39638228
If you don't break up with her then you deserve your suffering

>summer this year
>already depressed because can't find job and was just rejected by girl i liked
>also my brother and one of my friends were being mean to me
>decide i should just ask a few friends to hang out to get out of this funk
>invite them over 2 days beforehand to watch the rick and morty premiere because were all fans of the show
>say that it sounds fun and want to come over
>figure i might be happy for the first time this summer
>2 hours before they all decide to bail on me
>say that it was poorly planned
>they all go out with my brother instead to smoke weed leaving me at home alone

I just sat on the couch alone for the rest of the night and cried myself to sleep. The feeling that they only hang out with me because of my brother has been growing stronger and stronger everyday since.

>>39638841
Fucking assholes like him deserve death. Congrats anon, you made the world a better place

>>39644626
Haven't killed him yet

I have always been pretty fucking angry.
Got into plenty of fights over small stuff like somebody sitting in my spot back in hs.
Even typing this I looked up at all the holes in the walls of my room.
Holes made from anger over simple normal stuff.
I won't get into much details, but a random guy- a trucker, who was carrying some stone for my father's company made a small mistake- got his truck stuck and he wasn't sorry for it.
I got enraged and somehow contained myself not to get into a fight and make my dad not pay him and stuff.
Half of me is furious and angry and says I am a huge pussy for not slaming his head on the cement, but the other half thinks I made the right decision and it was no big deal.
This kind of situation happens from time to time and I don't know If I am just overreacting, or I am just a huge pussy and I should grow a pair.

Help me out here.

>>39641585
>choosing to be a rottnigger owner

>8th grade
>somewhat unpopular and often bullied
>study period sort of thing that i won't try to explain
>girl who isn't part of my study period sits down next to me
>i've seen her around. she was sort of popular and sort of pretty, but not extremely attractive, and had more acne than normal for a 13 or 14 year old girl so i figured she might be accessible
>i try to strike up a conversation with her by asking her some kind of question
>she looks at me with a face of disgust that i could only describe as the face someone would make if you were literally eating a log of shit from andy sixxes asshole
>"don't talk to me. you're weird and everyone at this school hates you"

incidentally, we started dating four years later. she had a really tough life so it's OK i guess. we broke up after dating for four years, and are both somewhat successful people, although i'm sure at least one of us will kill ourselves at some point

>>39652590
>>39652590

this is my, but to a far lesser extent. it's probably learned helplessness, rejection by women early on like by your mother or maybe girls when you were starting to become attracted to them. at least that's what did me in - i don't project my deep and chronic depression, i'm somewhat good looking, in shape, successful, intelligent, but exude literally zero sexual energy because i was "taught" by girls in my extremely awkward adolescence that violating a girl's emotional boundaries by hitting in them was a huge no so there's a psychological boundary between me and women. i can talk to them find but i can't flirt

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>>39644402
You sound like a violent, pathetic retard but that was still kind of a moving story.

>>39640349
Ayy, anon.
I feel you. Parents divorced when i was a few months old (only married in the first place not to piss of grandparents because mom was preggo).
Both parents lawyer-fighted for everything. Allimony, time i spend with each, even my name.
I grow up with mom, she gets married when i was 8 or so with a dude (cuck memes aside) is the coolest person ever. Uni Professor, cool company etc. Harsh at times and bullied me but just so i could be better, i ended up in STEM like him but most likely failed on every other aspect.
My dad lives bohemian life, jumping from girlfriend to girlfriend and going out drinking with friends. Hes not bad, hes just a massive chad, really likable, social etc but also, wanted to spend the most time possible with me.
This led to much fighting with me being the mediator and i was honestly really tired of it. Now that im in uni i luckily live with my grandma and visit both equally. They still yell at me that i prefer one over another and say that i conspire with the other all the time, but at least now that i am independent i can tell them to buzz off if they bother me

>>39641601
Shit. Im sorry, anon.
Grandparents stories always get me cause i am really close to mine.
They are so frail and old and i cant just think about what to do if anyone died

>>39638811
That profile has to be bait...

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>>39642441
>mom caring and loving wife
>dad get's bored and fucks other women
>mom get's angry because she knows
>dad hit's her and us
>mom pisses off with us
>dad begs for forgiveness and we get back together
>dad fucks again other women
>mom get's depressed and angry
>dad get's on rampage mode and throws shit at my mother for arguring with him about the affair
>mommy bleeds, neighboor call police
>dad tells hes going to take us and mommy will never see us again if she tells police
>mommy tells police she felt down the stairs
>mommy pisses off AGAIN with us
>daddy begs for forgiveness and mommy accepts again
>tfw been to 3 different schools thanks to this
>now they are together again and daddy is the whole day at the computer and doing telephone sex
>daddy also has chamaeleon hobby and throws away all our money for it and sends mommy to beg at his semi rich parrents for money

>a year later daddy fucks the other women again and mommy finds out
>finally they divorce
>daddy sleeps in the garden secretly in a shed
>tfw visit daddy at the night and he is cool to me
>a few months go by daddy moves back to his parrents, he is 50 by now.

>i grow up just with my mommy now 21
>daddy stopped calling or caring for us after the first year he was gone

>daddy doesn't pay child support he works black

this greentext sound familiar anon?

thanks for opening the wound back op you faggot piece of crap

>>39656398

wouldn't that be entrapment though? if she claims 100% of the time to be 18 then it's not a crime, right?

>>39637856
god after reading this again it made me wake up and remember what this board truly is, not trap shit but feels

>>39656398
>>39656720

nvm. i looked it up and even if she lies it's still a crime. but i still think that if it were a sting operation, the girl would have to say AT SOME POINT "btw i'm 14(:" for it to count - otherwise it would be entrapment

>>39640856
You should read Steinbeck's of mice and men

>>39656720
Entrapment protects you against LEO making you do something illegal so they can charge you. Extreme example
>cop take your mom hostage, tells you he'll kill her if you don't go sell crack for him. You sell crack and he shows up to bust you
Shit like that. That profile is b8 though. But they wouldn't be able to charge you with a crime unless you actually did something illegal with her. Looking that young, it would be yoir responsibility to verify her age.
More likely it's b8 set out by parents or whatever to see who would be interested in a girl that appears to be 14. Because why wouldn't he be interested in real 14yos.

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>>39637856
Every single year on my birthday. Idk why, I'm just hit with overwhelming feelings of sadness and longing for something that isn't where I'm currently at. It doesn't even matter how many family members are around me or what gifts I'd get, It's the exact same feeling every year. I also always get a similar feeling for every holiday. These are the only times I'm ever feeling hurt and I can't even pinpoint the reason.

> 8th grade
> decided to go on the school party with some class*mates*
> everyone is dancing, LOUD music
> see all those apes - everyone shows their coolnes
> try to "dance"
> nothing interesting happens
> seat on the chairs
> some girls are coming, grab me by the hands
> "SORRY I CANT... DANCE"
> "HERE YOU GO ANON, JUST BEE YOURSELF AND FEEL FREE!"
> try again
> ... fuck I can not...
> go home in silence

* one day later *
> some normies: Did you see HOW he did dance? Loool
> I even saw how girls tried to hung out with him, but he was just like "NAH, I CANT" lolol

* one month later *
> one classChad-mate said me that many people think I'm gay

So, I haven't danced since this time even once. In those days I just realized how fucked am I. I will not fit in normal society and be alone forever.
Now I'm 22 khhfv. Fuck my life.

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>>39640856
>tfw no gentle giant bf
Just kill me already

>>39642201
>being a 35 year old KHHV neet
it actually is, normgroid

>>39647671
>y..you too

The one time that would have been a burn and you didn't spill your spaghetti.

>girl came in my life 2 months ago out of nowhere
>we went to concerts, out on dinner, smoked together at mine or her place, watched space jam while high or cartoons or documentaries
>we were falling in love with each other
>she said "let's make love, not sex"
>"i love your fucking mind"
>one night while i was working she was at my place, smoking, watching movies and basically waiting for me to get home
>she event sent me a fucking nude photo saying "miss u"
>went back home
>i was sure something wasn't ok
>smoked a joint while listening to James Blake - There's a limit to your love
>talked a bit, she said she never loved me, she never cared about me, everything she did with me was because she TRYED to grow a feel for me but it didn't work out.

3 Weeks since that day, for the first week i've considered suicide each minute of my long days.
1 week ago i've realized that she doesn't deserve anything that i feel for her, hate nor sadness.
i just pity a person like that because she will never have a pure human relations with no one.