Get it out folks. You know what Im talking about.
>try the trap gf meme multiple times irl
>had one for months
>sucked his dick
>salty taste, immediately disgusted after
>licked his balls
>cold and ball smell
>I get disgusted after smelling my own balls nowadays
>jacking him off
>his hot cum touches my hand
>whenever I jack off and cum gets on my hand I think about that
there is worse...
>have gay friend who wants to be a tranny
>fat, bitchy gay
>one time after party let him suck me off
>dont know why I done this
>disgusting memory
And what I listed, I never had an ejaculation, but that might be for the better.
>bring home roastie
>we proceed to sex
>her vag is hairy
>lick the vag thru the panties, even though I know it will sure not be the best
>lick it
>disgusting piss smell
I dont know anons. When I first had sex at 14, a girl sucked me off and it felt so good. Now sex is becoming like a strange thing to me. Even masturbating just feels weird, as if Im losing sexuality. Im lonely and these memories are destroying me.
Get the fuck out you fucking non-virgin normie.
Non-virgins CANNOT be depressed meaning this thread is just a troll. Saged and reported.
>>39630573
Why don't you try to abstain from sex and masturbation for a few months? Also from porn, while you're at it. Just so you can reset your brain
>>39630656
I dont give a fuck, man
>>39630747
Yeah, I thought about it, but then I would still need masturbating. If I dont do it for 1.5 weeks my brain will become a potato
>>39630791
You can do it, man. It's all about the right motivation.
Especially the first few days - week is hard. But when you have a clear image of why you want to do it, you can make it happen. You can concentrate on the stuff you want to do and want to accomplish.
When you're very tempted, think about why you're doing it and how you're going to be further away from your goal if you jack off anyway
>>39630747
Have the same problem, currently on about 1,5 years of abstinence. My sexuality will come back again one day, r-right?