/fnf/-Friday Night Feels

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I'm just so tired. Tired of school, tired of my roommates, tired of trying to impress my parents, tired of being broke, tired of trying (and failing) to make connections with people, tired of being alone, tired of anime, tired of video games, tired of movies, tired of porn, tired of browsing 4chan. Just tired of life.

Allergies are fucking my life up. Hoping this medicine kicks in so I can enjoy a beer or three and some animu/vidya

>>39611042
I'm tired and bored. I want it to be night time so I can go down to my favorite bar and get really drunk.

>>39611042
I wish it was Monday so that I could see my oneitis and ask her how her weekend was.

>>39611042
killing time, rewatching the big lebowski, regretting not picking up some weed for the weekend

>>39611042
Attempting to get a Anime game without my parents finding out I'm a weeb, other then that, I feel sneezy a bit

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>>39611042
same as usual, miserable as ever, hoping better things will come soon....

It's my birthday and I will probably cry myself to sleep tonight, the good life my friends

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>>39611042
Pretty good just got approved for neetbux
i know the happiness wont last but i wont be starving and phoneless no more

not great, started counselling again this week and I've been feeling lonely as shit. Anyone up for some actual chatting? There's no way I'm sleeping tonight and need a distraction.

>>39611649
who's the oneitis?

>>39612011
happy birthday anon, not that it means much from a random stranger on the internet

>>39612054
>counseling
what's that all about?

Hurt - Johnny Cash

>>39612011
Happy birthday faggot, I hope everything turns alright

>>39611042
Made some solid dosh this past week but I've nothing to spend it on. Already got a comp, Switch, great headset, bills are paid. I've stopped doing drugs except for psychadelics once every other month.
And for all my vast Steam library, MK8, Splatoon 2 and BotW, I have nothing I want to do. Maybe I'll just go buy a bottle of Black Label and down half of it tonight, see what happens when I'm piss drunk.

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I don't know what my future holds.

I smoke weed everyday, I go to community college but can barely pass my classes, I had a job but quit due to anxiety, I have no friends and obviously no girlfriend. It just seems like within the next five years, if I'm not dead life will be really shitty. I want to give myself a date of death, maybe two or three years from now. Just live these couple years nicely, and when it gets too much end it. But I'm a fucking coward, so I doubt I can kill myself when the time comes.

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Another week of ignoring my friends invitations because I'm too petty and envious of all of their success and natural talents that it kills me to hang out with them and hear them talk about.

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>>39612011
I know this feel too well, happy birthday anon.

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HEY GUYS FEMBOT HERE to bump the thread

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I'm in an empty parking lot eating Chipotle after an entire day of being in my room because they is literally nothing to do in the suburbs and all of my friends dispice me. I also have a fear of being in public because black people are super extroverted in public and laugh really loud and have a tendency to stare so I don't like being in public

>>39611541
Holy fuck, are you me? Got a discord senpai

I want to kill myself but I can't because my brother beat me to it. Found out his toxicology report tonight in fact. All his friends busy having their normie lives. Every time I hang out with them it's like a charity event. Even the one friend of his is just friends with me because of coke. I used to have my own life and knew where I needed to end up but now it's all fucked. When alone like right now I feel like my hand is in a pit of fire and I can't remove it. I wish I can close my eyes and just die and join my brother. But I couldn't do that to my family, not again. I don't know what to do because even the most extreme exit strategy isn't an option

>Counting down the hours until I can get laid on Saturday with FB
>More anxious then previous times because this is planned and not spontaneous
>Despite this I am in fact quite unlucky and know that the universe can fuck with me any way it wants to to stop my physical pleasure

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>>39611042
By discussing with lads and listening to music.
I've come to a point where even vidya can't fill the void anymore.
Hope i will die soon anons.

>>39611042
>no motivation
>no plans for the future
>hate my past
>dislike my present
>dread the future
>no hobbies
>no gf
>friends don't talk to me much

All things considered I feel surprisingly upbeat. Shits not moving forward but it ain't going back either.

>>39611042
With a lot of booze..
Who else on here living to forget?

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>>39611042
Not that great, I suspect the "depression" I have is part of early onset of schizo and that terrifies me since I have several other worrying symptoms
On the other hand, I got the "get over it and man up" speech tonight regarding being depressed and out of work from my dad

Trying desperately to stay ahead of classes. I'm just trying to delude myself that They put all the hard stuff at the beginning of the courses and it gets easier from here.

>>39614638
damn wish i had a crazy dragon gf

Drunk because I went drinking with coworkers. This is unusual for me. I threw up twice already and im.just waiting until I'm sober enough to drive home without the dizziness. Never doing this again.

>>39614169
Where do you live that it's only blacks in public? They do tend to be annoying but don't give a fuck about them and don't let any of them mess with you.

>>39614714
>only blacks in public?
Any big urban area in the US would probably qualify

>>39612290
The original NIN version is better.

>>39611042
i can't find something to do

the games i normally play aren't keeping me entertained
league isn't fun anymore even though i bought another card for it yesterday
can't find many entertaining games anymore so i keep playing the same games to death that i've been playing for years and already played to death
have work to do but dont feel like doing it right now

i dont know what to do, should i just try to go to sleep?

>>39612011
hey happy birthday man
4chan cares

>>39614864
just sit down and listen to music
It won't bring enjoyment, but it will take up time
t. nothing brings me joy anymore fag

>>39614896
i dont enjoy sitting down listening to music
i've tried to find an enjoyable anime to watch for years now
i've tried to find a game released at any point after 2013 or 2014 that is worth buying
i can't find anything interesting on tv
there's only ever one or two decent threads on r9k
youtube lost its luster years ago

I really want to talk to someone about this girl I like. Back in high school I did this all the time with my best (only) friend but since he died I haven't been able to make any friends. I decided with college I'd try more but so far no friends. Nobody I can talk to that really understands me.

Makes me feel tired and sad and hopeless all the time. I miss him so much.

>>39614999
sounds like depression oni-chan, better get some chemical castration pills to make you functional

>>39611042
Had a test today, feel like I failed it. One of my core courses for my major and this is my second time taking it. If I can't do this shit I'm a retard and a failure.

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>>39611042
Bored. I've already jerked off twice and I don't feel like playing more WoW right now, nothing to watch on youtube, no streams to watch, no movies, no series, music playlist is getting old. I don't know what the fuck to do, the clock is 04:29 in the night/morning here and I'm not tired since I have fucked up my sleep schedule and no one is online/awake so I got no one to talk to or play vidya with.

Atleast the wanks felt good but that's about the only thing that has felt good during this entire day. I feel so empty and restless.

>>39612011

Happy birthday anon, enjoy the weekend

>>39614864
Read occult textbooks

>>39615293
do what i do, leave and move into a trailer in some random part of the country

>>39611042
Trying to make it through without pissing off my stepmom who hates me.

I'm ok, my crush keeps me going

>>39611541
This. Fucking this. I know your feels senpai. Life is so boring. Everything makes me bored and i'm always tired.

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>slept all day
>almost saturday morning.

>>39615828
I'm in the same situation, not sure why my dad decided to date such a bitch. Not to mention that I have to deal with her while I'm going to school as well. It is hell.

Watching Lord of War, drinking and going to a gun show tomorrow.
Feels pretty decent.

>>39616189
Life sucks man wish I could move out but just started working and very little money left after paying off student loans.

>>39614714
Suburbs in GA. They make me feel paranoid when they stare and sometimes, they'll make condescending comments playing them off as compliments and it'll drive my insecurities through the roof

>normie roommate asked me in the morning if I wanted to out with him and his friends tonight to a party
>agree
>in room all day
>normie roommate never returns
>left behind

I guess it's fine I wouldn't have done well in a social setting anyway

>>39611042
I abandoned my friends in key west.
sorry guys, but riding out the storm at the pub didnt feel very safe and i had to get out.
of course i'll never be able to say that to them because im a fucking coward

>>39611541
im so tired and used up that I wish i was just mulch. I could just be a million tiny little pieces and do nothing for the rest of my life but rot. and that would be okay because that would be my purpose to just lay and rot. that way i could be useful and needed and give people what they want, whether its food or pretty flowers.

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>work at a soccer stadium
>superiors liked me so much that they were talking about promoting me to concession stand manager
>fucked up so many times last time I worked that I'm pretty sure they think I'm an incompetent weirdo and probably reconsidering promoting me
WHY AM I SO MISTAKE-PRONE HOLY SHIT

This is exactly what I need right now. I just want to make some decent money ffs.

>>39611042
I don't get it. I walked home through downtown and I saw the following hanging with friends and having a good time:
chads and stacies
normies
numales
herd of 300 lb landwhales
group of lanklet nerds
sjws with dyed hair and tatoos

Why have I spent every Friday night alone for the last four years? What do all these people have that I don't? reeeeeeee

None of my family seems concerned about the category fucking 5 hurricane about to delete my state and we've all stayed home. I don't know how to feel and I'm just really goddamn concerned.

>>39615800
I might honestly do some shit like that. I'd rather not just kill myself

>>39617205
same, my parents don't want to evacuate because of the stress of traffic I guess, but the house is in the storm surge area...... sounds way more stressful when the house floods while still in it

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>>39617156
they probably don't categorize people like that in their heads for starters.

>>39617156
>Why have I spent every Friday night alone for the last four years? What do all these people have that I don't? reeeeeeee
Seriously. What the fuck is wrong with me that I see all these losers and stereotypical nerds having friends, going out, having fun, etc., but I spend most of my time alone?

Fuck it, as soon as I earn enough money for a car, I'm going to be going out as much as possible. Lately I've been hating the internet more and more. I just really want to take a break and actually socialize.

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Lost my job thursday of last week. Even if I wanted to get a new one, having no diploma is going to make it hard. I dont know when it will start, but I am going to fall into another depression and hopefully kms. Idc about all ny hobbies at this point, I just want to escape the pain.

>>39617263
Have your parents ever experienced going thru a hurricane? My aunt and uncle had that happen in Katrina.

>"oh nothing we'll be fine!"

Entire house got flooded, cars ruined, ate off MREs for about two months, etc. Granted that happened to lots of people but imagine being into it while it happened. Anyway, they quickly changed their opinion about staying in storms.