>tfw another night drinking alone to numb the hollow emptiness

Dont worry I will always love you

>>39594256
>>tfw another night drinking alone to numb the hollow emptiness in my heart
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>You robots are the only people who make me feel like I'm not so alone and I watch you slowly but surely leave this place, my only refuge. Please don't leave me here alone robots. You're all I have in this world- 0 post shown.
Dumb sissy anime boi.

>>39594256
I will not leave you

>>39594256
Why don't you drink with me? Rude.

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>>39594256
Hang in there my boy!

Always here anon, sleep tight

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>>39594348
I'll always love you too anon
>>39594399
Thank you anon, I won't leave you either
>>39594412
But I am drinking with you, this next shot is for you anon
>>39594456
I'm trying, I really am. Do the same for me won't you

Thank you guys/gals for being here with me right now. You're doing so much for me right now and I really appreciate your existence (that goes for anyone else who posts after this)

>>39594256
hello friend i hope you're having a good drank. i love you, please keep doing your best!

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>>39594646
I love you too anon. It's hard when my best is always keeping my worst at bay but we all have it hard don't we?

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>>39594256
oregnnenaoeo

>>39594256
I'll never leave you OP, my alcoholic KHV ass isn't going anywhere.

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>>39594896
If I'm a boy then you don't care. If I'm a girl then you only care because vagina what is the question again

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We're here together. Two robots hooked up to our outlets.

>>39595046
>implying robots wouldn't care about you for your boivagina

>>39594256
This unironically deserves a bump. Stay strong madokaposter.

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The people on this board are my only source of socialization, I don't know what I'd do if I had no one to talktype to

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>>39594924
Alcoholics have to stick togeher, this next one is for you anon
>>39595278
We're here together, forever
>>39595323
I have a bubble butt and that's all anyone needs to know

>>39595529
Why did anyone need to know about your fat butt?

>>39594256

>not doing it for a decade
>not having recenty been diagnosed with a heart murmur
>not keeping the above from your parents because you're past caring
>not just keeping trucking and quietly reading and fapping and wagecucking to pass the time until whatever happens, happens

>>39595405
Thank you anon, do the same for me okay

>>39595431
Someone will always be here for you to talk to anon, I'll stay here for you and so will the other robots so you're never alone. We'll keep eachother strong. This thread is proof of that

>>39595611
Why are you still wagecucking? Get some credit cards and max them out. That's sure as hell what I'd do if I knew I was about to die.

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>>39594256
hey are you the same guy from the other drinking alone thread? i think there was one last night. anyway my family has a ton of alcoholics and i'll probably end up one in a year when im 21 so u have my sympathy. better threads than the majority on this board tbhonest

>>39595717

In the long term, we're all about to die. As for my particular thing it doesn't appear to be an immediate and uniform thing. Even the doctor herself wasn't pushy about immediate "must" action.

So I'll just let it ride.

>>39595844
Obviously we're all going to die, but I'm not going to max out credit cards if I'm likely to live long enough to have to pay them off. Good luck with your heart murmur, anon.

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>>39595780
Yes I'm the same one from last night. I was thinking about waiting until the next one so I don't come off as too needy but I like having you robots here with me when I go to sleep. It's almost like I can feel all of you next to me when I'm passing out and it's so comforting. And thank you for the compliment. It motivates me to keep making these threads. I can actually remember watching that episode of rugrats when I was a kid so thank you for the nostalgia too

>>39595844
If your heart gives out from the loneliness and apathy know that we're there with you and most of us aren't too behind in following you into the void. We'll be right there with you when it happens

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>>39596004
nah these threads hella tight theres some kinda magic too them or something my doc was meth which i relapsed on a few days ago but threw it out and cut ties with my dealer which was hard cause he was a man whod lost his entire life to meth, and all happened to him after he retired and lost his family in a divorce so it was a real reality check for me too, dont think ill ever go back to it and i mean that this time. but for now im on 2 kpins and some kratom which has got me feelin nice.

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>>39596004

I genuinely don't have any issues about loneliness though. It's more like this.

also this board is quickly becoming my new form of socializing as my crew of online friends ive known for like 5 years or so are communicating less and less it seems, which is sad to see. and i definitely dont have any irl friends besides my therapist so. anyway heres some real feel music for you guys
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2Zk7nNVwQg

>>39596070
I remember you from the thread last night. You're my brother aren't you? My dad lost both of his to meth which put me off of ever touching it. Stay strong bro, I know you can do it and stay clean. You deserve a life without drugs ruling over you and much more. You're gonna make it one way or another, I see that kind of strength in you and if you can be strong then I can be too

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>>39596209
Forgot motivational image but here ya go

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>>39596209
>lost both of his to meth
sorry i think u missed a word there or something. Yea i feel a lot stronger after seeing my dealer and what he had to go through after living life completely by its rules and even saving lifes as an ER doc just lose everything after retirement because some gay guy he was fucking turned him on to the drug. I'll be proud to say one day that i fucked with meth and it didnt ruin my life completely. I also got put on a new antipsychotic called geodon today after an appointment with my psych havent noticed any major changes yet but it may be controlling the hallucinations a little bit better. time will tell. Sometimes i wonder what a life completely without drugs would've been like cause i started when i was 12 and im 20 now so thats like damn near the majority of my life that i've been using at least a soft drug. Meth is definitely the only one i regret doing, but i still do wonder what it would've been like. I know it would've been harder because my mom was an alcoholic and i just dont think i could take seeing her do that without something to help me escape from it. In the end they were a blessing i guess (except the meth of course)

>>39596207
You have really good taste in music anon, this song is great. Here's some For you.

https://youtu.be/vthig-LH7Mk

>>39594256
I feel the same way my madoka-posting friend

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>>39596435
thank you anon, you have quite good taste yourself. the song i linked was from Hammocks new album, which i personally found slightly underwhelming, but still quite good overall

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>>39596359
I meant my dad lost both of his brothers to meth. I'm proud of you just for getting help and admitting to yourself that you need to leave it behind though. I know you're going to make it through.

I watched my mom as an alcoholic without any kid of drugs or escape and wish I had them to make it easier so I definitely don't blame you there for trying to shield yourself from it with whatever you had at your disposal and you're still a strong person for living through your life regardless. Our brains are just drug factories inhibiting or influencing our behaviours one or another anyway so I don't think it really matters. But I know as long as you keep using the strength you've been living with up until now that you're going to make it.

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>>39596635
ah i see, that is rough but i can see it happening, its a drug that buries its claws deep, and the experience is honestly awful, well besides the euphoria, you're just one big shaky motherfucker thats paranoid as fuck and its really a gross high all around im just glad to be leaving it behind me.
yea im sure it was hard seeing your mom like that without anything to numb it, im proud of you for being able to do that, did you not have any access to drugs or you just chose not to do them? Some of the worst memories of my mom before her recovery are when i was in high school and she went on this tangent of 6 months having like 3 new "friends" a month that would come over and just sleep with her and drink a lot. I lived on the other side of the house so i wasnt forced to hear any of the action, thank god, or else i probably would've OD'd on heroin. (there was a lot of it at my high school kids would smoke it on tin foil in the bathroom) I'm glad i can say i'm proud of my mom now though we have a really good relationship because we're kind of all each other really has. we even watch anime together, we just finished cowboy bebop today and she liked it. her favorite so far was welcome to the NHK. Since your using madoka pictures i can probably guess thats your favorite anime?

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>>39596635
also do you have steam/email?

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>>39596820
I'm glad you're leaving it behind too. Someone like you doesn't deserve to have his life controlled or thrown away on a drug. You're worth so much more. I just didn't have access to any drugs because I was a social recluse or else I probably would have done them without hesitation. I can relate to seeing your mom with different partners all the time too. I learned not to get attached to any of the guys she brought around because they were there one second and gone the next even though I was desperate for a father figure. I'm glad to read that you have a much better relationship with her now though, I can't even begin to imagine watching anime with my mom as she's still pretty heavy into booze and trying to find the perfect man. The one she's with now I almost got in a fist fight with but I've managed to put that behind me and tolerate him but my relationship with my mom is still pretty standoffish. Madoka is definitely one of my favorites yeah.

I'm about to pass out now, but before I do I want to thank all of you robots who posted in my thread tonight and all the times before. You're the best friends that I could ever hope for (especially you asuka poster). I love you and until we meet again, which I have a feeling that won't be long. Sleep tight my friends

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>>39597044
good sleeps friend ill be on the lookout for another one of your threads

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im going to sleep now too if by some miracle you left this thread open and look at it tomorrow email me @ [email protected]