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>be me
>attend university
>taking a comfy night walk around the campus
>dimly lit lamps produce comfortable lighting on the eyes but provide enough lighting to see silhouettes of the trees
>helps relieve my anxiety
>see chad and stacy talking
>see a few other people hanging out with their friends
>feel so alone
>start thinking about how my life is pathetic
>all I do is study and watch anime
>think about the next 30 years of loneliness
>tried to make my parents proud
>feel like I let them down
>OCD is getting worse
>anxiety is getting worse
>not sure how I made it this far
>think about the world and all the chaos that's in it
>depression is setting in
>I'm not ready for the real world
>all these thoughts are racing through my head
>start to cry
>silently weep the rest of the way home
>the darkness covers my tears of sadness
>get home and cry in my room alone
All I want in life is to live in a comfy home in nature and escape from this cruel world. I need to escape. Before the darkness consumes me.
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I know this feel man. I'm trapped with yet totally isolated from normos and have to be around them every fucking day. I just wanna live in a small comfy house and not have to leave it except to get groceries but my circumstances sadly make that impossible.
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beautifully said op. saving it. cuz i can relate
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>>39575303
Normies just give me weird looks and I've heard a few of them say "Why does that kid look so sad?".
I'd love to live by a national park so I could walk through nature almost every day. It seems to be the only thing that relaxes me and makes me happy.
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>>39575340
Anon, why is life so hard?
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>>39575370
i dont know anon. been asking that for a long time now. maybe some people arent meant to live merrily like others. unfortunately we're one of those miserable ones
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>>39575420
What a cruel world. If some aren't happy then they have to suffer and watch others live happy lives.
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>>39575452
yeah. if you think bout it, there was never a moment where everyone in the world is happy and contented. there's always one sad loser out there
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>>39575540
That one sad loser had something to say, but no one ever listened. So society cast him off, where he could never be heard from again.
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>>39575185
I had to go back to community college, since one of my nightschool courses counts as a 1st year uni sub.
It was either pay extra money or extra time(I chose time).
>TFW the tutor told me this won't improve your job prospects.
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>>39575598
I hope you enjoy what you are doing though. It sucks that doing some things you are passionate about generally won't land you a job.
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