/irl struggles/

I got semi-diagnosed with depression and just feel worse because I don't feel as bad as other friends with ACTUAL depression say they feel and I feel like I'm cheapening it even by being told that I might have it.

>>39560951
No one can cheapen their own reality, not even yourself. Nothing is cliche when it is happening to you. There is no such thing as the correct way to suffer or to feel depressed, all that matters is how it affects you.
Stay strong and don't let those doubts plague you, I think that's your anxiety and depression trying to take hold and consume you.

I'm being evicted at the end of this week and thought I had a new place set up (lease was up at the end of the month but wasn't expecting the eviction). Instead the new place jacked the price up to 700 dollars a month from 600. This especially sucks because I had to take my two cats to the shelter last weekend cause I couldn't find a home for them and they couldn't go to the new place with me...now I can't even get that new place. I could have fucking kept them and moved to another niggerhood and lived cheap. I should have, now I have an empty, lifeless (beside me but let's face it, I am too) apt like I've been living the past 2 years of my life and won't have a home in a week, at least not one I wanted. Those cats pissed me off a lot and made me get 5 hours of sleep a night but Jesus christ it was worth it and I want them back so badly. I never realized how much itd hurt and how much it's exposed the fragile layer I had between being lonely and completely alone.

>>39561092
Have you tried going back to get them, or is it too late? Don't beat yourself up over a decision you made with the information you had, there was no way of knowing at the time and you'll just run in circles beating yourself up over it.

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>>39560906
Im strughling with nihilism and the feeling of hopelessness.Everyday feelsnlike yesterday a never ending limbo. Trying to escape the routine byndoing apllications but no one has called me for an interview. I would like to get a job because my parents are genuinely sick and tired of seeing my face. I don't blame them, but at the same time I wish they would have a aborted me

Struggling with not allowing mental processes to affect my physical health.

>>39560906
The refinery I work at might be closing soon and I don't have any other line of work I'm specialised to do.

>>39561116
I cannot, they make you sign a thing that says they're no longer yours and you can't get them back, ect. I thought about asking my grandma to get them but I already gave away all their stuff (litter boxes, dishes, water dispenser, cat trees, toys, ect) and would not be able to afford a new place/security deposit (since I'm not getting this one back since I'm being evicted) and provide for them in the short term. And I've checked the site, they're both picked up already which is good cause I'm glad they didn't have to sit in the shelter...very pretty cats, I kinda expected it.

>>39561153
Sounds like you project your own thoughts and feelings onto everyone around you, but do their actions correspond to how you feel? Getting a job sucks, it makes you realize even more how much people suck, so don't idolize it too much or you'll get burnt. The never ending nihilism eventually turned into confidence for me, knowing that nothing matters so why should I care so much about others?

>>39561192
Shit happened but it wasn't your fault, you just had to move on but you still made sure that they were cared for even when they were no longer your responsibility. You're a good person, don't let anyone tell you otherwise.

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Employment agencys are making me seriously want to kill my self desu

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>>39560906
Doctor thinks I have an ear infection and I feel like shit
I'm having nausea, light headedness, no appetite, stomach hurts
Doctor prescribed some medicine that helps with nausea but it's not working

Anyone else have something like this

>>39561033
Nah, it's probably true though. Thank you for saying, but it's only cropped up in like the last two months, and because of the stupidest shit.

>have bad anxiety
>dropped out of college
>been NEET for 2 months now

I've got absolutely no skills or experience to offer employers and I've already dropped out of trade school. I know the problem seems trivial, getting into work is the most rational thing to do. But I just won't do it.

>>39561298
Hey man, I have never really questioned myself until just recently and started sorting myself out just as late. It's never too late to realize, and it's never too late to resolve. Your problems aren't any less real just because others suffer too. It's all about how you look at it, and you already seem to have a positive attitude about your dilemma, so keep your head up and believe in yourself because it seems like you already do.

>>39561283
Could be anxiety, it can manifest itself physically. Have you noticed any correlation between your activities and when you begin to feel that way?

I don't really deserve a significant other. I am sweet and loving but I have done very un-pure things on the internet in the past, I am not slim though I am working towards it... I just don't deserve anybody's love. I wish I did, but i'm boring, I have nothing going for me. I'll post pictures of myself on my snapchat story and get attention but not from people I would actually want to date. I don't know...what to do. I think I should just go to america and die.

>>39560906
I am stuggling to tell them i miss them

>>39560906
>get motivated to catch up on school and then get ahead and be done with this shitshow
>lose like 40lbs (working on it)
>get license
>get vehicle (/o/tist so I have a specific one in mind)
>job of some form, just steady money in general
>otherwise standard existential crisis

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In trying to have more confindence in myself with looks. Not going so well but maybe it will get better. In also try to be more social due to my adhd

>>39563086
Are you the femanon that sent boob pics? Relax, as long as you are a virgin you're fine.
If you aren't, then burn like all other roasties.

>>39563130
I'm*
Orgi commentio

I have to get a job and support myself but I don't feel like it.

>>39563125
How much did you weigh before the weight loss anon

>>39563182
I'm 200 right now, I need to get down to like 170ish, and that's just fat. may bulk muscle.
I don't think I've lost much but I've been eating better (and less by proxy) in general so I feel much better about myself. I need to get on cardio but it's really really really fucking hot here and I live in a hilly area so that's kind of a problem.

>>39563213
What's your height im 5 7
>and yes I'm a manlet
150 ish with skinny fat body and twig arms

I hate my job, I have an unfulfilling social and sexual life that likely will never change due to my insecurities with sexuality and the few friends I have left I fear I am driving away through my crippling bitterness and beliefs that most people would classify as "prejudiced" if not entirely "hateful."

I'm a good writer, my mother was a writer and she always encourages me to write more but I just have no faith in my abilities so I chicken out every time I start to write anything of substance and just waste more hours and paragraphs on this fucking website.

>>39563245
5'9"
>tfw mom is 5'1"
strongfat with beer gut even though I've never drank or anything
I just want the belly and leg fat to be gone honestly

im about to start college tomorrow and honestly i just want to be happy with some kind of gf. i dont care about the sex i just need a companion. its killing me watching all my friends get girlfriends and i feel like im being left behind in all of this. i hope i meet someone tomorrow.

>>39563401
so basically you just need a dog

>>39563493
mate i aint kissing no dog. dogs cant talk to you about about their passions