Anyone else find it impossible to not come across as rude or semi-retarded in all your social interactions? Pic related in the beginning of the movie is pretty representative for me. I'll literally be at a loss for how to respond to some simple joke or comment and just awkwardly go "oh..." looking down the whole time and abruptly walk away to whoever's talking to me, or maybe I won't even manage the "oh". My speech is always odd and stilted, like an alien impersonating a human. I don't know how to smile properly without it looking fake or goofy. When a smile is needed, I default to this weird restrained half-smile where I don't open my mouth. The few times I've been able to muster the courage to say something I'd imagine a normie would say, I've just go the side-eye or complete silence. Everyone must loathe me.
>>39478077
>tfw 18 and your mother has to talk to the doctor for you
>>39478077
>>39478197
Knock the gay teenage shit off. When you enter the real world you'll learn that it'll either man you up or it'll set you down a path of no return(most likely choice).
>>39478197
>tfw 25 and mom still makes the appointments and stuff for me
i go there by myself though
The worst part is that I fundamentally just don't have a clue what other people are thinking. For example, a couple months ago, I'm walking down the street carrying a bunch of heavy grocery bags (I don't have any transportation right now and I live with my grandparents who are both disabled and need someone to run errands for them). I see a girl and some guys standing around across the street. Groups of people always make me nervous. I hear something like, "Look at his legs," or something like that. I have somewhat of an awkward gait and always look down/don't move my arms/etc., but at the time, I had really narrow sneakers that made me wobble a bit, too, so my conclusion is that they were making fun of how I was walking, unless I imagined this or they were talking about someone else. Anyway, I try to speed past, but eventually, the girl says something like, "Got anything to drink?" And maybe this is obvious to some people, but I'm thinking, what the fuck is that supposed to mean? Is she asking me if she can have something to drink? Is she making a joke because I have like 4 or 5 2-liters of soda? Or maybe she thought I was walking weird because I was drunk and was asking for an alcohol or making a joke about me being drunk? I don't know. Rather than just saying something and walking away, I literally stand there with all these fucking bags going, "What? What are you?... I don't know what... Do I have anything to drink?" She nods. I just stand there still not sure what she's asking me. "Um... What? I don't know what you're..." I stand there a little while longer and just settle on the idea that she's asking me if I have an extra soda or something but that seems obviously wrong and I'm so nervous I can't think properly. "Um... I only have 2-liters. Um... What are you?... I don't know...What?..." She shakes her head, probably figuring I'm a literal retard. Then I walk away. This is all it took to turn me into a gibbering mess. Utterly pathetic.
>>39478928
Hey, got a drink?