Talk to me guys. How was your day? Anything happened? You can

>>39473658
Nothing happened, nothing will happen. I am bored. How are you doing friend?

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>>39473658
Obligated to visit with my transgender relative.

I listened to music more, didn't leave the house though. I'm trying to get better at singing and playing guitar at the same time to perform better shoes for my cat. How are you anon?

>>39473776
I like to hear from you guys. I am genuinly curious andneed something to read.

>>39473804
How close a relative?

>>39473804
Are you going to make out? Is she cute?

>>39473813
Me too. Ive been doing the same things with minor differences for 15 years now and each time i try to take a break, my break is the same break for 15 years as well. I am growing tired of the repetition honestly. Thats why i come here, hope to get some sort of an interesting conversation going.

Masturbated and went to the gym this morning. Didn't stay too long. Came back and ate eggs and peas and rice and chicken and drank skim milk. Basically all the ingredients I had in the fridge. Then I watched Friends. The one with the foosball table. I want to eat something delicious and vegetarian. I can't make any tasty vegetarian dishes. I had oneitis for a job and got rejected from it on Tuesday and now Im aimless in life. Feel even worse cause I fapped this morning. Drinking is such a waste of time. Probably nap soon.

>>39473839
Pretty close, blood wise, but I try and distance myself as much as I can.
>>39473840
Maybe possibly kill yourself.

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>Woke up
>Played some vidya
>Jerked off
>Showered
>Breakfast (eggs, bacon, english muffin, coffee)
>Watched some TV
>Back here
>Putting off homework since it's labor day weekend

>>39473982
Nice anon. Do you live alone?

>>39474031
Yeah I go to uni but live alone an apartment nearby.

>>39473658
Some normies dragged me to a mountain trip. One of them had his gf along and they made out in random moments and it was awkward.
They are new from uni so they think they are being nice letting me along but they dont talk to me much.
Now im just waiting for them to drop me

>>39473807
Shiet. You play the guitar? Thats awesome. I love hearing about hobbies other robots have. Elaborate

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>>39474077
At least you have a great view and fresh air.

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>>39473807
Cool. Favorite bands/artists?

>>39474130
It was nice i guess.
I used to go hiking there as a kid and wanted to show them different paths and stuff but they didnt listen so i stopped talking to not make an ass of myself

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>>39473658
I get texts sometimes, but they are always to get free tech advice. PIC related was two nights ago.

>>39474207
Also please help, what an I doing wrong that makes people think that it is OK to pull shit like this?

>>39473938
>Maybe possibly kill yourself.
Is that a no or a yes?

I pulled my lobster traps.

>>39474231
Well your response

Should of been something along the lines of

There's this super low key website that will tell you everything you need to know

Google but don't tell anyone it's kinda hus hus

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Ive been flirting with this girl. She's all qt and stuff and her friends have told me that i really like her which im pretty sure about; so yesterday i tried to kiss her and she curved me, just to find out she has never kissed someone before. The thing is that i really like her but at this point i'm not even sure if she'll ever be willing to get out of her comfort zone and try something with me. Idk what to do lads... i'm posting this here because even if some of you don't have much experience with girls, i know you guys are pretty fucking clever and maybe will be able to help me out.

>Went shopping
>Fixed my vaccum cleaner
>Watched Netflix
>Played Counter Strike

Usual stuff, nothing interesting really

>>39474207
>>39474231
Sounds like you don't value your time or yourself. So why would anyone else.

You probably spent hours if not years learning this shit so value your knowledge and time tell em to fuck off (not littarly) but always ask yourself what you get out of this interaction if nothing walk away

>>39474321
>she has never kissed someone before.
Dude. If shes not lying you have a chance that most of the people in Earth dont

>>39473658
I've been wallowing in misery the entire week because I'm in love with a cute 19 year old escort I fucked last week in Canada. I don't know if she likes me back or not (there's a 99.99999% chance she doesn't), and I will NEVER be able to see her again because I'm back at home from toronto, and I can't even call her because she never picks up (I tried calling from a different number to see if it was just me).

I know im retarded, but I've been dead inside all this time and she made me feel love again for a few moments but it's all just sadness back again now because I feel like a fucking loser who will never be loved back because I'm ugly as fuck. And she was different, she wasn't an everyday whore, she seemed like a troubled young girl trying to make ends meet. I could see the sadness in her eyes just like mine.

I'm sorry I know nobody cares about me or my loser stories but I have nobody to talk to and certainly nobody close enough to share this with, but I heard getting stuff like this off your chest helps.

>>39474207
>>39474231
pls tell me about it
my cousin didn't talk to me for 10 years and when she does she wants me to fix her shitty laptop from long distance
as the fool that i am i send by the mail an USB thumbdrive with a bootable win7 ultimate on it
never heard of her (nor my thumbdrive) again
sneaky roastie

>>39474371
Yes it is true, her closest friend told me. And i'm also sure that she rejected me out of being scared, but i don't know how to make her want to try something with me.

>>39474375
Love with a stranger can be an unpredictable thing. I dont know a "cure" to make you forget her, ill just say its not healthy.
You may saw something in her by chance, she saw most likely nothing but another customer. Theres a girl for you out there that you may or may not meet, shes not her and deep down you know it. You just elevate her to sainthood in your mind to have a face to put all the dreams you have for a girl. This will make you more sad in the long run. Its like a band aid, it hurts but you have to take it off you

>>39474503
Be slow with her. If shes as pure as you make her seem you dont have to worry about some chad coming in from the left lane and taking her like it happens to most girls that 'you are slow with'.
She needs to feel secure with you so try that. Dont bring up a kiss until you are 140 percent certain she is in for it

>>39473658
I went to a party for aid el kebir (where the mudslimes kill the goat) and I ate good spicy food while being the only white guy in between 30+ niggas.
They were super smooth with me calling me their brother and gave me weed to smoke and cigs all evening long, with several non-alcoholic beverages.
when the night fell they kind of disappeared to it was spoopy and I soon headed home.
I see them next week, for a revenge on fifa 17.

tl;dr i made a bunch of bbc acolytes.
pro: they're awesome
cons: CANNOT get a gf ever

>>39474530
Thanks for the reply it gives me some help with trying to move on past her (which I inevitably will have to) and makes me feel less alone.

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>>39474579
Thanks anon. I guess is just feel pressed to do it because ive blown aways so many chances with cuties, and i dont want her to be the case. And you just told me exactly what i wanted to hear, i guess i dont have to worry that much now.

>>39474601
Nice to see at least someone is making friends. Even if somewhat unusual
Niggers can surely hook you up with some thicc black chick. Just dont let /pol/ find out

>>39474701
>>39474705
Holy shit im actually blushing.
I love it when i make robots feel better and give actual advice.
Thank you in return for making me feel good

>>39474503
Dude how old are you and how old is she? How did you meet her? Need some more context pls.

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Went to the grocery store to buy something to eat, while waiting in self check out this qt opened a register to ring me out.
What does that mean?

I'm starting uni on monday, and I have to live in dorms with 2 other guys in one room.
I think I'm gonna kill myself

All day lying on bed lurking on r9k and YouTube, my back aches because of the lack of physical exercise and I barely go out, tomorrow it's my birthday and it gon be another shitty day, uni is coming, every year I tell myself everything will be better but I am sick of everything, total apathy and anhedonia. The only hobby I ever had is reading and I haven't touched a books for weeks, my attention span is fucked, so is my life. 5th year in the uni and I am still in 2nd-3th course

>>39474832
Try to befriend them. Trust me it will help you alot. It will be weird the first couple days, but stick around them, talk to them, and you will thank yourself later when you find out your life is easier and you're slightly more happier because you have company to last you in the uni.
>>39474895
Happy birthday for tomorrow anon

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>>39474773
We are both 18, we met in highschool but never actually felt interest in eachother until now. Her friends told me that she was interested in me so i took the chance and started talking to her, just to see if anything could happen but i just realized i really liked her. She's also a really really devoted catholic.
>>39474756
Much love for you anon. I really needed this :3

It's been useless, I listened to some Bach and read parts of Liber Novus. I feel the need that I should get out of existence

>>39474231
Tell them your hourly rate is $50 anon

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>>39473658
Bad, I gave up 1 year of cold shower, 2weeks of nofap and am fucking up my gainz by drinking the pain away today. I'm just so stressed to go back to uni in 2 days, I worked my social skills and muscles for the past year hoping that I could get chad status but I'm still a shut in retard. I feel like an heroing but there's still that tiny glimpse of hope that keeps me going.

>>39475037
Ayy. I never got into baroque, always thought it was too posh for my tastes. I like romantics and lately i've been looking into traditional music from various countries

>>39475194
An heroing is admitting defeat.
You were on a good track. Dont worry about a day of stepping off the line. Imo you should finish your glass and go to sleep. Tomorrow do your hangover routine whichever it may be and continue trying to improve yourself.
Uni is coming for me too and im fucking scared cause im in a completely new town. You'll make it anon, just hang on there

>>39474375
It's ok anon. OP here. We humans all suffer. You know where to go if you want to talk. :)

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>>39473658
My gf broke up with me to be a slut and now wants to cuck me, what do?

>>39473658
Whenever I have hope or faith it's fine, but then I feel stupid to have ever felt that way because things happen that mak me lose hope or shatter the illusion to know that I wasn't even actually temporarily feeling better better

>>39475409
I understand her point. But she could have phrased it less stupid.
She wasn't being subtle.

>>39475194
I don't think you'll give up, you don't strike me as a coward. Good luck, anon, you're stronger than you give yourself credit, to have gotten that far

>>39475266
I'mma do just that, thanks for the motivation anon and good luck to you. We're all gonna make it.

>>39475435
Kind of a stupid point, I didn't feel the same way and always had a monogamous relationship with all of my exs

>>39473658
>didn't sleep last night
>fell asleep around 9 this morning
>woke up at 3pm
>need to stop smoking but I can't
>need to stop fapping but I can't
>need to start lifting again but I'm always tired
>spent nearly all day watching /fit/ stuff on Youtube to motivate me and pick up tips from

Gonna try and fix my sleeping pattern by Monday and give normie life another shot.

>>39475409
Tell her OK and never get back with her even for sex. However much you're worth to her, she's worth more to herself. She'll always try to be using you to her benefit.

Not just her, 6/7 women are that way

>>39475488
Her idea is that college should be fun and some sexual journey. It's stupid I know but I get why.

just applying to jobs futilely as usual. not even sure im alive anymore, vidya doesn't seem fun, applying to jobs makes me want to do, all i want to do is lie down and die please God.

>>39475579
What jobs are you applying to and why does it seem futile?

>>39475523
>>39475544
Yeah all women that I've been with are like this, I guess I'll just have to keep trying. It really makes me feel extra bitter though, not sure how I could ever trust em again

>>39473658
>phone beeps
>heart rate doubles
>"who could it be?"
>start sweating
>15% battery remaining
Every time...

>>39473658
Got ghosted again. I really liked him but once he rolled around to asking for pics what always happened happened. He said some nice words then went silent then said "I know you said you weren't a cute trap but with your personality I just cant see you as anything other than one." Then poof he blocked me.

I wish I could just be okay with being alone. Why do I have to feel lonely and long for someone I can hold close and sleep next to?

Spent another day doing nothing at work. I'm making good money but it's a dead-end job, I don't want to stay at my company and I don't know what I want to do even. I just know I don't want to do this. I don't want to work in a fucking cubicle. I want to write. But nobody is going to pay for my writing. And now I'm too lazy to write because there's no incentive and nobody ever reads my writing anyway.

I'm just completely stagnant. I don't know if I'm depressed but I'm definitely stagnant

Any one still in tread?
Russia anon here for talk with you

>feel good
>go to work
>feel awful

I need to get a job working in nature or something, interacting with the general public make me want to commit suicide.

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>>39473658
>be me
>grill I was willing to try a relationship (and fucked her 2 weeks ago) with told me last weekend she is unsure if I really want it
>my best mate and her were messing around 10 years ago, and this would be "indecent"
>tell her spaghetti, I'd want it for real
>fuck it, it has been ages since I had a gf, why not try, but I know full well she is not gf material
>meet her on Monday, all is well, we talk it through, kiss, walk 2 hours, give her a rose, she is really happy
>all seems fine, get home happy, supposed to meet on Tuesday or Wednesday
>tells me on Tuesday her ex from a different country is coming to visit for a week and live at her
>I'm really not the jealous type, tell her I'd be amazed if the guy wouldn't try and fuck her, but otherwise I don't care
>she tells me he'll be a good boy, she visited him an year ago the same, all was well
>idc
>don't meet because on Tuesday she was "lazy"
>Wednesday she's "not in the mood"
>Tell her its bs, haven't talked since
>skip to today, friend is getting married, we throw the bachelor party
>go to rock club, because guy is a metalhead
>guess who's there
>the grill
>didn't see me
>was there for an hour more, I was really tired and we got too wet because of the rain, so I was about to go home anyways
>didn't want to get more drinks either as I was hammered last night
>and today I really wasn't really thinking about the whole thing any more, but damn, what are the chances
>what are the fukken chances

I'd be lying if I said it didn't hit a fucking nerve, it just felt bad her having fun with her friends, when I could be having fun with her instead...

>grills

>>39475837
Outing myself: Daniel Fuller aka ArvenRepner/Shadow2by4 here. My audience isn't huge, but I've got tons of publishers following my Twitter waiting for me to drop a novel. For now, I serialize most of my writing for free on my blog, and market it in social media. It's slow and not that lucrative, but it's a start, and doesn't require a huge time commitment.

>>39475409
Call her on her bull shit and tell her that its fucking over and to never message her again. Tell her you are "disappointed" then after ten minutes or so say "In myself for ever wasting my time on a whore like you."

One of two things will happen. She will swing back around to you or you get to go off on a high note.

>>39473658
I just wanted to watch anime and the site I'm using doesn't let me log in. So I tried it at another browser and it worked there but the other browser has a shit player.

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>>39473658
Weekend so I'm off from work (only work 16 hrs a week because temp). Played tennis with my brother we've made an attempt to play at least once a week. We used to play a lot during our high school years and have been playing for 10+ years now. But once I got home that realization of I have nothing to do because video games suck started setting in. I guess I could start watching anime but it is really difficult for me to get into it. Plus side is I don't have to work Sunday because someone stole the street sweeper I was supposed to operate.

>>39473658
I had one final lunch with my terminal cancer-ridden uncle, docs said in a few weeks he'll be dead. It was hard but I didn't cry. Haven't cried in years actually. All my fucked up, depression-shaped mind can form on my face is an almost crying smirk and it really drives people away from me when I'm sad.
Today however was one of the few times I've actually felt affection for someone in my life. My uncle whom I never really cared about until now, is a really nice person and thinking about how I wasted twenty one years of my life without ever knowing how good of a person he was makes me feel ashamed but again, I can't cry.

Tell me everything will be fine and talk to me. I'm a strange guy.

Nothing much,Anon. Mostly sat around, practiced my guitar for a bit, and gave Lift Your Skinny Fists Like Antennas to Heaven a listen. Good record :).

Finally got invited to a party, only for me to realize that im actually just a really boring person. No one noticed when I arrived, no one noticed when I left and everyone i spoke to seemed desperate and/or really quick to just start talking to someone else. I've always felt inferior but never before have i felt subhuman.

Bad, I can't fucking sleep, every time I speak I get an ethereal dick in the month, I can't muster private thought, my mind's weakened and circulating while everyone preys upon it for their own enjoyment
Everything about my mind is incorrigibly fucked

>>39478314
Me too. I am happy there are fucked up people like me. You are not alone whatever it is you have I also feel very strange and bad. :)

>>39475409
I thought this never happened outside of cuck memes from reddit.
My good man, delete her from EVERYTHING you have, do NOT talk to her again and do your best to move on.

The same thing happened to me, although she didn't tell me why she wanted to break up (I only realized what it was later.)

If you're in university as well, focus on your studies. Continue doing well, work on yourself, both physically and mentally, if not for yourself, then for whoever is important to your and your life (i.e. family if that's the case).

Do not go back to her for ANY reason whatsoever, you need to be wise and consider the future - is this really the person you want to be with? Someone who, when given a wide array of choices for mates and no-strings attached, worthless and immoral purely sexual relationships, would ditch her boyfriend, who she should deeply love? And so unceremoniously, to boot? A wife who'll cuck her husband and fuck her kids' psyche because the french bookstore clerk was just SOOO hot and romantic?

Think about it. She doesn't value you enough for you to be her first AND only choice. She never did. You're the beta cuck that she EXPLICITLY said she'd try for again in the future, when her loose cunt has been used beyond recovery by all manner of debauchery, and when her looks fade, which they inevitably will, and when Chad ditches her, like she just ditched you, to go for the younger girl.

>>39478366
That's good to know.
Are you the rusky robot?

I met Richard Dreyfuss and Bruce Campbell.

>>39475409
>>39477464

(cont)
Think about it. She just told you you're worth about the same as a thousandth hand, used up whore. That she wants to have fun, just not with you. That she wants to be "young, wild and free". Just not with you. That she someone, just not you. Never you. And I'm sure that if you try to talk back or call her out on this as some here have suggested, you'll turn both her and her friends and whoever else is near on yourself because who are you to tell this strong independent woman who just wants to live life what to do.

Ok, maybe I'm projecting a little, but she's definitely not the girl you thought you knew.

Welcome to our post-modern world. Try not to kill yourself.

>>39478394
No I'm the Belgian guy that is not normal.

>>39478420
Also good, I didn't see your post.
Nice meet you though, let's stress eat through our irresolvable nightmare.

>>39473658
>went to my shit job as a bottom of the barrel customer assistant
>while on cash register a person from primary school recognises me somehow
>have a bland normal conversation about current affairs
>got home
>listened to music

I learned how to turn my voice into a female one through a lot of processing. Some of the intelligibility is lost so it kinda mumbles at times, but the result is still satisfying. I'm excited to think about the kind of shit I could do if I mastered this.

>>39478444
It never ends does it. But doesn't it feel nice to know others understand the concept of nightmare.
It doesn't have a pause button eh. If only weird shit didn't happen to you all the time. What makes you feel good?

>>39478993
Nothing, nothing makes me feel good anymore, all I feel is residual anguish and deep, solemn regret while the rest of the world continues to be cruel as everlasting fuck to me.
Fuck man they even took sleep away.

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I stopped talking to this girl im really into a while back, weve been on and off for awhile. Weve fooled around in the past but shr does a lot of things that piss me off so i just ghosted her. She texted me this earlier. Idk what to do, i miss her but i think its best if we dont talk

>>39479137
I just wish I could be a normal and happy person. I feel nothing but very depressed. I just wish I could be normal in da membrane. My problem is solely in my head though and also some outside maybe. But stay good.

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>>39473658

>was forced to go out
>Came back home under the rain
>wanting to kill myself because rain
>felt edgy
>Arrived home, ate, fapped
>went on 4chan

>>39479446
could be worse anon cheery up.

thinking about ending it all, wont cause im a pussy but i know it wouldn't affect much, maybe my parents but outside of that after a few months everyone would go back to normal, really kills me on the inside

>>39479202
If you ghost anyone you're a colossal fucking ass hole. It's completely degrading and cruel to leave someone with a lack of closure for no good reason.
Text her back, tell her you don't want to talk to her anymore, and tell her why. She deserves to get closure. And fuck you.

>>39480401
Shes a psyco bitch. She knows what she did. And yes ive tried talking this out with her but it went thru one ear and out the other. Theres no reasoning with her.

>>39480401
what if someone keeps hitting on you and trying to be cute even though you've told them multiple times you aren't interested in them in that way? and in response they start making passive aggressive posts about it

>woke up at 2pm
>ate some ramen
>played ETS2 until 10 minutes ago

>saturday (yesterday)
>woke up obscenely early by partner (like 9am)
>dragged out to reservoir to hang out with his shitty friends because he wanted me to come
>spend most of my time playing with dogs
>we all go to this great pie shop for lunch. me and bf have a thing about food so we tease each other a bit and then decide to go home to have proper sexytimes
>get home at about 2 but he has to meet other shitty friends at gym so no sexytimes
>little bit annoyed
>i play videogames with my autistic friends on PC while he's gone and do some uni work
>he comes back at gym and is too tired for anal sex but offers to blow me to make up for it
>the shit i have to put up with.jpg
>chill out in our apartment, have dinner
>now he wants to have sex but i don't want to anymore
>end up agreeing to let him fuck my ass, end up enjoying it, we have proper sex after all after warmup round
>he goes to sleep
>i stay up and play videogames
>stay up all night
>still awake now, sunday morning
Up until about a month ago I was the virginal autistic loser par excellence, sans mental disorders. Everything could change in an instant robots.