>tfw 25 years old soon The clock keeps ticking and I'm

>27 in 3 months

I wish I were dead already.

>>39472164
>26 next week
>Still KHV

How about you OP?

>>39472263
Same and I just keep wasting time. I casually consider suicide every day and hate myself, but I cant muster up the willpower to actually jump in front of that train.

oh and >>39472413 makes it sound like I'm extremely depressed still. No. I'm on several anti-depressants so as long as I can lose myself in front of my PC I can still forget and feel amusement. But once I have to leave (my parents) house for pathetic anti-NEET activities I want to die every second.

>>39472450
I feel you OP. Right now i have to work with a girl, and is so difficult. Just knowing that i dont have a chance with her it just kill me inside very fucking day

>>39472450
>feel amusement.
At least you still got that.

In 25 and 8 months
Honestly the thing that shocks me the most is looking in the mirror
I still keep expecting to see that 16-18 year old with hope in his eyes and dreams for the world
The face that looks back at me doesn't feel like my own, it looks like im alreadyin my 30s

>I turn 20 in 12 days

i wasn't supposed to reach my 20s