>think you are straight
>discover that wearing lingerie and female clothes feels good
>spend all my money on clothes and panties
>spend a lot of time online shopping and watching crossdressing porn
>finger my ass for the first time
>feels nice
>do it more
>consider buying a dildo
>consider meeting someone to have sex as a girl
Beware anons, it's a slippery slope. I think I'm a lost cause...
>>39465808
I'll dick ya slut
>>39465808
I'm in between two of your stages OP
>discover that wearing lingerie and female clothes feels good
>consider buying a dildo
I only really like dresses from innocentworld, but I've never bought from them so I'm hesitant even with the reviews being good.
I'm on the trap diet as well, guess this is life now. It was never suppose to be this way.
>>39465851
It really is sick. A few years ago I wanted to be normal, threw out all my girl stuff, started going to the gym and finally I looked like a man. Now it's back to panties and stockings.
Where do you buy girls clothes from Anon?
I've been CD'ing on and off for years but haven't had any girls clothes in years, too risky
I've moved now and I'm struggling to contain the urge again, I'm past the point of pretending I'm still normal, I just want to enjoy my self.
>>39466283
I buy only online from random people/stores, something like ebay but only for my country. As for delivery, usually I choose inpost, too risky to deliver home, someone else might open the package.