Being a zoophile is hell, at least when you're self aware.

We'll never be over it unfortunately.
Just gotta keep it under wraps and only fap to 2D cartoons. That's how I do it at least.
I just know I'll never have a healthy relationship.

>>39445774
I tell myself that I'd like a wife who loves me, but that's only because I know that's what's wholesome and good. That's not what I'm attracted to at all, if I pursue that then I'm living a lie. I'm incompatible with the rest of society.

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ni hao mr zoofile

>>39445796
Yep that about describes it.
I stopped feeling guilty at the very least since I don't act on it. I ended up taking up lucid dreaming just to experience some part of it in a virtual environment.
Beyond that though I hate myself. I probably shouldn't have been born. Who knows how we got like this man?

>>39445774
Why were we born this way? It's cruel and dooms us to a life of self hatred. I didn't choose this perversion, but it's been with me since before puberty.

>>39445819
Because that's just how some people are wired.
I stopped hating myself as much over it because what can I do about it? I hate myself for being a pathetic piece of human garbage, not for liking things I can't control.
My hope is for VR to solve these issues in the near future.

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>>39445760
Listen this might sound edgy as fuck but .
You dont have to base yourself on society's moral compass . Being a zoophile is hard because society dosent deem it right , but deep down the one who has to deem it right is you , dont go killing yourself because society deems fucking animals not right , they dident deem things homosexuals right way back when and now they are accepted . Society dosent know what is wrong or right , you do you , honestly not memeing just be yourself

>>39445850
Not OP
but I don't see how this kind of thing wouldn't be morally flawed unless we had VR or sexbots or some shit.

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>>39445760
The fact that you want to have normal urges is good. I suggest you seek professional help and start to limit / reduce your porn intake.

Good luck anon.

>>39445861
What im trying to say is , you do you and aslong as the animal is not in pain then its alright .Aslong as you aint hurting anyone or anything i dont care what you do

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>>39445760

>tfw you've fucked sheep, pigs, cows, horses and attempted to fuck a dog but never been anywhere near intimate with a human

>>39445917
I guess sot, it's just hard to be an objective measure of pain/consent.

>>39445941
Which pussy felt best?

>>39445941
How did fucking sheep pigs and horses feel?im genuinly curious how good it feels

>>39445958

Sheep, it was insanely tight and grippy. Pig was worst, just felt like some loose dough and one couldn't go very deep.

>>39445993

It's always hard to describe these things in words. Cow and horse are pretty alike, spacious, very warm. Sheep was the one that was very different, vaginal walls felt, almost ribbed, it was intense.

I hope I kill myself soon though, the shame and guilt is quite overwhelming, but once in the zone I have little control of myself.

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>>39445760
If you feel too guilty watching the "real" stuff then just stick to make believe. Pic related

I can sympathise OP, I have exclusive necrophilia and can't be attracted to living women either. Never been interested in animals but I understand how it feels when you fap and want to shoot yourself afterwards. The worst of it is when normalshits are talking about sex and crushes and flings and you can't relate or share any normal stories and feel like a freak the whole time.

Having said all that, the thing that's helped me live with this shit more than anything is positive, healthy support from other people. Reinforce that so long as you aren't hurting any animals, you are not doing anything wrong. There's no such thing as thought crime. You obviously didn't choose to be this way, and you're making the best of it, so give yourself some credit.

>>39445941
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>>39446009
haha omg

talk about horses desu

>>39445941
how did you manage to fuck a cow and a horse? wtf. did they like it?