day 10 of wagecuck life... idk how long i can take this how do

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Day 400-something here.

It gets (marginally) easier the more you learn on the job. For me at least a lot of the worry and misery was from not knowing anything and constantly having to ask questions. Over time you gain experience and also start to feel more comfortable in the role when you know what is and isn't expected of you.

Obviously there are days which are complete shit and you think "fuck this I want to walk out" but each day is a new day and chances are that whatever is bothering you today at work will be long forgotten in a week/month's time.

Also it is worth remembering that you're getting paid to be miserable. Back when you were a miserable NEET there was no reward for mindlessly browsing all day. Now, once a month you will be paid what will seem like a comically large amount of money purely for attending work each day. If you are at all materialistic you will be able to spend to your heart's content.

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i just feel so tired after work, like no energy to cook or play vidya or anything.. days are getting wasted i feel like

>>39387658
True, every morning i pray the day passes quick. After work im exhaust at home, eating, browsing, sleep, repeat

Don't be a freeloading leeching fat lazy cunt and actually work you fucking retard.

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It's easy when misery is your element

>>39387473
I've been a wagecuck for over a year, scared to go to school, especially because I don't know what to do.

The days just pass by so quickly. When you're waiting for something that you ordered online, the days just pass waiting for that to happen. Like that becomes the big thing, currently in your life. Sunrise, sunset. Suddenly, it's fall. I love fall, then winter. Then an entire year has passed you by and you're older. It's so fast.

I work 20h a month besides uni and if I would have to this every day I would just kill myself, why even live when you do this shit 5 or even 6 days a week

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>>39387473
This is why you shoot a NEET before throwing him out of comfiness.

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First day of work in IT today.
9 hour shifts 5 days a week.

The bad part is i work those 9 hours and then im too tired to enjoy rest of day.

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>>39387970
Yeah, when I was a happy NEET, I would actively wait for things to get released and it would take ages. Now I heard a new TV is airing and I'm just waiting 6 months until all episodes are out and it feels like no time at all passes. Of course I miss out on being able to discuss it, but I don't have the energy for that anyway.

I wonder ever more whether there's a point to continuing like this. I'm getting older, weaker, my body breaks down more and more. And nothing gets better. My life is a downward slope until I die. And I'm fast forwarding through it. I don't know what to do, should I kill myself? Or just drop out and live a year on my savings and then do a mass shooting somewhere after posting a manifesto demanding welfare for mentally ill but superficially functional people?

Every month the second option seems to be more attractive.

36-40 hours work a month + university. The only thing that's keeping my alive right now is the "it will all pay in the future" meme.
Hang in there, Robot.

>>39387473
I'm on day 400 something. It doesn't get easier.