who else is constantly trying to avoid seeing their own reflection,

>>39339788
i do that often but when i go out people still stare at me and give me nasty looks because i am short and ugly so i can't really forget where i stand at any point in time

>>39339788
havent looked in a mirror for like 4 days - so yes

To be honest I'm fascinated with my reflection because I still can't tell if I'm ugly or attractive.

>>39339788
I stopped showering bc I don't like seeing my naked body

>>39339788
I can't even remember the last time I saw my reflection at this point
>>39340063
Also this, I shower in the dark so I don't have to see my body

Sometimes I think my reflection is attractive, sometimes I think it's hideous.
My body is the most attractive it's ever been so I don't mind looking at it. peepee is big too. It's a mellow feel being a sexy roboto KHHV.

>>39339788
i used to be like that and it's not even because you're 'ugly' like in term of society, it's because you genuinely hate yourself and who you are and seeing yourself is just a cruel reminder that there's no way you can get out of your body and be someone else. i feel bad for you

>>39339892
omg this, sometimes yes, sometimes no

its kinda fun

>>39339788
I don't like looking at myself in general.
I'm not ugly, rather fine-looking, but I'm overweight, and I also have a lot of shit in my head regarding my body. This is also the reason I avoid showering.
I think some of my problems will solve themselves if I lose weight. Well, will see.

>occasionally have a good day
>being productive at uni
>see reflection of myself as I walk past a window
>see awful profile, weird posture and big strides a la virgin walk
>day ruined
I wish I was a muslim woman just so I had an excuse to wear a bin bag over my face

>take photo with phone
>absolutely hideous face

i hate seeing/ having a gut thing fat at the end of the four pack.

Im only 25 and i avoid looking at myself in the mirror the face that looks back at me doesnt feel like my own.
I keep expecting to look at myself and see the 16-18 year old that i have a mental image of.
Doesnt help the fact that im ugly and still get acne
This is going to be a nightmare when im 30+