>you will never stop having standards warped by porn and loneliness

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>you will never stop having standards warped by porn and loneliness
>you will never stop being attracted to immensely-sized boobs that you have virtually no chance of ever seeing in real life, to think nothing of even meeting a girl with such an attribute
>in the unlikely chance that you ever even managed to get a girlfriend, you would make her hate you when you inevitably have to awkwardly explain that you don't want sex and just want to touch huge boobs
>in all probability she wouldn't have these and would become insecure and angry even if you love her for who she is, or if somehow she even did, she would get frustrated with how obsessed with them you are
>you will always waste so much time and thought every day thinking about and saving media of and masturbating over improbably large fat deposits on the chests of women
>internalized guilt makes you feel even worse for using as material images of girls who have boobs so big that they are a medical condition and girls who aren't even trying to photograph themselves in a sexual way
>after you masturbate all you can think about is how much you really want love instead, and tell yourself each time that you're going to stop
>it never works and you never have the discipline to change
I wish it wasn't so hard to stop being such a stupid animal. Hating myself over this instead of not giving a fuck just makes me seem even more pathetic which in turn makes me hate myself even more.