What keeps you going r9k? TeII me

I'm a pathetic tranny NEET and 22 years old I'm extremely degenerate and this is the only place i can vent

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my care
not this one though, the one ill eventually get
its ok though

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Videogames and the fact that I have no access to fast and painless death. If someone were to take videogames away from me I'd have literally no reason left to live. Pretty sad to be honest.

>>39324475
Being too much of a pussy to end things...

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My wife and kids. I would be lost without them.

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my biggest wish is to be dead, but i wont end it out of respect for my caring family.
I don't suffer from anxiety only mild depression.
The only reason i want to not live is because i see no point in living when you can just be nothing, feel nothing.
its likely that we're just in another simulation so might just wake up in a futuristic capsule where they keep my real body.

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Catgirls keep me going.

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My mom, the only thing holding me back.

Lolis and fear of oblivion

My fear of actually trying to kill myself still outweighs my fear of the future. It's pretty close, though.

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Writing fiction. Want to get a novel published. Last goal I really have; don't really care about anything else long-term.

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coffee and cigarettes. With a side of religion.

I saw a rhino beetle once. Idk it just made me happy

I don't want my parents dying knowing that I was a worthless loser. Once they die I'll probably end it.

No idea. I must subconsciously like suffering, because it's all I seem to do

The circus act of counterbalancing forces between my inflated ego and my hypercritical thoughts.

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amethamphetamine on which I'm in this very moment

Escapism and knowing I might have a good chance at neethood by around 30