>be nearly 21 >never really find any guy attractive or

>>39306768
He was probably lying.

>>39306768
booze the pain aw-
>nearly 21
nevemrind

>>39306768
Gotta get yourself with someone to distract from the pain, anon.

Reverse the genders and this happened to me, fucking slayed me.

>>39306819
Lying about what? He said he liked me and was more aggressive in pursuing me than I was towards him. But then says I am unattractive.
I've never experienced anything like this before and am honestly heartbroken.

I liked him a lot too. And I've lived a rather miserable lonely life, never finding anyone. I'm worried i never will.

>>39306854
I don't know how to find people in all seriousness. I'm shy and insecure. Even though I don't think I'm as bad looking as HE said.
That's why this hurts so bad. He was the only one who seemed to not care that I was a little weird.

what do i do?
i dont get any enjoyment out of listening to music, playing vidya,watching tv

>>39306868
You overheard him saying it he probably was just being cool and saying he didnt like you. you fucked yourself dummy.

>>39306768
originally lose weight

>>39306911
This entire board is /soc/ in disguise if you want it to be, mystery anon, and there's a whole lot of people online who don't know where to find people either. So.. Yeah. Wanna chat a bit off-site? I can get you a burner email or whatever

>>39306962
No. I really don't think it's that. I've seen him flirt with other girls before. It was more than that. Something changed and he seemed to regard me just as a friend. His demeanor changed.
"I don't want her"
>>39306989
Oh I will. And not for him. I will get down to 110 by the end of the year and get a quality bf

>>39307016
ok. email plz

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>>39307063
(christ I'm shy I so hope this works out)

Ok, right here:

[email protected]

>>39307094
>[email protected]
is that your email?

>>39307309
It was a burner that I made, yeah, but I sent a reply with a more regular email of mine

>>39306868
There was actually a discussion about this last night in another thread. Basically:

guys will use girls for the ego-boost too, its not just a thing that happens to dudes.

He may have liked you . . . in solitude. But then his friend said something and he thought he was risking his social capital by actually being seen with you.

I've been in the same place femanon, it sucks. at best occupy yourself with other things you enjoy and if you have friends spend time with them. How long it hurt depends on how long you and he shared that connection.