i'm so tired of not knowing what's "right" or what's "wrong". i keep getting "manipulated", and when i think i trust someone something backfires and i end up trusting someone else questionable
i guess this is just a sign of low intelligence/awareness, but i wish i could at least have the illusion of feeling secure about myself again
>>39283616
Honestly just sounds like you've had some bad luck.
What happened exactly?
i know this feel
i follow others thinking they are right but always end up getting "manipulated" this way
it has come to a point where those around me don't believe me to be capable of forming my own orginal thoughts or ideas anymore and that i am always getting my ideas from someone else who is "manipulating" me and making me do the "wrong" thing.
>>39283872
i'm trying not to make too many judgments since i've learned the hard way that my judgments aren't that accurate, or at least other people have told me so
i think i sort of get pushed around into people's influence and trust them a little too blindly to the point of not seeing their red flags, but also not being sure if they're actually "bad" or if i'm making up ideas about them in my head
>>39283904
;_;
i want to protect you but i feel barely capable of protecting myself
>>39284111
You seem to be caring and also anxious about getting hurt which is okay!
I wish we could protect each other.
>>39284231
thank you. as foolish as it sounds, your words made me feel a little better. i wouldn't call myself particularly anxious or caring, but it's nice to hear anyway
>>39284111
i've kinda sorta learned to deal with it, though
i hide behind a shield of being 100% neutral on everything when talking to people while still holding my own beliefs i don't tell almost anyone
only annoyance now is people getting angry about me never stating my opinion but it's worth it not being seen as even more of a dummy than i already feel like i am
sorry for making you feel bad, anon
i wish i could protect you as well ;m;
*hug*
>>39284352
>>39284374
I want hug you both!
*hug*
>>39284431
>ywn meet up to hug anon
bad feel