why did i have to look at her twitter
she looks so beautiful now
i'm so happy for her
i hate myself and want to die
Everyday I tell myself I won't look at her Instagram and everyday I lie to myself
>>39272859
Despite all your rage, you're still just a rat in a cage.
>>39272918
/literallyme/
I scroll down to those 2012 pics and slowly make my way up, thinking about how happy or sad was she when she took those pictures, who was her boyfriend back then, why a pic of the sky or a tree or something meaningless at first sight... and how i was not around with her because of cowardice and insecuriy
>>39272947
i just can't believe i fucked this up
she was so perfect. so warm and lovely. she asked me out
and i just totally fucked up
god is dead
>>39272859
I have that same problem too
I have a folder of picture of us together
Looking at them always fills me with sadness from remembering the good times
She made me happier than anyone else ever could
Amd since shes left me im a bitter man thats hates women, men, people, the whole fucking world
You can't trust people, ever
>>39272962
There's plenty of fish out there, you know.But she was *THE* one. I really can relate to that feel.At least you're not like me, infatuated for almost 15 years and blowing it all up when you finally decide to take a step in with her.
I went on to the facbook profiles of a few girls i used to have crushes on today
>married
>married
>married, with kids
>traveling the world constantly
>3 kids, 2 fathers
>dead
>married with kids
>lesbain, also in a relationship
So out of my 8 high scool crushes, 1 of them is aviable. But shes a rich beautiful girl that travels the world constantly and im a loser that delivers pizzas
>>39273068
>1 of them.
Go for the lezzie, Anon.
Maybe she's just in a phase and only needs your Big Mestizo Cock to break out of it.
Or is bisexual and you would get into an open relationship. Who knows?
>>39273111
Implying that someone on r9k has the skill to pull that off
Though her girlfriend is not that great
The girl on the right is my old crush, she still looks cute and feminine so not a dyke lesbo at all at least
>>39273227
I knew a girl for a few years, she was married when we met but she was a good friend.
She got a divorce a bit later and we got a bit closer over that time.
A while later she invites me to dinner, so I dress up a bit and look forward to it.
When I get there another girl is there too.
>meet my partner anon
I get disappointed so often I don't even know why I thought this could be different.
Fuck you anon. I was about to go a day without but this made me break.