I have no productive energy left. i go to work because im supposed

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I have no productive energy left. i go to work because im supposed to, but i come back with no energy left to do anything. at least at the job there are relatively clear expectations and deadlines(when to show up and leave), in the social sphere i have no idea what people want or how to do it, and regarding school I can't summon the effort to look at what homework i need to do, let alone focus on it. Im so sapped its litterealy not worth the effort to me to start a PUBG game and wait through the lobby. its not even worth the effort to do this or anything i do with my time. i feel so impotent to do what i want to do, and like the things i end up doing for fun are such a colossal waste of time its not worth doing them or anything at all. im probably just going to go to bed because ill feel like im progressing some at least. I dont have the energy or direction to get where i guess i should want to go, and spending all my time doing the thing of least resistence it making me want to off myself, because people always tell me i have so much potential but i know im going to fuck it all up and end up booking keeping in some shit hole to get by and probably killing myself it that happens. i dont want to feel like a failure but i dont have the energy to figure out what else to do and then do it anymore. does anybody else feel this way?