>have one of the really bad days
>dad comes into my room
>tell him that everything is meaningless to me
>almost break down crying
>hear him say "I don't know, maybe you have depression"
ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!?!?! I'VE BEEN DEAD INSIDE FOR YEARS, TOLD YOU ABOUT IT MULTIPLE TIMES, YET YOU ALWAYS THINK I'M JUST BULLSHITTING.
A few days ago I was feeling worse than normal (watery eyes, pain in chest almost all day) and told him that I would like to go to therapy. Now I'm back to having no feelings at all and it's like therapy was never mentioned. There is no hope for me.
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Go to therapy , it's only going to get worse with time .