So, I have a gf, we have sex about 3-4 times a month, we go out and hold hands, we cuddle and stuff like that. I don't know if i love her but I've never been this close to anybody.
Also, I spent the last three days sending dick pics on snapchat to random chicks i found via my fake tinder profile, got some nudes, some sexting.
It was cool at first but now i feel like all of it is pointless, both my relationship with my gf and the whole sexting stuff.
I feel like I'm wasting my time, no matter what i do.
I'm afraid life is all about getting what you want only to find out you didn't really need it.
>>39254472
fuck off normalfag, go to /b/ or/ adv/
>>39254472
I know it can difficult for someone like you to realize this, but no one really cares
>>39254472
That's because you know you're holding both her and you back. Accept that you to are not meant to be and let her find love with a black man. And when she does, you can find your own BBC to pleasure like you were naturally meant to.
>>39254535
normalfag? since when was /b/ a normie board?
>>39255651
>being this retarded
>being this new