>be me >everytime change opinion/mood depending on the

>>39250007
That sounds like a more clueless version of me. And I am diagnosed with aggressive BPD.
I have good news for you though: If you don`t live in a non-healthcare-having country like the US, they literally shove CBT up your ass for free. It sure helped me, granted, I still worked on myself out of therapy.

Ganbatte, OP, you can make it!

>>39250007
You're better off without them. Keep them blocked though and soon you'll forget about them. They're schemin on you anyways.

>>39250626
>CBT
Thank you for your kind answer anon, i really appreciate it

and yeah i'm living in a country with healthcare, tho the problem is that i don't necessarily want to get diagnosed but i have the bpd idea in my mind and now i can't hide it to myself thats impossible
>>39250742
i'm paranoid too even tho i don't know a lot of people but i directly assume he is plotting something against me and this is why i don't want to interact with other people anymore

>>39250007
Are you me? Holy fucking shit. Any advice anons? Is this Bpd?

>>39250772
>the problem is that i don't necessarily want to get diagnosed
I know what you mean. The diagnosis changes everything. From then, everything`s just The Sickness. Every problem is a symptom, every quirk and weirdness a sign that you are falling deeper.
The only way to avoid this is to focus and to be strong. Unfortunately, nobody can teach you that.

>>39250850
>Any advice anons? Is this Bpd?
If you are a person with decent willpower and some kind of independent character - like myself, so I atleast hope - you can use help from doctors very easily. Selftherapy is NOT recommended. And yes, this very much sounds like my own bpd symptoms, minus the wallpunching and going full big-balls-motherfucker ragemode.

>>39250007
Stop spamming this thread you dumb retard.

>>39250772
Better do it quick before they move or something.

>>39250007
Hey you wanna be friends and get ton know eachother?

>>39250943
>everything just the sickness

exactly thats what i'm afraid of but desu this might explain my previous behavior, i don't trust too much psychiatry and those disorders that might be overdiagnosed but thats weird

i never talked about this 'issue' till days ago, so yeah that disturb me

>>39250972
i'm toxic dude and i'm already on someone (that i spam, being dependent and praise atm) so thats not possible sorry but its better for both of us

>>39251011
Oki...i guess i can't even get someone like you to notice me i guess i really don't have any hopes..good luck with whatever it is you do..

>>39251037
no anon

i love other people, their interest, hobbies etc

i'm sure i'l almost fall in love with you within a hour of talk

but thats the problem i'll start being toxic so yeah its better this way

>>39251114
Its alright you don't have to sugar coat it i get it.

hum original bump ?

>>39250007
You realize you might actually have BPD right? I even realized that before I got to the bottom.

>>39252513
did u get a diagnosis or something ? self diagnosis seem like retarded

>>39252513
Yeah, it`s really easy to spot the symptoms, if you know them (personally).
Still, >>39252631 is correct, pls don`t self-diagnose.

>>39251011
>i don`t trust too much psychiatry and those disorders that might be overdiagnosed
Okay, trust me then. All psychatrists worth their salt know exactly how troubling BPD is and how it shows itself. And while you`re correct, that the classic borderline type is overdiagnosed, this is only true for moody teenage girls with daddy issues. A guy with it is far more rare.

>>39250943
So what is it like to have bpd? what is a daily day for you?

>>39253531
>So what is it like to have bpd?
Honestly? I almost notice nothing. The stuff I mostly notice are my quirks, e.g. mumbling or monologuing, and my horrible procrastination. In my day-to-day life, I don`t feel much different than the average student with a lack of social development. Feeling extremely empty, falling in love with strangers on the bus and expecting too much from convos with girls are not bpd-unique symptoms, either, as you all can attest.
Now, the fun only starts when I get "triggered" (calm down, that`s the official word for it). In a nutshell, my brain switches its focus. You can actually feel the moment your sanity takes a lunchbreak. It`s hard to describe, because it feels so natural. Only a few hours later, when inspecting the damage, you realize what happened in your brain.
Since I live like this almost my entire life, there`s no big trauma that marks the beginning, I guess, it was just a case of bad genes and bad luck.

Sorry if that doesn`t satisfy you. I prefer to not be a victim.

Normies get disorders too laddo