>when you remember how much of a complete fucking loser you are

>>39248223

Yeah - it happens. It seems to get worse with each passing year, but I try to remain optimistic.

everyone in my family is functional except me.

>>39248223
>out in public
>facade of self confidence is holding up
>accidently walk infront of mirror
>visably shaken
>lose confidence
>want to die

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>>39248223
>Brother is basically me but successful

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>>39248223
>Lose weight
>Read
>Do well in school
>Make friends
>Feeling good
>Realize your still a social retard
>They werent your real friends
>Dad gets sick but never fully recovers
>Dog put down tomorrow
>Grandfather on deathbed and is going into hospice
>College about to start again
Life is funny. isn't it?

>>39248248
i know the functional feel, many hopes and dreams but you just cant do them.

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>Ask for time off at work
>Manager, who is my younger cousin and the only reason I got this job, interrogates me about it
>Laughs at me and tells me it's not a good enough reason
>Anyone else asks for time off and she rearranges the entire schedule on the spot no questions asked
>Working 10 hours or more every day of the week
>Make under minimum wage doing this
>Mom and rest of family won't let me quit
>I am a grown ass man getting cucked out of my time and bullied by an actual child and I do not possess the agency over my own life to escape it
You die if you work.

>>39250241
cave her skull in