>randomly mixing real life memories with dreams >cant remember

This has been me for a while. I've added in a benzo dependency/addiction, and my brain is absolutely fucked.

Everything feels like a dream, and I can barely remember any details or major events in the last few months. I'm not sure if X memory happened in reality or in a dream.

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>>39246979
Some people i told my story did ask me if i use drugs. the weird thing is ive never even seen one, ive never smoked or drink my entire life too

>>39247075
Early onset dementia? I've done a few of those things not on drugs. Only the first two ever happens, the third thing feels pretty bad, especially if it's not just absent-minded-forgetfulness and it's you legitimately coming home and forgetting what you had been doing.

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>>39246944
I do the second one all the time, but I think it's just because I couldn't give 1/1000000000th of a fuck about what any normie has to say. Do you have a lot of stress in your life? I believe that can make it worse.

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>>39247321
>stress
I go to college and part time in a computer store where im the only one that knows shit about fucking anything (only basic knowledge like computer parts though)
I would say im not that stressed or rather, i dont care too much about anything to get stressed. I feel like dying everyday though, it feels like a never ending loop of doing the exact same thing

Sounds like symptoms of Alzheimers. Try to do a few memory tests with a licenced physician and get your self checked.

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its not the end, only the beginning

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>>39247526
I guess doing the same thing over and over again can blur the memories, but if you're really concerned about it then see a doctor.