>148 (legit test) IQ
>Go do something, forget it
>Forget stuff midway
>Can't get my words out of my mouth
>Can't do math, because mind auto-clears/refreshes every 0.2 seconds, so the equation gets wiped midway.
>Never felt the whole specter of love.
>Constantly scream to people WHERE DID YOU PUT X THING??! Only to find it later somewhere and remember actually I put it there.
>Have almost near zero ability to imagine pictures and things in my mind except very bland colourless forms when In deep sleep
>Can't learn anything if taught in words, because I auto-block people even when tryharding to concentrate on what they are saying, so I have to do everything first hand to learn.
Big fucking deal i beat normies at chess.
Oh yeah forgot to say I have horrible Insomnia(go 4-5 days without sleep) from 12 years and now it is 5:22 am here. And I am all out of sleep meds.
>>39163953
>A semi-standardized test that tries to quantify something fucking abstract is a meme
Gee, who would've thought?
I don't need help. I just want to hear about your problems.
I also have weak concentration on boring shit.
Good in school as of yet (all top grades) but whenever I need to study history or some other shit subject I need to try to force myself to focus for reading long texts.
Math is fun for this reason as I can split questions in multiple parts and therefore only need to focus for short periods of time (10-30 seconds for each step to solve a problem)
So you're just autistic?
High IQ with shit short term memory. Sounds like something in a "useless superpowers" thread.
>>39163953
Why did you just copy and paste this from that other thread???
>>39164005
I meant it does measure it, but only a logical problem-solving part of it. There are a lot more parts to IQ for example: memory more than 0.2 secs.
Anyways. Tell me about your mind? I am fascinated with how people work.
>be OP
>lie on the internet
>post frogshit
Fuck off idiot.
>>39164044
My point is that intelligence itself is largely a meme, or at least trying to quantify it into a basic number or ranking system is. Intelligence isn't a material, hard measurement such as how much you weigh or how fast you can run in X amount of time. Intelligence and personality itself are both abstract concepts and therefore trying to rate them at all smells like bullshit, and even more bullshit and meme-like is trying to quantify them into a nice little number.
At best, IQ determines a single, very specific type of intelligence. At worse, it's a total meme that people waste time and money on.
>>39164022
Might be.
>>39164020
IKR when I see a big wall of text it is almost impossible to do anything with it. Also I had shit grades in school, because I never could befriend the teachers and do stupid pointless tasks. Got a 5.98/6.00 On the final exam tho. And everybody questioned if I would even pass.
I guess I can find some patters in answers even If I have no idea what the fuck the question is about. It is most times different: the right answer. For example you try to find the one that doesn't contain similar words to the next ones and leave it next 3 ones you look and remove the unsimilar words and then you are left with 2 different ones and you look at them and compare them to the removed ones and see which one has the most common words and you pick it. Works 95% of the time. Also other stuff but too long to write here.
>>39164035
I did because It was dying. Also added stuff
>>39164117
I do agree with you here. Also do you know who Chris Langan is? A dumbass with 200 IQ thinking he is very smart. Worked in security and constructon. Now he is in some shitshack working on his God creator bullshit theory. IQ is a meme, but it does measure logical intelligence.
>>39164065
Yeah whatever faggotass
>>39164129
Quite interesting that you can see patterns in questions. I can't say I experience the same thing but I can relate to your feelings about school/grades.
I don't like school either as I don't find the work I put in meaningful as I'm mostly not interested in the subjects. There is simply too little specialization.
With that being said, I'm admittedly a kiss ass but I have to play the game if I want to get into medical school.
IQ is not the only quotenit that determines one's overall intellect, people forget about PQ, EQ, SQ (among many others) exist as well.
>>39164269
Well if your dream is getting into med school it is the right thing to do, but I always thought I was just wasting time in school and never studied, just bullied kids to not die of boredom. Didn't go to uni even tho my parents pestered me about it for a year.
It is cool that you find life interesting. It is all just so bland and shit to me.
I can relate to you OP. I tested at 143 and also have memory problems that make me functionally useless. I have a stutter now even though I didn't only a few years ago and I can't remember when I got it. I've become extremely reclusive and I can't empathize with normals any more. I've also noticed I occasionally have completely irrational thought patterns and I don't realize until later.
>>39164117
The reason why IQ is a single number and not a series of scores on many tests is because intelligent people are intelligent overall and do well in various areas and psychometricians found it redundant to have different scores for intelligence. Also IQ is highly correlated with salary, life expectancy, crime rates, obesity rates and many other stuff so it clearly measures something and is not a meme.
Also, people talk about me in third person fairly regularly when I am present which is contributing to my paranoia that I'm actually retarded or something.
>>39164513
Sound a lot like me. Maybe we have a similar brain functon. Also stutter and stop my words constantly even tho I've realsed and trained it for about 3 years now and counting. I am still shit as fuck at talking. Better than before that is for sure tho. Train it. Talk to somebody or even yourself. It does become better, but I don't know how to better the fucking memory and irrational thought patterns.
>there are people that fully comprehend clearly everything that goes on around them
>>39164607
Yeah, but they can't comprehend how to think 1 move ahead in chess or a bussiness strategy etc.
My mother is a complete fucking radar and never forgets, but she hasn't won a game of chess against me in about a year. I make her play atleast 1 game with me and try to teach her just to see how far a normie roastie can develop her logical abilities. Turns out not very much.
>>39164762
>yfw she loses on purpose
>>39164580
They may be just assholes. People around me constantly tell me all I ever do is talk about myself and I am an complete ass, but I never see it. Never intendet it to be. Just tell them they are behaving like an ass and If they have a minimal self-awareness they will stop. If they don't just fuck them off your life. They won't be worth shit anyways.
>>39164821
B-but I beat my dad too and he is 126 IQ tryhard.
Cmon dude don't trigger my fucking paranoia. It is extremely high. My logical side thinks it is a shitpost, my cancerfag side thinks it is a conspiracy. AUTISM
Do you have DCD? Sounds alot like me anon
>>39163953
You should look at your individual scores instead of the cumulative, you're probably one of the people that score huge in one area and below average in the rest.
>Have almost near zero ability to imagine pictures
This is actually a thing, it's called Aphantasia.
>>39164880
DCD? I don't label myself with cringe made up "illnesses". This stuff isn't a disorder. My psychopathy isn't a disorder either. I just don't use my feelings and instead overfocus on my logic. This does not make me ill,bad or better than somebody else. We are all just different.
>>39164946
Exactly. I agree with you 100% here. And I love extremes just like most people. I am fascinated with extreme mental and body capabilities. If I think about it I am pretty rare(not trying to say I am better) because I have 100% feeling 0% emoton on tests. I have high logic low understanding of forms memory etc. AND my skeletal muscle type is 80+% fast twich(compared to 50/50 common balance), which makes me extremely powerful and extremely easily go to muscle fatigue. I am a living meme.
>>39164880
These "disorders" are just things the current majority of opinion a.k.a society doesn't have a good opinion of or use of the skills asociated with the "disorder". That is why a highly logical mind is considered genius, while a most of the time unaware full blown autist (who can be a genius painter or musician etc) is just left to rot. I am not saying it is bad or good. It is just what it is. Same reason 10 years back everybody called homosexuals fags and didn't give them rights, now they love them. Just because the majority opinion changes doesn't mean it suddenly became good or bad. Pedophilia is considered highly immoral and wrong, but I am certain in 50, 100 or even 2000 years at some point it will come back again as common. Just like it was in ancient times or is currently in certain places. It is all just a load of crap.
>>39163953
>>39164269
kind of in the same boat as you. Except I'm actually good at tests and shit. In my country you gotta be one of the top 50 scores in a standardized test called PAA (go figure, its latin america) that shit is like an SAT in Spanish (1600 being the max score), and apparently the top people get like 1200 at best. I got a 1300 on a PSAT I did in 10th grade, then went to get 1400 on the actual SAT (I go to the best school in the city, literally with the one percent of the country, but not really part of it cause my family is not super rich, just really smart with money and hardworking). I fucking love how easy this shit will be, and also since I'm so good at these tests the country just gives out like full scholarships to people who score well (albeit not that many since the standard is SO LOW). Just play the game if you know the rules, succeding is all about your mental attitude and keeping your head in the game.
>>39165371
just out of curiosity
https://www.humanbenchmark.com/tests/reactiontime
what's your average on this?
>>39164172
Did't he literally have the shittiest card in history? Wasn't he like dropped out of college because his own mother didn't reply to his college about his full scholarship? That dude still failed, but it's not like he wasn't supremely good in the school system. It probably has to do with the fact that IQ can't really give you the life knowledge you need, just the logical aspects of it.
>>39165560
Reality is a social construct. Majority opinion is all that separates normal from insane. I also disagree with the practice of labeling every difference from cookie cutter normal as a mental disorder.
>>39165587
I got a 31 on the ACT when I was 15, I'm still too fugged to succeed in american society.
>>39165630
It's not to hard my dude, all it takes is seeing higher education for the bullshit it is. You don't have to go to a super college to get a job, just go to some community college, save yourself the debt, and then after you get your first job, no one cares where you graduated. Some people think books like Rich Dad, Poor Dad are just some bullshit to sell books, but honestly my father had no investments in the past, and he read almost all of his books and the man owns like 4-6 apartments that literally pay for themselves. There are many resources to learn the game, its up to you to look them up. Also highschool is shit, college is so much better because you dont take bullshit classes that have nothing to do with your degree, or interests.
I can see certain scenes from porn and anime that I've fapped to with pretty great accuracy but aside from those cases, I have a lot of trouble painting a whole mental picture, with scenery, weather, animals, and whatnot. I can only really focus on a single thing while everything else is rather blurry.
Does this sound normal, or can people readily conjure up detailed landscapes and people in them?
>>39165698
I'm glad that's working for you, but I've been to three colleges now and I still haven't found anything I'm interested in. I'm not going back this year because of that and the fact that my motivation is at an all time low.
>>39165742
that describes how my mind is
>>39164044
i read this as if James Spader were reading it for some reason and it made me happy
>>39163953
Pretty much same shit with me
>145 IQ (formally tested), electrical engineering
>Every semester, I vow that I will pay attention and understand everything in class
>Goes well for a week, using everything in me to brute force myself to focus
>I break and happen to start spacing out for just one lecture, virtually absorb nothing that class
>Next class rolls around, they're building on the concepts they taught last class, don't understand what's going on so I just space out
>Whatever I'll just catch up on these classes on the weekend
>Weekend comes, I don't touch my notes, feels like there's some sort of force that is physically preventing me from studying up
>This repeats until exams come along, I can only whip up the motivation to study the night before because panic starts to finally set in that I will fail the exam
>End up only getting 50-60% on all my exams because I didn't nearly study enough
>This happens with all my classes, end up with a graduating average of 61%
The only classes that I actually aced was project classes. I nearly failed every single one of my theory classes because they bored me to death and I had 0 concentration ability.