can someone please give me a pep talk into doing it im in a lot

>>39149591
what are you in pain over

>>39149594
i dont want to think about it
please can you help me end it
please
it hurts a lot
i keep waking up feeling like im dying
i cant take this feeling anymore
i cant live like this
please help me im a pussy

>>39149591
dont do it, its bad and everyone would be sad especially her

>>39149626
no i won't help you kill yourself there will probably be others that show up in the thread to do so though

why are you in pain?

>>39149667
im mentally ill and i hurt people
if i ever even be their friend again ill end up hurting them or making them feel bad anyways
im trash and my family doesnt love me
i feel pain every second
i cant eat anymore and eating makes me throw up
i keep losing weight and crying everyday
i need to take a shitload of pills just to feel good and even then they dont kick in until several hours later or a day later

>>39149689
hurt them how

>>39149689
take your medicine and take some deep breaths and punch a pillow pretending its the source of your pain

I'm sorry op, may you find peace soon enough.
Have you tried to seek professional help?

>>39149707
i hurt so many people and i think about it
i think about when im happy at times before and how i did nothing to deserve that and i was taking advantage of someone elses happiness

i dont deserve to be happy and i dont want to be happy
i want to end myself before i go through more pain
i cant take it anymore,

>>39149720
i have. but due to circumstances theres only so much help i can get
my family is unwilling to ever help me with some of those needs and ive accepted it
i just want to die right now
i cant get any help
and im detoriorating
the only thing i was excited for was death yesterday
but now i really need it
because it hurts right now. my head
feels like its burning
it feels like someones melting it

>>39149764
how do you hurt them though

>>39149764
This is really sad. If you believe there's really nothing that can help you, then it might be time to go..

Could you go to a psychiatric hospital? It's worth a shot. They have ressources to help you.

>>39149856
ive been there and its horrible
theres nowhere else to go

i dont wanna go back
i really want to end it
but im scared
i want to end it
why cant i get the courage
im crying this isnt fair
i just want the pain to stop
i want to not exist
i feel like shes controlling me and making my head hurt

Don't kill yourself, live your life anon, things can get better, you just gotta try

>>39149892
she? who is making you feel like this?

>>39149764
Aren't you afraid of death? I'm terrified. All it would take is a nice walk in nature to make me want to keep living

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>>39149591
Dont kill yourself, anon
Try drugs. I was gonna off myself last year until one of my friends made me try DMT and like
Saw how beautiful life is.
You deserve to live and shit, anon. The world is a fuck as things are right now, and it might've been shit, or you've been shit to people, or whatever, but killing yourself isn't gonna make the problem go away.

If you've actually hurt other people, better yourself, then try to make up for the damage you've done. Once you get out from that side of everything sucking, everything is fucking beautiful when you have your shit straight.

>>39149892
Where do you live? My bro spend weeks there. He really enjoyed it, he said I should go lol. I live in Quebec, Canada. The healthcare is decent.

>>39149975
>tripfag mindlessly posting "DRUUUUGS BROOOO"

kill yourself

>>39149995
If someones at the point of offing themselves, what is there to lose?

>>39150019
>Be in a crisis
>Recommend taking heavy drugs
Yeah, keep your precious advice to yourself, dude.

life is good and shit y'know

oh hey you're that jerk from yesterday asking about guns. fuck you.

>>39149964
i dont know
i was really sad yesterday
but then i felt excited and happy that i could get a gun and end it
but now im scared of it
i wish i wasnt so defective
i want to do it
it hurts

>>39150048
I fail to see the logic.
If death is guaranteed, what's the harm in fucking yourself up a bit beforehand?

All this "your life is precious" "seek mental help" "check yourself into a facility" shite really gets to me. You could get this garbage anywhere else on the internet. If OP wanted to be coddled and told the same rehashed shit they could find just from googling "suicidal help", they wouldn't have posted on this website, on this board, of all fucking places, you absolute mong.

>>39150093
anybody that wants to message me, my discord is Napoli#5133

convince me what to do

try something new or just go outside for a walk while listening to music idk just don't end it, you have family who loves you and probably friends who do too

>>39150093
why are you not replying to my posts?

>>39150107
why are you giving my id out ghh
>>39150113
nobody loves me that isnt true
i dont know why im scared of it today
i wasnt scared yesterday
but right now my head hurts
i just want to end it. i dont want to take anymore pills but i have to

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>>39150143
Because I want you to make friends and so would she, she doesn't want this and you know it!

>>39150161
i cant make any friends
im mentally ill
and i dont want to hurt innocent and pure people

>>39150175

Can you tell us who "she" is?

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>>39150175
Just accept any friend requests you get and try, that's all you can do. Remember that everyone you talk to is a human being with the capability to make decisions for themselves and take agency of their own lives. If you're hurting them, they will eventually stop putting up with it and go just like she did, but if you do your best to be nice and respect their feelings then you can go back to the old days you had with us. I miss those days, they were comfy

>>39150175
what mental illnesses do you have?

tfw i am pretty sure i know who the two people in this thread are

>>39150203
oh for fucks sake it is you two

>>39150093
Maybe it would help you not to take life so seriously. I mean take a second to consider that none of this shit really makes sense. So you can kill yourself or you can NOT kill youself and in the end it really doesn't matter. Personally I want to keep living because things change and you always experience something new. I've given up this illusion that I have control over my life and I think it would help you if you let go of that too. Just look at it like you're observing yourself from the outside. Isn't life funny?

>>39150211

Its not that "bloo bloo bailey" guy is it?

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>>39150211
I'm not sure who you think I am, I haven't spoken to him in a few months and was asked by another to give him some words of encouragement. I'm flattered though if you're right, I can only guess who you would be.

>>39150256
>>39150261
>him
nevermind i was wrong

>>39150269
Yeah, this thread is made by a scared, fragile boy that is in pain and needs some friends to help him keep his head up. Nothing to do with that bailey olive nonsense

>>39150203
i dont want to do that

i dont want to use people for entertainment only when im sad
and life and everything to me is disgusting
i listen to this song whenever i want to prep myself for suicide
its helping
i feel like i have a purpose in life now
and not putting it on someone else
i think about dying a lot as a peaceful thing
and i want to go peacefully. i guess thats why im so scared right now
because im having thoughts when i wake up
thats all probably
i just need to be broken down more
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FXL8sbalC8I

>>39150296
>bailey olive

no idea what that is

>>39150338
this nonsense also spamming the board
>>39150039

>>39150302
dont kill yourself, dont break yourself down more you need to build yourself up and become strong so nobody can hurt you again and you can protect the people important to you

>>39150365
do you have a gun
please
im asking my other friend for it but hes offline right now
who are you by the way
you said we talked a few months ago

>>39150379
i dont have a gun but you dont need one anyways, all you need is hope. ive never talked to you before, I think youre confusing posters and need to take your medicine to get your head straight

>>39150302

You are important to others, even if you have been a jerk.
Ive been close to someone mentally ill. He hurt me too but despite that i still loved him. It wasn't easy to break it off but he wasnt willing to try to get the help he needed and it was making me ill to stay there.
If you really care about her you will put in the work to correct your illness. She may not come back but someone else out there could need you.
You are obviously capable of remorse so you're not entirely a lost cause but you must try.
Try to live, give it your honest all

>>39150379
why would a gun owner give you a gun if they knew you were gonna kill yourself

>>39149591
Don't do it. Write out all your problems. Just get absolutely everything bothering you off your chest

>>39150434
i dont want to think about it

i do care
and thats why i dont want to hurt anyone else by living
i dont want to become another person of the past and someone who was a failure to be around
i feel pain every second and nobody knows what it feels like
i feel like shes hurting me inside my own consciousness and i want it to stop

i just need a gun in case i cant handle things later on

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>>39149591
I'm also considering ending my life.
I have plenty of opportunities and chances to make it, but the thing is that I have absolutely no living family left, no friends, and my girlfriend of 4 years left me on a whim for her co-worker.
I plan on leaving several videos, notes, and belongings to my ex, telling her why I did it. Maybe even leave her in a holographic will my entire inherited house and all of its contents, even though she's the least deserving it of it... It's just that it will all go to waste if I don't.
My method? Hollow point 45 ACP loaded into a 1911, in the mouth, tilted up a 20 to 30 degrees, and a small charcoal grill lit. All of this in my bathroom at home here, all the ventilation well covered. If the bullet doesn't take me out then the carbon monoxide will.

It's hard though, considering that something good might come along the next day or the day after that, but it's the loneliness that's killing me. Suddenly your world is gone, the only person you could share anything & everything with is gone, the only person I trusted 100% in this world betrayed me, and now it's just empty. No one to talk to. Absolutely no one. Hell, even the suicide hotline just tried to sell me off to a bunch of clinics around town here... have to pay to talk to someone... yeah right.

Don't be afraid if you're seriously considering it. Show no fear. Whatever death brings will surely be better than the feelings and experiences life has dealt us so far.
Know that there are others like you who are also thinking about taking the leap into the unknown. Know that you're not alone in this in spirit.

>>39150478
you hurt more people by dying than by living, you can make so many people happy by living and working on yourself. focus on getting rid of your pain by recognizing she has nothing to do with it because shes gone and has been for quite some time now. she wants it to stop too

>>39150616
i know its just myself
thats why i want to die
i dont care anymore
and i dont have any reason to live
im worthless and trash

i just want a gun
i cant take the pain anymore
and stop bringing her up please
she doesnt care, and shouldnt be involved anyways

>>39149591
Were you the anon last night who was trying to buy a gun online? Killing yourself doesn't take courage. Improving your self and your mind takes real courage. Call the suicide hotline or something?

>>39150604
thank you so much

im glad someone else feels what i feel on a similar wavelength
thanks
i want to pass on with someone like you
lets get rid our sadness together even if all of us feelings these things are long distance
we're just going to heaven or hell
where we belong

>>39150642
you keep bringing her up not me, she's constantly on your mind and you need to learn to let go. you wanted a gun before and it didnt help, you couldnt even steal one. work on yourself and youll be ok youre not worthless or trash unless you make yourself that.

>>39150672
i dont care anymore

i dont want to think of it
i dont want to make anymore friends ever again

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If you can't end it right now then you're coward and will be coward for rest of your life when it comes to killing yourself
/thread
now fuckoff to reddit attention whore

>>39150720
thanks

im going to try taking more pills and psyching myself up for it

i dont want to feel hurt anymore

>>39150714
then stop posting and live a life as a hermit, youre just looking for attention if you wont accept anyones advice or help, thats the same reason you drove her away after she tried so much to help you and you know it. become a better person for her if you care about her at all and if you dont then stop copying her and obsessing over her like him

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>>39150302
holy wow this song
really makes me miss her
we have similar stories anon, but im still here
still waiting every day for her to come back
she never will
but i never give up hope
i hope i never will at least..

Hey OP I know the place you're in
I had a plan but I'm still here so I guess you know I didn't follow through
You can still be a good person
You're still a good person
A bad person wouldn't feel bad about hurting people
It's not too late to get better
Don't give up OP, not yet at least
Try and minimize your ego and maximize your empathy
Try and be someone you can be proud of
Everything else will fall into place from there
One step at a time OP
You can still be a good person and you deserve to be happy

>>39149591

Fucking trannies. I tried to warn you.

Trannies have a 100% suicide rate, it's literally a eugenics program.

>>39150766
i guess i am just looking for attention

i dont want to hurt anyone ever again or be hurt
i want to die

>>39151453
its good to admit you want attention but be honest some more. do you really worry about hurting others much or are you just looking out for yourself

>>39151562
im not admitting to anything
im just appeasing what youre saying because i honestly dont care
going to r9k for advice has been a part of my life

and im not going to answer that question
ill just wait and get a gun

post the self-asphyxiation how-to for me thx

>>39151669
lack of an answer is the same as answering, pleading the 5th is admitting guilt and telling someone to find proof

>>39151920
>lack of an answer is the same as answering, pleading the 5th is admitting guilt and telling someone to find proof
um ok

This is Kat, please don't do anything stupid.

>>39151926
good, youre back to your old self theres some hope yet. call me some names now like you normally do for old times sake

seriously though, theres nothing wrong with not caring about other people, she told me she didnt and she was ok. you just need to embrace it and not pretend otherwise. if all you care about is you then do what makes you happy

>>39151969
if you say so i guess

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>>39149591
>>39149626
>>39149689
>>39149764
>>39149892
yep.

same.

apparently can't die when i want to anyways.

been to the psychiatric hospital.

they drug you.

>>39151999
nice get, listen to the meme magic and accept yourself for who you are. only then can you learn to move on. in the end if youre honest then it doesnt matter if you hurt others because you can warn them just like she does and let them make their own decisions

>>39151949
seriously, fuck off Kat.

>>39152017
no, im not going to do that
and i dont want to be like that ever
youre wrong
>>39152025
thats not me

>>39152054
well Kat needs to shut the fuck up for once.

i'm sorry.

>>39152069
>>39151949
>>39152025
youre retarded, she isnt around anymore and she doesnt look at these threads i bet

>>39152054
you will do it someday, you need to just accept who you are and work on being better. you cant make progress if you wont even show up to the race

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>>39152105
no.

girls named "Kat" need:
>to
>shut
>the
>fuck
>up
>.

>>39152105
i have accepted who i am.
i think its best if i end it soon or if i need to

and yeah it might not be her
she doesn't care and told her ex about how i was annoying her with the threads

i didnt even try to mention her name this time though
i dont know, i just want to fade away and die
its best not to make people guilty or care

>>39152175
I'm not Kat anon I'm sorry I just wanted to mess with you because I recognized your writing style please don't kill yourself

>>39152190
its okay

it makes sense that it wouldnt be her
she made a promise to her old lover that she wouldnt post in any of my threads

i feel sort of sick
and i wish the meds would kick in
i really want to cry but i cant. i wanted to cry ever since i got home from the doctor

>>39152212
boys don't cry. men do.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mN7AksKphrc

boys ridicule you while you're better than them.

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>>39152238
>anohana rap AMV
this is not a YLYL thread

>>39152314
well i'm not a weeb so i wouldn't know what anime it's from. a girl sent me that video. go ahead and tell me i'm lying.

thanks for helping everyone

ill find a way to end the pain in some way
as long as it stops

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UAVvFvzLFtU

>>39152422
it'll get better.

dw.

just get the fuck off 4chan. really. this site is just layered in irony and memes.

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Dont do it but if you do .....dont use a gun.

>>39152515
Dann that meme, Literally me some days

>>39152554
It's not even a meme.

unoriginal

>>39152509
i just need a gun to end the pain
then ill be happy
thanks

>>39152707
sounds like you just want attention though which isn't bad bad but it is bad.

>>39152752
>sounds like you just want attention though which isn't bad bad but it is bad.
i dont even know myself

>>39152787
depersonalization? yeah i get that.

it's like acting in a movie but instead of a movie; it's life. it really fucks up your head.

>>39152825
>depersonalization? yeah i get that.
well, i guess

not sure really
i just hope i can end things before i do something stupid again

>>39152838
are you doing something stupid right now?

>>39150100
why is it always the fucking tripfriends to give the worst advice.

did your parents stop hugging you or something?