When did you start to realize that you can't fit into society

I do that daily so I'm wondering how someone couldn't

>>39145122
I do it, I just don't do it well. I'm awkward. I'd rather just get my shit done at work than shoot the shit with everyone

>>39145122
Preschool. Not joking.

>>39145122
when i was 6.
original commento.

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8th grade
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>>39145122
one of my earliest memories is being in kindergarten, and one boy asked another if he wanted to come to his house later. it struck me as odd that they went to one another's homes. i didn't know that people did that.

so i guess i've always been socially inept.

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>>39145122
When everyone was talking about how they went to their friends house and had fun while I was at home playing vidya games

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>>39145122
when i was fucking 1. what kind of question was that?

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at 14 when I banged a my head against a mirror and used a shard to slash my head.

>>39145122
is this from punpun

>>39145122
7th grade where the teacher asked about our summer holidays and I was the only one who stayed in all summer, playing vidya instead of meeting with friends.

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>>39145122
Around 16. I was very clueless till then.

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I can't remember a time that I held delusions of being a normalfag

>>39147107
me on right then the left and then middle

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>>39145298
Thats horrific.

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>>39145122
Pretty quickly, my family always have hated me, i annoyed dad to no end when i was 4-5 and my aunt and cousins bullied me, even my mother got sick of me when i was around 9 or 10 to the point where she couldn't stand being with me. fuck normalfag they annoy me as much as i annoy them.

>>39145932
I had the same but in elementary school..

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I don't belong anywhere, I think.
Even in such an obscure place like r9k, I can not find solitude, as everyone is clearly different from me.
I'll just be alone.
Guess that's fine too.

18 when I got my apprenticeship.
>week in and week out the same smalltalk
>literally the same sentences
>boring work
>get more and more depressed
>normies dont like how I respond when I just want to do my work in peace without talking

>>39145122
I always knew it, I didn't fully accept it until I was in my 20's.

I can't even order something in a shop without it being awkward. I long since gave up on getting a gf or friends.

>>39145122
In hindsight it was obvious from the beginning but I still lived in blissful ignorance until my early teens
Now I'm in therapy at 27