What are some of your dreams that you know you will never achieve?
knowing exactly what to do in life
>>39068921
Key lime pie :,(
Not dying alone.
>>39068921
Being happy
Original comment donut steel
>>39068921
being significant in any way to a large proportion of people
being loved for the person I am
making good music
being with my oneitis
killing myself before my next birthday
having sex with a 21 year old Taylor Swift
I will never, ever go to grad school. I'm honestly considering suicide over it. I will never live up to my potential, why stay afloat in a puddle of mediocrity for another 50 years until nature has mercy on me?
I will never be Japanese living in Tokyo as a high powered executive at a company during the bubble 80s when companies would just hand out thousands of dollars to employees to go out and have fun every night.
Have a house in Peru and end up living safe and sound with my family.
Getting good enough at drawing to create my own manga that other people would want to read
having a dream or aspiration of any kind, basically just having a purpose
>>39069134
I mean I'm not endorsing anything here but one of those dreams seems a lot easier than all the others
>>39068921
Having a cute,nice wife and a kid,and a rose garden
Owning a 1958 Dodge Royal Lancer
>>39068960
lmao you talking about that episode of Dexter?
I feel every day that my possible life choices are fading away, that I will never be a musician and how school never made me realize I wanted to be one
I always wanted to know how to paint, especially impressionism or oil and acrylic paintings like pic related. However i have -1 talent, no time, no money for classes or tools and not the temperament for it.
>>39068921
Being a pretty white princess with a lot of dough
Being happyoregano
>>39068921
Engage in consensual lovemaking with pretty and sweet Japanese girls
Get married and have a child, house and good life
>visiting Japan or anywhere else I want to go
>losing my virginity together with a virgin girl
>falling in mutual love>being a rich, self-sustaining NEET
Joining my countries air force and flying fighter jets. They won't take me because of autism and even if they did I've long since passed the cut-off age to start training.
>>39068921
> wanting to be a real-life furry
Having my music in a movie or video game that thousands of kids will love
My music being remembered
I don't really have any aspirations outside of that desu
I don't even care about happiness
>>39070245
You could post some of the tracks here so they'll at least be enjoyed by your peers.
Ever having influence or making something grand. Like being the president or being a famous movie director. I want to change how people feel, but it is just to hard to do. I feel like I have so much ideas in my head but I can't spit them out.
>>39070278
Ok
http://vocaroo.com/i/s13ZCLE7IxXS
Please enjoy it anons
>>39068921
>never have sex
>never go to grad/law school
>never have a gf
>never go on roadtrip with friends
>never go to a college party
>never by a house
>never have a wife and kid
>never go back and have my oneitis choose to be with me
>never have a job beyond min wage part time cuckery
How do you do it robots? How I am supposed to move on with the weight of all this failure?
I'll never go to space. I'll never have a threesome. I'll never have any of the girls I fancy. I'll never be able to draw or play an instrument with great proficiency.
>>39070327
Actually not that bad considering you probably don't have best resources out there.
pretty good desu, reminds me of joe hisaishi, I could picture this in a kino or an elder scrolls game or something
I'll never be a career army officer. I could probably lie about my past and do ROTC and pretend to be fine enough for a couple years, but if I ever got investigated for a top secret clearance the stuff I lied about to join would be found out and I'd be discharged. So at most I could be in for five years before getting promoted enough to warrant a TS. Shit sucks.
>>39070327
>>39070400
forgot reply
oeregaino
>>39070400
Thanks! Jeremy Soule (the guy who composed the elder scrolls music) was definitely an influence for this
Here's another thing I made that was perhaps closer to a Joe Hisaishi vibe (though more sparse)
http://vocaroo.com/i/s0gLZA3pDi1i
>>39070389
Thanks
If you know of any vsts that sound better let me know, I'm mostly using project sam symphobia and orchestral essentials
>>39070563
this one sounds like it's come right out of Spirited Away which is one of my favourite soundtracks of all time.
do you record sounds separately, they're pretty impressive
>>39068921
>What are some of your dreams that you know you will never achieve?
to have a family and live in the old country without the modern stuff
>>39068921
>Being that wiz kid that would invent world changing things
>The grand adventure where I find new lifelong friends and overcome adversity never came
>Being some celebrity and being known as the nicest guy ever to all my fans
>>39070692
No, I use virtual instruments, which means I use a MIDI controller (basically an electric piano) to play some sampled instruments. I record my performance on the piano but the sounds that come out are orchestra samples.
>>39070849
I thought it might be something like that, how long you been doing it?
>>39068921
Having a girlfriend
Origenaly
>>39070831
>>Being some celebrity and being known as the nicest guy ever to all my fans
That's pretty wholesome.
>>39068921
>will never use my useless degree
>will never leave my postcommunistic slav shithole
>will never be middle class
>will never be psychotherapist
>will never visit japan and see the iaido schools, nice forests, shintoism and anime manga and maid caffee
>will never be happy and never cure my depression
>probably wont ever get a job I like
>>39071015
Been playing the piano since I was a kid
Been producing music on and off for maybe 5 years although I've tried many genres
>>39071123
you got a soundcloud or anything?
Being financially comfortable and contributing significantly to my field.
I will kill myself before that.