>crying from loneliness How you guys holding up?

Same.

Losing weight is making it easier but it sucks that I wasted my teens and early 20s being fat.

I wish I had a fat gf to get through this.

holding up

i cried the other week going to the bathroom
>got into a car accident a few years ago
>at rehab place i saw a hot physical therapist aid on the hallway
>had my cellphone out
>was going to ask her out/ number but the nurse told me that i can go to the bar with my friends to get girls
>fast forward to outpatient at the hospital i was at a nurse's mom told me the same thing
>friend stole a bunch of my video games

>>39009356
>lady who half likes you says
>"have you tried"
how about I destroy the world you cunt

>>39009356
I feel you man. I found my libido after losing 50lbs. I really want it gone, its misery being alone and horny.

>>39009208
>dead inside, gave up on ever getting into a relationship or getting casual sex
>rejecting every other facet of life and chasing my passions

Pretty well honestly.

>want a gf
>can't initiate contact with girls
>can only talk to her if I'm comfortable with her
>never comfortable with new people

Well isn't this a pickle

Not well. I really need some sort of face to face interaction.
>>39009356 If you want to lose weight then the last thing on Earth that you need is a fat GF. she will just keep making too much fatty food and insisting that you eat it so that you will stay heavy. Trust me when I say this. I know what I am talking about here.

>>39009440
what was your dream job
what are you doing now

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>>39009208
People keep telling me that I have to learn how to be happy with myself before someone can love me.

Honestly I've been trying but I seem to be in a plateau because of my fear of rejection and me downright being uncomfortable with who I am.

>mfw it's sorta gotten better
>mfw I can at least say I'm no longer going insane
>mfw the urge has stopped

It's my birthday tomorrow and I know nobody cares.
I have one more year to live.

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>>39009208
>tfw been so lonely for so long that i've lost the ability to cry
i just feel so empty all the time

>>39009356
You're still fat desu mate

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>>39009526
I overeat to feel some kind of enjoyment in this world. If I didn't spend all day suicidally depressed not bingeing would be easy.

>>39009555
Happy Birthday tomorrow robro

At least you got some sick trips

>>39009208
>crying while listening to minecraft soundtrack

>>39009584
Hey, me too. I cried every day for almost two years.
Now it's been at least three years since I've shed a tear. I'm just empty. I feel no sadness, joy or anger. It's just nothing.

>>39009517
Iktfa I'm on the same boat as you
>Want a gf
>Completely unwilling to try
>Have a lingering fear of being rejected
>I'm too weak and let my fear control me

>>39009633
Then you find a thing that makes you happy, and you want to kill yourself for being a "bad person"
Whether you actually are or not is beyond me, but that's what religion is for.

>>39009691
I don't know what you mean. I don't have anything that makes me happy.
I guess the only thing I really feel is anxiety. Anything that made me happy in the past is clouded by anxiety and panic attacks.

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>cant even bring myself to pay attention to how lonely i am because im too terrified of how I'll even be able to feed myself when i can't leech off my parents anymore

I wish I could still cry. Now I can't even have a good cry anymore, it's just constant dull pain and dread.

>>39009719
>when you try to feel happy, you feel bad instead
sorry about the ontological breakdown, buddy
you can feel happy by default, you know

>>39009208
>i cried on the way home from work today due to being isolated within the office

its alright man, things will look up. you're not alone by any means at all

I realized 3 weeks ago that 90% of the time I'm just alone at the office with all my work done and just jacked off and smoked a cigarette indoors while thinking about how the only person I had talked to in 5 days was the liquor store clerk. I definitely shed a tear when I noticed I wasn't using an ash tray and had cigarette ash all over my pants.

>>39009626
>crying while listening to minecraft soundtrack
>instant flashback to "Psycho Dad Smashes Monitor"

Is McJuggernuggets based on a real dude?