How are you holding up this week anon
>>39008769
wow not even one reply that's sad
>>39009659
made this thread 1 minute later than the another one so rip
>>39008769
I'm........ kinda mixed in feelings. How are you OP?
>>39009659
welcome to the /new9k/
>>39009688
Been doing alright, anon. Just been hanging around not doing anything
the usual
>>39009730
Thats as good as it gets for most of us robots.
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hvnrymdr
Doing fine. Doing work experience and despite not being paid enjoy it a whole lot and makes me feel purposeful.
vacation over in 2 days this week has been shit cant sleep cus i dont want to go back to work
the romance part of this anime really pissed me off
>>39010034
Good to know you're holding up.
>>39010167
Sorry to hear, anon. I hope she finds you soon
>>39010215
How so
I'm fucking mad. Mad at everything. Glad you made this thread tho.
>>39010239
>Good to know you're holding up.
Thanks. I'm moving onto other work experience that's been recommened to me. It does involve making calls but not a call centre job. Will lead to actual job as the person I know is in contact with them.
I'm nervous but willing to push myself so I can have a fufilling and enjoyable life.
>>39010239
give me kissu misaki chan
>roommate casually mentions that he set up a blind double date with a grill and him and his girlfriend
>a little drunk so think nothing of it
>mention it again a couple times this week when I remembered
>literally get nothing other than "her name's Alex" and "you really want to?"
Just fucking set it up already, faggot. At least show me what she looks like. Oh and work fucking sucks.
>>39010239
>How so
reminded me of myself and how dense i am.
>>39010378
Have funOregano
>>39008769
Lonely. I'm 25 and met up with some old normie friends, and they all brought their gfs last night.
Fuck off I'll never have. My own misaki.
Fucckkk offfff Reeeee
Im feeling like shit, i had a surgery scheduled for monday to take out my entire thyroid gland because of a malignant tumor that already fucked over my right vocal cord but it got cancelled because the fucking hospital did not had one important piece of equipment available that day, i have been dealing with this shit for 2 years but the fucking medical insurance has delayed my treatment way too many times, now im fearing i would experience a slow painful death once this shit starts to spread.
>>39010571
That really sucks. Well, sorry to hear, anon. I hope you can get your surgery as soon as possible
bump
gib sum luv for the 3DPD Misaki
Ambivalent feels.
Broke up with my ex of three years 4 weeks ago, we still chat once a week which is nice. I do like her and she gets me and sometimes I think I've made a huge mistake. But for three years we tried to fix our problems and we couldn't.
Grad school is tough, it's hard to stay motivated. I've made "work friends" but not really actual friends.
Trying to lose weight, which is going OK so far. Sticking to 1700 calories a day.
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hndmxdzs
>>39010842
She certainly has a pig disgusting hairstyle.
>>39011485
no bully!
originaldo567
tulpa anon here
all ready begun drinking.
Didn't really do much con shit at AX. Went to a FLCL panel. Didn't actually watch FLCL until after the con though so it was mostly lost on me.
Marauded about with the warband every night though. Did ecstasy for the first time. Got some free hydrocodone. Weed is everywhere and free, stupid easy to get high at 0 cost, which I expected, but it was way easier than I expected.
It was great, making plans to hopefully move out to LA, Probably going to ALA in january as well.
>>39012069
Hey there tulpa anon. I've actually been trying out this tulpa thing since last week. What type of voice do you use for Misaki and do you have any tips for visualizing her? Also any particular good attributes for her? I'm only asking this because my tulpa is also Misaki so I could use some help.
>>39012091
I've been fairly certain I could be diagnosed with schizophrenia for years, but I won't ever let myself get diagnosed with that.
When i hear her out loud I haven't really thought about how to describe it. Higher pitched than my voice, in a good way. As far as visualization/attributes/most other shit just read guides. Try what you see suggested but experiment. Do what feels right for you. Everyones journey is different. The biggest revalation I've had thus far is that it mostly comes down to creating your own set of rules/focus that works for you as opposed to following a strict set of rules.
Also, don't expect Misaki 1:1. A tulpa is evolving and growing just like you do. If she strays away from what you see in the anime or whatever, embrace it. Don't smother her. Let her express herself. Your relationship should be one of mutual respect.
>>39012176
Thank you.
By the way I've been attempting visualisation with my eyes closed these past 6 days. Should I start doing it with my eyes open or does it work just fine with my eyes closed?
>>39012238
Why not both?
This is a life journey anon. Not a 2 week journey. You have your entire life to experiment. Find what makes BOTH of you happy.
>>39012268
It's just because I still have a lot of trouble visualising her with my eyes open. I guess I just need more practise
>>39012292
>need more practise
yes.
you're only a week in. You haven't even begun to scratch the surface anon. You'll KNOW when this becomes truly real. Prior to that you're in the time frame where most people decides tulpas dont real and stop trying.
Patience is a virtue.
>>39008769
I'm not holding up so well. I'm drowning in my feelings of having no loving girlfriend. I'm an apprentice virgin wizard, level 19. I feel like dying after an heroing at work and drowning in the sanitation sink. I just started the pururruruin loop because i need some background music before I go insane for the night.
>>39012383
Thank you anon. This gave me motivation. I'll definitely keep going
>>39008769
It's funny how I spend all my time in a little two room prison but only feel like a prisoner when I am outside
I think hell is real but it's not a place, hell is people
oregano alive
Happy Misaki Friday lads
OP here. It's getting really late so I'm going to sleep. Have one last bump
Meds over slowly losing their effect.
Got a bigger dose recently but it's back.
So I guess I really can't be fixed.