Who else here has anhedonia? Probably going to start killing

>>38965520
are you a woman? cuz this is actually a funny post.

>>38965553
yes I am a woman give me your address and we can have secks ;)))

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>>38965581
tip of the cap doll. thanks a checkmate.

>>38965553
Barely. I'm a tranny.
>>38965581
Stop pretending to be me. You couldn't even properly lure in a Chad and devour him if you tried.

>>38965520
I get that if I go too long without a bender.

I haven't been able to enjoy anything in years. I'm even starting to think life has always been this way, even though it hasn't.

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>>38965520
You can kill me if you want. Idk of you would eat me though because I'm a shitskin.

>tfw life and its meaning keeps changing
>wake up each day feeling like a different person
>starting to forget all the old thoughts I used to have
>remembering things wrongly
>never know what delusion I will snap out of next

>>38965815
It's only a matter of time for me.
>>38965836
Trying to find new hobbies doesn't even seem worth it anymore. I don't know what to do anymore.
>>38965846
Well..I have a preference for pale girls but I suppose I can try something new.
>>38965929
Our lives sound very similar. It only gets worse if you were wondering.

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>>38966159
I'm not even interested in trying anything. I know anything I try won't stick.
Wasn't wondering, I already knew. Thanks for the confirmation though.

>>38966206
Suicide is most likely the only way out at this point. I'm desperately searching for another option.

>>38966334
I want to die everyday and abuse myself to mind numbing levels. Drink and smoke. A ton.
Suicide is what I want, but I can't seem to work up the courage myself. I bought a rope and tied it already, it's waiting in my closet.
Always thinking to myself that I just bought it to do it, not because I want to, but no sane person would keep a noose in his fucking closet.
Everything just fucking sucks my man. I can't even work up the motivation to fucking kill myself.

>>38966376
Just do it when you're blackout drunk.

>>38966798
When I do drugs or drink, I get happy. The last time I got black out drunk I just destroyed my room. I don't think I can kill myself directly, so I just abuse my body and mind.

>>38966843
Maybe you should catch aids or something instead.

>>38967018
I can't even love myself, what makes you think I'll be able to get someone to bed with?
You're funny.

>>38965520
If you actually had anhedonia you wouldn't have the energy to even think about doing that

>>38967043
Just go to a gay bar and buy people drinks. Something is bound to happen. I believe in you anon <3

>>38967086
I can think about it but I'll never act on it because I know that nothing will ever make me feel good. I'll just keep on killing to fill an endless void.

>>38967116
I'm good man. Just let me destroy myself my way, it's like >>38967086 said.
No energy for anything not on the list already.