If I kill myself my mum will be heartbroken, it's not her fault but this life goes on and on, and I don't want it...
What do I do?
Learn that you are entirely unselfish for wanting to do what's best for you in the long run
>>38961864
I just don't want to hurt my mum, she has put her back out for me. I'm a terrible son
>>38962007
If it hurts your mum more to lose you, than it hurts you to wake up every morning, you don't have enough reasons to kill yourself yet.
If it's the other way around, just do it because otherwise you're putting your mum in a position she doesn't want to be, hurting you more than she thinks possible.
It literally is her fault for accepting daddy's cum into her womb. Normalfags can call me edgy all they want, but the fact is that suicide is no more selfish than willingly bringing a new life into this world is. Do what you need to do, OP. If your life is hell, don't prolong it just to appease to the one who selfishly created it in the first place.
>>38961826
>it's not her fault
i mean its literally her and your dads fault
Even if it hurts her it won't matter. You'll be dead. Not a ghost watching your mothers hurt feelings at funeral. You'll be dead and none of it matters. That is why suicide is so great.