How do I get the voices to stop screaming at me? Don't

>>38937351
Have you tried seeing a doctor and getting meds?

i dont know i just try to ignore them

>>38937377
I'm on medication but I've only been getting worse.
>>38937379
That's becoming harder to do. They calm down a little bit if I cut myself.

Train yourself mentally to say no to them, or so I've heard, but definitely see someone competent

>>38937351
Scream back

>>38937351
seriously? call your dr. and say the pills are working so you try something else. i know they suck but i doubt you've tried every approved antipsychotic yet.
>>38938525
but i also like the way this guy thinks. i'd try both and see which works first.

>>38938518
I wish I still had that option.
>>38938525
I would but the anti psychotics make me really tired.
>>38938594
My psychiatrist wants to keep me on my current medication because I've had bad reactions to all the other ones I've been on. I've lost my ability to feel pleasure. Nothing satisfies me anymore.

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>this morning
>dreaming
>be pretty girl
>have cute dress
>wake up

>>38938525
>think people are listening to my thoughts
>start screaming in my thoughts for multiple minutes
boy I wonder why I stopped doing well in school

>>38938911
Why don't you start taking girl pills?
I'm glad I started.
>>38938946
This is the reason why I don't like being in public.

>the voices won't stop
They never stop
There always there
Reprimanding you.
Mandating you.
It never fucking stops

>>38938999
It's why I stopped going in public and now I'm a shut in with no friends

Are you schizophrenic? I've been too scared of Parkinsons side effects from anti psychotics so the most I've had was 5mg ability, do they actually help? I've tried anti depressants but it just kind of turned into who cares if my dad stabs me rather than me freaking out which is nice but you still are a paranoid fuck

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Go and ask the schizophrenic e/x/perts at >>>/x/ :^) ....honestly though, you should probably talk to a doctor and stop by the hospital asap.

>>38938999
>Why don't you start taking girl pills?
dignity

>>38937351
See about getting an increase in your dose of zyprexa

>>38938999
>walking in public
This
I can't take this
The voices seem to get more prominent in crowds but when I'm alone in silence they just get louder
Someone save me before I end up hurting someone

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>>38938477
You need to tell your doctor that the current meds that you're on are not working. They can put you on something else. You need to be assertive and proactive. They aren't psychic.

>>38939071
I'm starting to accept the fact that it's only going to get worse for me.
>>38939101
I'm schizoaffective. From my experience anti depressants are kind of a joke. I'm starting to think that anti psychotics are as well. I've been on and off of them since I was 11 years old.
>>38939134
I will never go to a hospital ever again after how I've been treated there. They force you to eat their food which is most likely drugged and if you don't, they just inject you with their poison instead.
>>38939151
Who cares? Just do what makes you happy.
>>38939179
Zyprexa gave me a rash all over my body. 0/10 would not recommend
>>38939269
In public I can at least pretend that they are coming from real people around me. At least most of them probably are. Being alone is still stressful.
>>38939353
I've made them aware that it's not helping. Dosage keeps being increased and I keep getting worse. And how do you know they aren't psychic?

>>38937351
Do you live alone?
You should consider whether or not you being tired due to anti-psychotics might just be best for everyone else

>>38939459
not the op but this honestly feels like the intent of all of this, just multiple different meds all meant to sedate you

I would rather they allowed assisted suicide if the intent is tranqing a human until they are just nothing more than a pet, at least let me have dignity

going out with a bang starts to feel like the only option when the world doesn't want you anymore

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Op if you would like to talk more with some looney toon peeps stop by 8ch (d0t) net/fringe BUT be warned. I don't recommend it. Those people are bat shit insane.

>>38939556
If there's any possible plus-side to sedating yourself, it's that you could be stalling for time until medical science advances enough to cure you

But yeah, it isn't really any way to live

>>38939459
I do live alone but I'll probably lose my apartment here soon since I can't find work. I know it's the anti psychotics making me tired because if I skip doses, my energy starts to come back.
>>38939556
They don't want to help anyone because we're part of their money making system. Why make people better when they're the reason why you're getting a paycheck?

>>38939629
Thanks but I'm already paranoid enough. You robots don't do anything but ask for pics of my feet and I can handle that.
>>38939677
Those medical advances will never be made. It's easier if I just submit to their chemical lobotomy.

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>>38937351
You need to smoke anon! Nicotene is the only drug that actually fights schizophrenia.

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>>38937351
I've been struggling with delusions myself. Do you physically hear the voices? Like someone was next to you or do you hear them in your head

does listening to something else 24/7 help?
I listen to podcasts/livestreams/music all day to stop myself from feeling the pain of reflection

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>>38939744
Oh no. Dear, it's not like that. It's just other people with mental problems gathered together pretending with the facade that they are spiritual ...when really they are nuttier then a whole kart of fruit cakes.

>>38937351
what kind of voices? what are they saying?

>>38939763
I stopped smoking because it's kinda gross and I'm on hormones. I just had a blood clot scare, I don't need to be smoking.
>>38939785
Both. Hearing them outside of my head happens more often when I'm around people. The few friends I still have think it's really weird because I'll mistake the voices for them often.
>>38939831
I listen to a lot of music but it just hasn't been working anymore for me.
>>38939870
Yeah, I'd rather not. Spiritual people really make me feel uncomfortable for some reason.
>>38939892
Always mean or random dialog. Some are more direct than others. Some are more passive. Most of the time they're just telling me how to conduct myself. I'm not supposed to tell you everything though.

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>>38940125
:p hehe. I am happy to know that you're telling your doctor about what is going on! https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=f5qICl3Fr3w