Is there anything more soul killing then feeling like not having

I feel you man, I'm hurtin real bad right now, on the inside, tho k I'm just gonna join the infantry so if I die my family will benefits. No future no hope

>wife who always wants sex
>house
>married with children
>tfw al bundy is still much more of a winner than you'll ever be

>>38841224
I know people say it's stupid but do you have any dreams? Even if unachivable. It really tells many thing about someone.

>>38841304
>minimal wage bottom of the barrel job
>own your own house
>own a car

The 90's were different.

>>38841207
Being alone is worse than not having a purpose imho
Fuck being useful, there's no joy in that.
I am useful, I serve a slight purpose in the grand scheme of society, but what the fuck does that matter

>>38841381
I rather think "having a purpose" is something essential so that you can live with yourself. Not on a grand scheme of society, fuck society who cares.
I used to laugh at religious people when I was younger and stupid as fuck, now I do understand them even if that wouldn't work for me.
I do think when you find purpose it brings in human connections as well.

>>38841360
I don't even remember if I ever had a dream man. I've always been miserable

>>38841687
To be honest I'm just like you, it's definetly something that came with technology and a certain lack of guideness.I'm miserable as shit but I still think there is something greater when it comes to humans, if there is misery at least pair it with something so you gain something in the process.
I've been like this for so long and still hope every day that things change, I also know nothing will change on their own. Being lost is suffocating when everybody else seems to find their place in the world.

>>38841738
Best of luck brother. Hopefully ww3 comes soon

>>38841754

I wouldn't want other people to have the same suffering as I have so let's hope not.

there is nothing I like

there is nothing I'm good at

there is nothing I want to do

I don't have a personality

I just want to not exist, it's never going to get better for me