How edgy were you as a kid?
Not at all; I was a cheery kid.
drew wolves with emo fringes, cuts, and bandanas. i really wish i was joking
>>38839882
in senior yr of hs i ran away from a school camping trip and my teachers found me a ways up wandering up the road out of the camp ground. when they brought me back everyone was writing shit about their year or whatever and i wrote about how i wanted to fight everyone and everyone deserved to get their ass beat.
they kind of left me alone for the rest of the camping trip.
i've kind of mellowed out i guess.
>>38839882
>How edgy were you as a kid?
would have fit in on /pol/
luckily I grew up
Not even remotely edgy. Even when I got bullied growing up I never turned edgy, I was just sad and depressed but if you actually got to know me I was a nice guy. I was soft spoken, I didn't bother anymore, I was a complete white knight/super positive thinker and treated everyone nice, I didn't hate anyone. I was a pure boy.
Most of my edge came as an adult as a result of life just adding up over time, you can only endure so much before your way of thinking changes. Even then I was just super pessimistic at worst before I evened out to just a cynical downer but not too unpleasant to be around.
when it was cool to edgy around 2013-14 i would go around and tell people to kill themselves and that im gonna kill myself. back then everyone was shocked to here those things but its so common to here now. this is probably the edgiest ive been and ever will be
No, I was a dumb kid who played with Hot Wheels cars and collected plushies until 14. I turned edgy later in college.
One day in 7th grade English we did "free writing" where we were supposed to write whatever we were thinking about and never take any pauses. I wrote some shit like "hitler is my hero hitler is my hero hitler is god hitler is my savior I love hitler hitler is my hero" and drew hitler inside a heart above "RIP 1889-1945". I got called into the principal's office 5 minutes after the period ended
Never went to shadow the edgehog levels, but got to moderate edge levels, like a lot of teenagers.
Did - *Raises hand* "Actually teacher the answer is..." a lot. I pulled terrible grades but still considered myself smart. I relished a moment where a teacher yelled at me because I was wasting my potential. Being 2cool2care of course was nothing but a thinly veiled excuse for obscene laziness and evasion of ever having to actually test my intelligence.
I was not popular and while not short I was surrounded by tall people so I learned how to shittalk and got a big mouth. I caused a scandal by saying I thought a book had an anti-religious message. By the way, it did, and at this juncture I did literally nothing wrong, but it was still very edgy. My town is filled with churches. This helped to make me unpopular. I took online and started spreading the word about how dumb Christians were. I now realise how fucking stupid it is for a suicidal nihilist espousing the glories of atheism.
I went peak "you don't understand me" when I was 12. I became incredibly nihilistic and masochistic, not in the sexual way, but I basically didn't believe in bothering others, but I didn't care what happened to me, and I actually took that prettttty fucking far, people will do lots of things to an easy target. I was a non-committal suicidal, which naturally led to more edginess.
I never dressed like an edgelord. With the exception of one article of clothing I wore I was gifted I simply could not afford to replace, however I knew how bad it was and replaced it ASAP.
>>38839924
You sound like a fun guy anon
>>38839882
>As a kid
>Posting in modern-era R9K
I came here to call you a wannabe faggot
>be in 4th grade
>Cut girl in lunch line because friend was in front of her
>She starts bitching me out about being unfair and all
>Turn to her and say "yeah life ain't fair, that's why your mom has cancer"
>She starts bawling
>Get yelled at by friends and teacher but I don't care 2edgy4u
>1 month later her mom passes away
I guess that's considered edgy but she shouldn't have made a big deal about a stupid line
>>38839882
Cmon I can't be the only edgelord
I was the TEXTBOOK definition of edgelord
>Wore fedora
>Combat boots
>Leather jacket
>Wore all black
>"I hate all women they don't like the nice guys"
>Tried to buy katana
>Wore multiple spiky belts at once
>"METAL NEVER DIES EHEHEHEHEHEHEHHEE!"
>Thought Everyone else's music taste was shit compared to my taste of superior metal and anime shit
>Drew edgy pictures in class involving knives and blood
>Openly talk about how much hentai I looked at in class
>Tried as hard as possible to get everyone to hate me
Wasted my whole childhood being edgy. Never got a chance to experience normal peoples memories. No first date, no love, no school dance, no first kiss. Absolutely nothing.
I don't really regret it though. At least I didn't turn out to be a normalfag.
>>38839882
Was a pretty huge chuuni until I actually started weightlifting. Thought I was better, smarter, and stronger than everybody else because I was obsessed with vampires and thought I was one because my canines were "super sharp." When I boasted I could probably easily lift like 130 pounds in 7th grade, reality hit me hard when I couldn't even lift the bar. I'd practice fire jutsus all the time. Loved invader zim and gir but wasn't really shunned for my random humor and some black people even liked me for it (this is middle school after all, before race becomes everything in HS.) Always daydreamed about being a cool anime protagonist/Seth from Fire Emblem 7 and that Eirikia was my lordess waifu I protected/Inuyasha but stronger and I cucked him and had Kagome AND the other bow bitch. Really liked drawing anime guys with huge swords or katanas. I miss being so hopelessly misinformed.
Was also kind of an alpha in MS though, dumped a girl and didn't give a fuck because she was cutting into my vidya time and I also pissed all over the schools bathroom with two other friends. Now I've devolved into a worthless, self-conscious cuck.
>>38840664
nah not really to be honest
>>38839882
i listened to punk and heavy metal music and haddreadlocks.
Not as much of an edgemaster as just a raging ball of autistic hellfury
>Playing Capture the Flag in PE in the 2nd grade
>Wearing flag football belt, pic related
>If you step over half court line in gym floor, you can get your belt ripped off and sent to the enemy jail
>Friendly has to come and free you from jail and you both get to walk back to your side invulnerable to recapture
>Playing Defense in front of flag, not a fatty but I wasn't very fast
>Cheating Bitch on the enemy team gets captured about 20 times
>Cheats by standing up and leaving the jail back to her side after exactly 1 minute in jail
>This starts to piss me off
>Next time she tries it I'm gonna do something about it
>A few minutes later, cheater bitch tries to get our flag again
>Pull her flags off
>NotInMyHouse.jpeg
>Picks up her flag and walks to the jail
>After a minute she stands up and puts her flags back on
>Tard rush my way over to confront her
"What are you doing?"
>Going back to my side Anon
"No you aren't, you're in jail"
>I don't have to
"Yes you do you cheater"
>I'm leaving
>Grab the cheater's flags by both ends of the strap
>Try to pull her back into the jail area
>She resists and is pulling away towards her side of the gym
>Tard Rage and Strength kicks in
>Pull her back so hard she falls on her ass
>Start swinging her around me like a fucking wrecking ball
>Let go after about 4 seconds of swinging
>She flies about a half meter away and starts sobbing
>Yell some autistic shit I don't remember until the coach runs over and separates us
>Get sent the principal's office
>Suggest my parent's have me mentally assessed by a psychologist
>Poor as fuck so never went to the doctor
>Parents use a good boy points chart to keep me under control
In all honesty its an effective system, if I behaved I got to have tv and vidya, if I was a bad boy I couldn't even read or draw for entertainment
I have more stories though, cont?
>>38839882
Freshman year of Highschool was easily my edgiest
>Would steal chemicals from science closets all the time
>Constantly talked about reanimating the dead
>Wanted to become a cyborg. Like half man half machine and drew up schematics for artificial hearts andlimbs
>Wears sunglasses at all times ( it was for my sensitive eyes but id purposefully keep them covered for added mystery)
>Would sew in class, since I had a tendency to butcher my clothes i took sewing lessons to fix them.
>Would only read books on occultism and anatomy and at the end of the year got really into Haitian Voodoo
>Would wear only Greyscale or Red since i Colorblind
Thats the majority of things that stood out.
>>38839882
>be me,14 years old
>in history class
>history teacher is a huge libtard
(live in romania so many pepole were and still are red pilled)
>the subject this day is ww2
>me and my friend look at eachother
>wir kampfen fur hitler.jpg
>the moment my teacher utters the word hitler we rise our right hand and shout ''HEIL HITLER!FREE EUROPE!''
>the sides of me and my friend are in another galaxy
>we get suspendet three weeks
>my father asks me ''Anon what did you do?!''
>with the voice of Frodo i respond ''I told the truth''
A few weeks pass
>Back to shool
>time for revenge
>drew totenkopfs in every classroom
>the libtard teacher turns ape shit
mfw
The most edgy thing I did as a kid was talk to a girl with The Joker voice after The Dark Knight came out to try to scare her. It didn't work. I'm much more edgy now.
bumperoony for timerino
>>38840771
how can you hate being a normalfag if youve never experienced it?
>>38839882
as a young teenager i wrote all over my walls in permanent marker. i drew pictures, did "graffiti" and wrote edgy things like "vandalism: its as good as a rock in a cops face" and evil symbols from my marylin manson albums. i moved back in the room a few years ago and some of the drawings are still there. it embarrasses me now to no end.
>>38840993
Edgy? That seems like comfy quirky kid stuff, but not reddit-y.
>>38839882
I believed I was a psychopath
>>38839882
Was never edgy. I've always been super passive
>>38839882
I infiltrated every social niche and stirred the pot of hatred in every one of them. Turned the best of Chad aqnd stacey friends into blood thirsty enemies who wanted to crush each others social status. Even managed to somehow enter the "black hierarchy" and make a lot of Tyrones hate each others guts. The one group I could not touch was the nerdy black kid/asian mix who played smash bros alot somehow. All of this was for my personal enjoyment and I profited quite well.
>>38841548
>this looks good
green text some stories pls
>>38839913
>not posting one as proof
What did he mean by this?
>>38839882
As a kid?
Not at all, i used to read spawn and a lot of violent comics but still was just a regular kid
As a teen however?
i planned my own vampire shonen comic with lots of gore to "show twilight what real vampires were" despite all the characters being prettyboi faggos (bad influence from a fujo girl i had a huge crush on, i also watched naruto and listened to linkin park a lot
I was the
>kinda normal kid k-3rd grade but something was off
>edgy kid with anger issues who bullied speds and girls 4-8th grade because they were stupid and made me mad
>quiet kid who would do weird shit freshman year and listened to deadmau5 on some headphones the Minecraft forum told me was best and picked up theatre class. Start browsing 4chan sometimes that summer because memes come from there.
End of autism Era
>sophomore year, go to /b/ more often, realize what a cringelord I was. Decide to hone stealth autismo. Still had difficulty making friends so I hung out with the rejects and did drama class some more. Also the best year of high school for me.
>Junior year, go full stealth autismo and realize the rejects are a bunch of immature failed normies who I really don't actually like because at this point I gone patrician. Started browsing the good blue boards like /mu/ and /fit/ and /o/. Get normie "friends". Star in school play, nailed it, so normies think I'm sort of alright.
>senior year, slept through most of it, got accepted into my second pick college even though they have more stringent admissions processes for that program. Completely dropped the majority of the rejects save for a few token kindred spirits. Normie friends invited me to a party for homecoming, drank the normies under the table even though I'm a sober boy (basically had like the equivalent of 10 drinks without vomiting but made a fool of myself). Drug dealer normie friend gives me his stamp of approval for the school. Solidify my normie "friendships". Became a legend that month. Try weed but it's not really my thing. Try to chase women, end up becoming bitter and angry for the rest of the year with my only reassurance being college *might* be better.
That's my life story
>>38839882
dyed hair
got piercings
listened to screamo
drew wolves too
you know.
>>38841215
Thanks. Honestly it seemed like alot of the school either enjoyed my antics or were content with me. I got the nickname Dr. Drankestein from a group of Druggy Chads to (first girlfriend broke up with me, was drinking red wine and ouzo for a solid month to cope) Im glad a lot of people just saw me as strange instead of a tryhard for the most part
>>38841901
>Drink "the equivalent of" ten drinks
>Drug dealer seal of approval
>'Legend'
Pathetic
>>38839882
I used to sit like sasuke here deliberately
so pretty edgy
>>38841857
>i used to read spawn and a lot of violent comics
one of my favourite cds as a kid was the spawn movie soundtrack. so edgy.
WAY too edgy. Let's go down the list:
>my teddy bear was a little witch-bear with striped stockings and a hat from the K-Mart halloween aisle
>obsessed with Halloween, and my grandparents let me keep the decorations and the stickers and shit up/out basically all year
>played with fake dismembered body parts for a good while without realizing that it was creepy or that I shouldn't bring them to school
>once accidentally slashed myself with a knife and left the blood splattered across my walls/curtains because I thought it looked cool
>thoughts of suicide from like age 7 or maybe earlier
>fucking LOVED Invader Zim when it came out
>Alex-Jones-tier conspiracy theorist and into cryptids since like 5 years old
>self-torture and mutilation
>Happy Tree Friends since 5th grade
>always in detention
>pitch-black sense of humor
>wore those fucking flaming button-down shirts in middle school
>preserved a squid from a middle-school dissection and kept it under my sink
>unironically got WAY into Poe and Emily Dickinson
>Bodies: the exhibit for my birthday
>shopped at Hot Topic in high school
>combat boots
>dark trenchcoat
>knife collection
>chains
>unironically a bully
>pissed-off and sleep-deprived a HUGE proportion of the time
Also, I'm pretty sure I might have poisoned my dog on purpose when I was 4 because I didn't have a concept of death, and then pretended to buy the "nice happy farm" story.
>>38839882
I hung out with about two dozen Juggalos every weekend in a Starbucks parking lot after 7 pm from 17 to 18.
Before that wore tripp pants and shit hanging out at the mall on weekends in my early teens.
I fucking cringe at anything I've done before adulthood honestly. Self awareness hit me like a truck.
>>38839882
Kinda edgy but got more edgy when I got older.
>>38843072
>tripp pants
WHY DID I EVER THINK THOSE WERE COOL
>>38840755
Fuck you asshole, you can insult my mother, fuck my girlfriend, or even stab me in the side, but you DO NOT cut in line.
I told a 8 year old kid both Santa and God weren't real. Her parents weren't happy. Fuck my edgy atheist phase.
>>38843252
>Growing into religion.
Did you lose your sanity over time to get into religion?
>>38839882
ADD meds killed moods for me to the point all the other kids thought I'd be a god at poker and I would often rather sit inside for recess doing nothing but staring at the wall or lights. I also did this during class.
I figured I was just weird as fuck, not edgy.
>>38839882
>Drew black angel wings on all of my agendas in the middle of class.
>Read shounen manga in the middle of class
>Wore a thin black shirt-coat to school every, no matter what season it was, and never took it off inside.
>Wore headphones that I paid my brother to steal, but the wire was too long, so I wrapped the wire around my arm and walked around with it
>Would pull pencils from out of my sleeve, like a knife
>Slept during lunch in front of a window when people were around
I'd say this is just autistic shit I did in highschool as opposed to being edgy. I thought I was really cool though
>>38841901
You have a story to tell.
Therefore, you've done better than I have.
>>38843252
How old were you then? How did you know the girl?
>>38840755
>she shouldn't have made a big deal about a stupid line
Fuck off cunt, she waited and instead of moving out of the way you made fun of her dying mother.
>>38840979
You did the right thing anon, also please share more stories.
>>38839882
>be in HS
>someone invites to do a group work
>"Sorry, but I work alone"
I was a huge moralfag as a kid.
>belong to group in this google chatroom-like thing, I forgot the name of it but it got shut down a while back
>me and my close cousin's friends in it, we all like anime
>cousin starts going through edgy phase
>starts saying things in the room like "who needs god", "god doesn't exist", and "satan is better than god" while posting Black Butler
>be christfag, this really sets me off
>spam images of anime angel girls with bible quotes over them
>tell cousin I feel extremely offended and that I cannot continue to speak to someone following the devil
>cousin writes "sorry..." and posts some video of an anime guy crying in the rain with edgy music
>>38841073
Still edgy, I see. Good on you, kid.
>>38843275
Yes, I did. I decided that fallacious argument would be better than utilizing evidence for my claims.
Before I cast aside my squishy human flesh for my titanium alloy frame, I would do these:
>Walk around school with a constant scowl with my shoulders hunched.
>Would sit by myself with a scowl at lunch and autisticly glare at anyone who would walk by.
>I would play Bakugan in middleschool, Dark ones only, ofc.
>Would watch the Shadow the Hedgehog theme over and over.
>Demanded to be called Shadow.
I hate myself.
Honestly though this kickstarted my maturity and it was a long and bumpy road from being an edgy immature autist to a run-of-the-mill faggot.
The only solution is Assimilation into the machine.
>>38839882
I still am an edgy fuck
Life is pain
>>38844404
says pain an posts madara lollol Xd
ur still edgy it seems
>>38844337
The only reason to start becoming religious is for conformity and losing your ability to think freely. It's a pathetic survival mechanism really. There is no evidence for a god to believe in any of those fairy tales which all get debunked by science.
>>38839882
I used to go on vampirefreaks
>>38839882
I thought depression was something everybody had.
>>38839882
Not very edgy at all. I am now, though. I suppose I'm mentally about 12 even though physically, I'm 21.
>>38839882
>Unironic open satanist
>Unironic necrophiliac
>Listened to bands like Nunslaughter and Destroyer 666 when I was 12
>Plotted mass murder and tried convincing my only friend to team up with me
>Spent my days after school exhausting all of the content on liveleak and best gore
>had 30,000 karma from /r/watchpeopledie alone
>Killed animals in forests
>tried killing myself multiple twice
>Got in fights a lot
>Literally thought I was one of the smartest people on earth
>wore a pentagram and drew horrific gore all over my school books
>eventually got sent to a counselor because my A* GCSE English Language coursework was about mass murder every time.
>constantly berated and shouted at my mum
>20+ books on prolific serial killers, torture (of all ages) and death.
Fuck, reading this back to myself is insane, I was also quite friendly outside, but very introverted, so people didn't suspect too much. This was literally all because my dad used to be a little mean to me. Eventually a grew up and stopped being an autistic little faggot once I made my first few friends, had I not done so I think I would've unironically killed someone by now.
This is all 100% real btw.
I dont reallyknow, tbqhwy.
>>38839882
I used to act just like Sasuke or Sesshomaru from Inuyasha. Mysterious and dark.
"Wolves are my favorite animals because they are lonely and in search of a loving pack... just like me..."
Fucking loved Shadow the edgehog and I'd often talk about how sonic needed to fucking die with all his happiness.
Everytime we'd pretend play Naruto, I'd literally teleport behind them and kill them. Nobody wanted to play pretend with me because I was always killing them.
>>38845903
1) Get a thesaurus
2) how tf do you kill someone ironically.
i was a tryhard rock music fan in my early teens but when i was 14 i realized it was more subversive and interesting to cultivate an unassuming, sweet, optimistic personality when you're surrounded by hoards of people trying to be as edgy as possible
>>38847246
>how tf do you kill someone ironically
*kills someone*
Hahahah it's a prank bro lmao y u so mad bro it's just a joke look there's a camera over there and there and here lmao xDDD this ones going up on YouTube :DDDDD
>ozzy shades
>black clothes all day erry day every season
>trench coat
>hot topic bullet belt
>several boots
>wallet chain that was no shit like two and a half feet long
That was highschool and I never died my hair black and while I dressed the part I didn't go out of my way to be an edgelord in conversation and the faculty never singled me out as one of 'those kids' and since the school didn't give me shit for it I didn't stop until I eventually dropped the wallet chain and trench coat on my own.
My clothes are like 70% black colored highschool wear to this day though, I only dress like an adult when I need to.
>>38839882
Someone genuinely asked me not to shoot up the school.
>>38841159
Post picture for me pls
>>38839882
I thought Kira was the good guyhe was
I wore a fedora and metal band shirts.
>>38840993
>Would steal chemicals from science closets all the time.
What did you do with them afterwards?
>>38841073
>son is diagnosed autism
>always suspected it, no surprise to me
>he always had problems in school, talking to imaginary people, temper tantrums, ect.
>get called into sons school one day\
>get chewed out by boss for leaving work, get fired the next day
>teacher tells me my son got up when they were discussing 20th century European history and shouted "HIEL HITLER, FREE EUROPE" with pissed stained pants and a slight lisp
>furious with that fucker, ask him why he did it
>he looks at me after a few minutes of not responding
>utters out in a guttural voice "i told the truth"
>teacher gives me and my son a weird look
>son is home schooled ever since
Highlights would be calling my Sonic OCs "demons" in school because I was scared people wouldn't be my friend if they knew I was into Sonic, and running around Runescape in a Black Knight set typing "..." in red whenever people spoke to me. Thought it was edgy and mysterious.
Wore baggy pants hoodie baseball cap and listened to eminem on casette player so I would say pretty edgy
I hated everyone because it felt like they were making fun of me by doing the things I never had, like having good friends and a loving family. I isolated myself, and then society ostracized me in turn.
I'd
>Tell everyone I was going to kill them one day
>arrested for punching a police officer
>broke some girls windows every time she got em replaced because she called my sis an alcoholic
>Choked out some kid for bullying my nephew and thew him down a flight of stairs
>Popped my friends mums car tires because she said I was a bad influence
>beat up some guy and robbed his house for taking my phone from me
>beat up another for sitting in my chair and telling me he wouldn't move
>cut myself
>get turned on my doing mean shit to bad people
I'm still just as edgy, I'm just a shut in tranneet now, so I don't interact with many people.
I drew Swastikas in my hand back in like 6th or 7th grade.
>>38839882
>barely any friends because skinny and short
>beat the living shit out of classmate in locker room because he accidentally brushed up against me with his gym bag
>get away with it because muh autism
>"""accidentally""" get snowball thrown at head by other classmate, try to chase him down but fail because terrible at everything
>also get away with it because muh autism
>hold up scissor blade to some kid's neck for no reason
>frequent thoughts of mass murder/suicide
>unironically listen to nu-metal
yeah I was really edgy
I went through an atheist phase when I was 9. That's it.
/mlp/ user turned /pol/ user turned /his/ user
mlp and pol at 13, his and g at 14
I got kicked out of a Science Technology Engineering and Math program in middle school because a teacher caught me making a comic in PowerPoint that had stick figures killing each other.
Then they confiscated my notebook and found a bunch of my faggy drawings and comics with edgy tryhard humor :^/
>>38849410
I kek'd a bit,valid points made.
When I was 17 I got into black metal. That should say it all. At 18 I became an atheist and was into an atheist forum and all for 2 years. And that's it.
I like a nice variety of music now, my favorite is thrash metal. And I think religious people are alright.
>>38839882
I got suspended multiple times. I once told my second grade teacher I hated her and I wanted her to die because she embarrassed me in front of the class and I was sent to therapy. Another time some kid was annoying me so I punched him and started kicking his face with dirt. And one of my classmates kept picking on me so I told him I was glad his family members were dead and he started crying. I was a really bad kid and I'm not proud of it but most of it was because I was defending myself from bullies. Most people expected me to be some criminal Chad by now but I'm actually a KHV that watches too much anime.
Less Edgy than I am now
I was a vampire
>>38839882
I used to call kids gay on early habbo
>Listened to a lot of nu metal
>drew depressing art
>emo as fuck facebook statuses
>swore A LOT at school
>literally called everyone even my own teacher gay
>>38845903
I have to ask, what do you mean by your dad was "a little mean" to you? My husband yells at my son if he's not listening (he's 6 and has ADHD) but he doesn't berate him or call him bad names. We don't spank. We have an awesome son, just wish my husband wouldn't yell. It only makes my son sad. He ends up listening, but not for the right reasons. On the plus side, my husband treats him super well outside of the yelling part.
I'm sorry anon, sometimes I just can't help but feel a little insecure about my son's future. I don't want him to end up hating himself or having low self-esteem or like you. He is a sweet boy. Do you though, that most of it was just your personality? My son has NEVER shown anti-social personality traits, not with his psychiatrists or therapist. He loves taking care of the garden with me and loves bees.
>>38851845
I know it's going to sound rich for me to say this, but I'm a very sensitive person, I cried a lot as a kid because I thought nobody liked me, and would spend hours wondering if I accidently hurt someone if they weren't completely warm to me. My biggest desire is just to be accepted and liked, however when I was younger I didn't realise that, so I paradoxically indulged in a lot of behaviors that outcasted me.
My dad rarely talked to me, and if he did it would usually be to shout at me. It got to a point where I began avoiding him whenever I was doing something that he could critique, I once made a sandwich without buttering it first and he invited all of my brothers to come down and watch as he "showed" me how make a sandwich while berating and slapping me around the head, it wasn't that bad objectively, but it killed me on the inside. He told me multiple times that he didn't like me, and gave my other brothers much more care and attention. He only complimented me twice in my entire life, and both of those were hard earned achievements.
It wasn't that he often disciplined me that hurt so much, it was that he never showed me any love. He himself was way more ASPD than me as a teen, most of hateful behaviors came from him.
Sorry for sob story blogging and thanks for asking. Hopefully you can gather the context from my post.
>>38839882
>That kid who sat like Sasuke in middle school
Was me. None of you fags even compare.
>>38852220
You've been very helpful anon. I'm sorry to hear your dad treated you like that. Just so you know, the way you were treated was not just mean, it's downright horrible. Berating children is a very low thing to do; the sandwich thing was objectively bad. Why he would treat your brothers better, who knows. I know what it's like to be very sensitive anon. I had the same problem as you. My parents would frequently call me spoiled because I cried a lot. My dad was distant and similar to yours, too. My mom didn't know how to deal with me and tried the soft approach and the hard approach, but just wanted happiness. She didn't stand up to my dad whenever he acted out. I forgave them both.
I hope you find happiness in your life anon, and get to keep it for the rest of your life. Worse comes to worst, ultimately you can make yourself happy. Look at the good things around you, and always remember, there are billions of people out there. There is always bound to be somebody who will love you, and never forget that your friends are precious, online or IRL.
>>38839882
i've always been to cripplingly sentimental to try and be anything but nice in life
>>38840625
anon I really like you, you remind me of me
>>38839882
just as edgy as i am now. Just that i'm more conscious about it.
>>38840771
>music snobs
why do normies viciously try to spread their music tastes and insult others like they are the plague?
>>38844171
>"Sorry, but i work alone"
When I was 12 I fantasized about creating my own country where "stupid" and religious people wouldn't be allowed. Needless to say I considered myself highly intelligent.
my edginess has continually increased every day of my life
>>38839882
I still like sad songs. A girl called them my "emo music", and I keep calling them that way
>>38852256
I sat like L from death note and did near's hair thingy even tho my hair was super short at the time
>>38839882
Itachi was my favorite Naruto character. Back when he was basically a school shooter.
>>38849392
Amateur chemistry. Dad was a biochemist that worked for a for a small pharma company. So he usually had equipment and books in his study i would use.
I used to know an edgy ginger kid who would draw Tokyo Ghoul-esq shit in class and unironically wanted to buy a katana. The thing that really set him apart from a run-of-the-mill middleschool edgelord is the fact that he was 18.
Kinda miss him tbqh he would always give me free weed.
> tfw still too chuuni to regret my even more chuuni phase in Middle School
>>38845716
People just cling to lies of the afterlife since they cant handle nihilism well, makes people depressed or because everyone is so degenerate they try to be a more decent person by switching to christianity since it protects the family and social values
I wore a fedora but i was actually /fa/ compared to retards who wear fedora with combat boots, tactical pants, black coat etc.
>>38854752
As non-depressed nihilist I pity those weak minded fools, they don't have the mental resilience to deal with the inevitable doom.
>>38853821
>tfw dreamed about pulling an Itachi on my family.
Even practiced the mildly modified speech I would give my sister before speeding away into the night. He used to be so based
>>38839882
Very, I always had to be the edgiest kid and I outdid the others by miles.
Now I'm a national Socialist.
this thread is full of autistic shitstains
>>38839882
>be me 4th grade
>get on the bus
>kid sitting in my seat
>ohshit.jpeg
>threaten him with pliers
>kid moves
You tell me, was I edgy?
I helped gang-rape a girl and beat up her boyfriend in when I was 15. I got 9 months in a juvenile prison center for it.
Not edgy in the traditional sense, but my reasons for doing it and my mindset at the time were uber fucking edgy.
>>38854992
I'm pretty much a nilihist who could care less if 90% of my classmates died, some real "some of you guys are alright" shit. At some point last year I started to see why people like Dylan klebold and Eric Harris did what they did...and realized that the majority of high school and college age people are useless brain dead losers
>>38854992 >>38855159
When I was like 14 I would always be researching tragedies,mass murderers,serial killers, watching horror anime all the time, played violent games like Manhunt and state of emergency,and had a gun obsession
I had a cradle of filth "JESUS IS A CUNT" hoodie which I would wear in public with my inverted cross
I live in the tropics so not only would it be 35c most days, I'd be wearing a hoodie and smell like deep fried ass
>>38839882
I was pretty edgy. But not the dark edgy kind but the eccentric over-the-top anime villain type. My nickname was literally the "bomberman" since I spilled the beans about wanting to blow the highschool up in 9th grade. I don't live in burgeristan so nobody actually took it seriously (they didn't know I've already tested 5kg of ANFO at the time). I was also a bigguy4u at 6'2 and was a childhood friend with the apex chads so I faced zero bullying in my life.
In late HS, after most people turned 18 i started snitching on the popular kids who smoked weed at several "hidden" locations. I've ruined the life of at least a dozen potheads (who were otherwise decent people) who are now felons with suspended sentences and can work fuckall, not because muh morals, but because I wanted to, out of edge.
>>38855009
Story time, anon!
Original Desu~
>>38855583
Anon you don't sound like a villain
You sound like a dark protector
A defender of justice from the shadows
A silent vigilante
A Dark Knight
Beep Beep
Bump squad here
Don't worry innocent thread goers your thread is saved from imminent distruction
I cut myself out of family photos when I was mad.
>>38855699
Not much to tell, anon. I've actually shared this story before. I'm not going to greentext this.
Basically me and 2 other kids stole some stuff from the classroom while the other kids were out. One kid snitched us out and we got in trouble.
We found out who told on us and we caught him and his gf alone in the classroom after last period ended. We bear him up, block the door and try to rape his gf while making him watch at knifepoint.
We didnt get very far, and i didnt even get to fuck her because teachers heafd the commotion and came barging in after awhile. Dude had to get several stiches on his face (i kept hitting him with a thick book) and his gf transferred schools and we never heard from her again
Court sentenced me to 9 months since i was a minor. Edgy amirite?
>>38840755
>Turn to her and say "yeah life ain't fair, that's why your mom has cancer"
roasties btfo
>>38856880
I saw this last time you posted it.
Top edge, friend.
>>38856880
No anon, that isn't edgy
Someone hurt you so you hurt them back
You did the right thing
>masterminded scheme to steal lunch tables from outside of school
>goon ratted everyone out but me
Not me but
>same goons stink bombed a funeral
>>38853766
i'm in university, and i still sit like L
it does help me think
>>38839882
Edgy combined with retarded
I was that kid who throw dictionaries at people and run away but always ends up getting beaten up in bathroom every month
Great times, great memories
>>38856880
That's not edgy. That's just normie criminal behavior. I hope karma hits you hard.
>>38840993
>Only wore greyscale
How do you know that's not just what you thought you wore?