>masturbate
>feel like you've accomplished something
>feel sad you felt that way
>Jerk off. Glad no females were raped by my dangerous male penis
I pretend to have a different GF every week or so.
Usually ONLY bed stuff. If I had a conversation with someone that lasted for more than two minutes, which is rare, I consider that a date with the current GF.
When I shoot a blank, it's time for a new GF.
Usually a cute girl from high school, even though I dropped out seven years ago.
>used to masturbate to effectively ward off tfw no gf for at least a day
>now it works only for about 30 minutes
this is totally not good
become a wizard... those feels will be a thing of your past
>sometimes edge (try to hold off on orgasm while still masturbating) to the thought of quitting my lifelong addiction and completely turning my life around with the newfound energy, motivation, time and confidence
>porn is just the background filler meanwhile
>cum
>back to being an absolute fucking loser
>masturbate
>''welp, gotta kill some time till I can fap again''
Masturbation is one of the few things I still enjoy doing.
>Cum
>feel REALLY guilty and somewhat emasculated but also lose whatever sexual desire I had for the time being
>>38751069
masterbation is an illusion sex is not even real
i jack off to moz as well OP