things that give you hope

>>38699929
I give myself hope. There's something inside of me that keeps me alive, though maybe it's just a fear of death or something.

Death gives me hope. It's such an interesting concept. As long as people die, I can be as much of piece of shit as I want. Soon everyone alive today will be forgotten. It'll be as if they never existed in the first place. Nothing really matters. Isn't that just beautiful?

>>38700563
you're gonna be just fine

>>38699929
I like to think of all the progress humanity's made and whenever things seem bad I remind myself that we went from fucking around in caves to putting lasers on attack helicopters.

My family. I don't think my mom could ever have a normal life if I ended it all. That and i'm agnostic. If I an hero'd now it could really piss off a god that may or may not be watching.

>>38699929
I remember my original goal to live a quiet life. You'd think you wouldn't forget something like that but it gets buried when people decide to burden you with so many things. I legitimately lost track of what I was doing out of desperation and frustration with the job market.
I could thrive in NEETdom, if this were a perfect world. But between my living situation, lack of options and ability, it simply isn't. So I have a plan to at least work wagecuck jobs to get out of this hellhole of a family. It all sounds perfectly normal but I don't have any social supports. Not even one friend, and I don't even mind now. It's not something I can solve, so I'll live my life free of the burden of social normalcy, doing as I am content to.
And if I don't do that, I may as well have plunged that kitchen knife into my heart about 13 years ago. That's all I have left, my peace of mind and all the "friends" I have mentally created. There's no way in hell I could wagecuck myself without some long-term motivation or even an abstract goal such as "live alone, and die in peace".

The fact that we are living in the best timeline. The fact that we won.

>>38699929
Nothing. I don't have hope. I do because all choices have been removed.

>>38699929
My faith in God, and the hope that he might help me every once in awhile.

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Prospects of money and my intelligence. I enjoy life through suffering because it is a gift. Why else would I continue living? if I had lost hope I would have killed myself, anyone who hasn't is either too intelligent or truly, deep inside themselves enjoy life.