I will kill myself before I am 30. I spent my 20s sexless. My body is disgusting and no woman could be attracted to me. No woman fantasizes about fucking your hobbies or your personality. There's literally no reason for anyone to choose me and the only thing I can do now is fucking kill myself.
Fuck you all. I hate this website. I hate all the happy young people who are here. I get no peace anywhere I do. Even here I am tormented by the sight of people who are better than me, who have more friends than me, who have better lives than me. People who are loved.
There's really no other way to go than to kill yourself when you've pulled back the curtain and seen how things really work. There's nothing mystical about love, it's not some spiritual connection; it doesn't exist. It's only biology and if you're unlucky enough to look like me, you will never EVER be "loved".
I'll make sure that whatever savings I will have accrued by the time I am ready to perform the act, I will donate to a men's shelter or spend on prostitutes and drugs.
Just follow the 2D path famalam
Why not use your savings trying to improve yourself and moving to a new city?
Then hurry up faggot, that noose isn't going to fill itself.
>>38696759
Because you can't improve on fucked up bone structure, faggot. Not a single normal person has to "improve" themselves before they are treated like a human being. Maybe you'll need to improve yourself if all you can pull is morbidly obese hamplanets, but when you have literally 0 friends and no woman has ever shown interest in you, no amount of lifting, showers, haircuts, and hobbies will EVER take away your subhumanity.
The only improvement to a life not worth living is its liquidation.
Why kill yourself when you can bang reasonably attractive hookers? Do you got $200?
LOL YOU CARE WAY TO MUCH ABOUT WOMEN, JUST LIKE MOST PEOPLE ON THIS WEBSITE,, YOU ARE WEAK KYS FAG
>>38696808
I've tried that but it's not the same. It's not about the sex. Fucking a hooker is worthless because she does it for the money. The fact remains that nobody could ever want you for YOU.
Roasties like to call guys like me shallow ("he only wants sex!") but sex is a small part of it. Sure, it's nice, but it's more of a symbolic thing. When you get an award for something, what matters to you most, the plaque/trophy, or the recognition? Anyone with money can buy a trophy, just like anyone can buy sex, but buying the trophy doesn't make you a star athlete.
>>38696718
>I'll make sure that whatever savings I will have accrued by the time I am ready to perform the act, I will donate to a men's shelter or spend on prostitutes and drugs.
Before the final chime sounds, announcing your personal Midnight, I hope you do the former rather than the latter. To help others would have some actual value; there's no sense in one of the living Dead, or perhaps it would be one of the dead Living, numbing itself with cheap anesthesia as he rots. The race of monsters have been allotted the sensation of pain rather than pleasure. Stingy though She may be to our tribe, we aren't in the position to reject the meager gifts Mother Nature is willing to offer us. It's only through suffering that we participate in the lot of men.
I'll confess hypocrisy. I've spent money to fill my belly with liquor rather than food to feed the starving. I would like to listen to my good angels, but the type of familiars that attend abominations tend to be sick themselves, just as emaciated as things they counsel. They speak with nothing more than whispers that are quite easy to ignore. Your devils, having glutted themselves on your tears, have grown into dragons. Their voices ring louder than thunder. Your good spirits, starved by a surfeit of affection, have been reduced to vapors. It's understandable why a freak in Nature's sideshow would heed the former rather than the latter.
So you struggle to listen to the whispers rather than the howls. The monster who is strong enough to do so won't be celebrated. It will still go down to the Dead reviled. God and Nature will celebrate its funeral, relieved that one of their mistakes has been buried.
Even so, the ghoul has to fight to keep the voice of his tiny angel close. Consider it a final act of selfishness. Those pathetic murmurs are the closest thing one of Hell's sons will ever come to hearing the songs that are sung in Heaven.
>>38696800
>No woman wants me
>Life isnt worth living.
I find that unintelligent and childish and im a guy. How about you go be productive?
>>38696718
post body pics and timestamp
>>38698661
I already am. I have a job and I pay taxes. But what is the value in being productive in a society that gives nothing back? It's akin to slavery.
>>38698699
yes, we can help you
>>38698715
I don't blame you for feeling that way, have you ever expressed feelings to a woman before?
>>38696718
Dude, there are plenty of ways to fix this.
>take a shower
>work out
>fix your hair
>be confident
>be yourself
>>38697773
your posts are great.
>>38698661
>lol just be productive lol just work for your entire meaningless depressing life
wew
>>38698783
>have you tried expressing feelings to a woman
he's probably self aware enough to know that something like that will only end in instant rejection.
Some people weren't cut out for this world. Some people weren't meant to breed, experience happiness, fulfillment, life in general. Some people were merely born just to die.
And I wish normies would fucking get that through their heads instead of preaching worthless "life advice" and forcing us to live.
Do what you have to do
Ive gotten to the point where i have no desire. I see beautiful women that used to excite me and I know what little will come relationships. I don't wish for a better world or better pay or a nicer car. I don't want adventure or hookers. I don't want to feel new things. I just want to be done already.
Save money and get surgery. Youre still young. After doctors have chiseled your ugly mug move to another city and go full normalfag
If that doesnt work then just fucking kill yourself. Dumb fucking faggot
>>38698715
>Gives nothing back
He says on his computer which he bought with money from his job.
>>38699029
It's not 2004 anymore, you can buy a decent computer even with a wage slave pittance from Wal Mart.
>>38699016
It's still so utterly ridiculous that a robot like OP has to spend tens if not hundreds of thousands of dollars on total-body makeover surgeries to just get treated like a human being while normies get a free fucking pass.
The world is evil and unfair, and the people the inhabit it are evil. This isn't about wanting to fit in with normies. It's realizing that there's no fucking point in endlessly playing a game that's rigged ten thousand times against you from the very start.
It's just no fucking use.
>>38698842
I came to that conclusion too. I was meant to hoard cash, spent it on travelling like I do, and never meet someone. Stop trying, I do my own shit and try not to think about those "what ifs". I fucking hate personal life stress. Somehow I cope well with work related stress.
>>38696800
Can you try enlisting in the military, everybody is treated like a sack of shit equally in the marine core unless your a high ranking officer, so try it out, become whole you will find friendship not from looks, personality or some bullshit, but you will find friendship and brotherhood from being together and being able to relate. >inb4 jew slave
>>38696870
>Fucking a hooker is worthless because she does it for the money.
All women do it for resources, dude. If it's not money then it's attention, gifts, and emotional security.
>>38699150
>join the military
jesus fuck
every time a military thread is posted, the anons who actually have joined ALWAYS say the same exact thing
>"The military is NOT for robots."
>"The military will NOT fix (insert robot problem here)
>"Enlisting was a huge mistake."
Don't ever fall for the ZOG meme. The military is for chads and normies. If you thought civilian life was hell, you have no fucking idea how bad military life would be.
Remember all those painful memories of highschool PE? Yeah, multiply that by infinity.
>>38697773
beautiful post, please screencap this post
>>38696718
Just a wild suggestion OP
easier said than done, but you can channel all your rebellion into pursuing a high-status profession like medicine. take the prerequisite classes, study for the mcat and apply to medical school. chicks will dig you even if you're as ugly as you say when you pull the "i'm going to be a doctor line"
>>38699150
The military wouldn't take me. I have flat feet, I can't swim, and I'm extremely fucking weak (largely due to my small frame and probably low test levels).
One of the things that I regret is that I wasn't born in a time where I could be drafted for service and at least die in a dignified way.
>>38699196
i actually enjoyed PE even though i wasn't physically gifted (skrawny manlette).
>>38696718
>No woman fantasizes about fucking your hobbies or your personality.
the funny thing is that women really do become sexually attracted to men if they have hobbies or a personality that imply you have high social standing but since you probably have zero life skills and a shit personality you are still rekted
>>38696718
JUST DO IT. if you hate here so much then why bother posting this rant? stop complaining like a little bitch and just do it already
>inb4 i am convicted of manslaughter
>>38699241
fucking kek
it doesn't matter if chad is into football or card games, the fucking roasties will say they love x hobby but only because chad likes it.
quit pretending that women care for anything but looks
>>38696718
Become a monk or something. Try joining an org/movement and perhaps you'll find purpose. Don't worry about the women. It's not worth it. Use up all your options before checking out. You never know what opportunities are out there.
>>38699090
Who the fuck cares faggot. The world is shit and only a few win the lottery. Im blind from an eye and now its smaller than the other one and i look retarded. No surgery can fix that but im not killing myself, men unlike women can achieve things without looking attractive. So man up or kill yourself.
>>38696718
>here's nothing mystical about love, it's not some spiritual connection; it doesn't exist. It's only biology
this is how fucked in the head being raised with religion makes you, of course it's not mystical or spiritual because THAT doesn't exist, it being a biological process means IT IS proven to exist
it's like retards who think there's something supernatural about consciousness or morality because of the garbage christcuckery puts in your mind
>>38699241
>the funny thing is that women really do become sexually attracted to men if they have hobbies or a personality that imply you have high social standing
Cope. It doesn't matter what your personality is like if you look like shit. Nobody is perfectly unique. No matter how good your personality is, if you're below average in terms of looks, there will ALWAYS be a guy who looks better than you and has the exact same personality, if not a better one due to the added bonus of constant validation during childhood and adolescence.
>>38699190
Another cope. Women will fuck a criminal or a poor loser as long as he's good looking. Women care about looks more than men.
>>38699291
Perhaps you've found passion or meaning in life. But it isn't so easy for others.
>>38699283
>Don't worry about the women. It's not worth it.
No. It's not fucking possible. You can't just "snap out of it" and turn it off. Humans weren't meant to be solitary.
>>38699323
Living in isolation can fuck up a human, proven.
But why exactly do you think giving up on women is impossible?
You're right OP. There's no salvation in this uncaring, unfeeling universe. Suicide is most likely the best option for us robots.
FUck man, I wish things turned out differently.
>>38699313
Not really also im the weaking ive ever been so i feel like shit everyday. But for us men its very simple. Either man up and or grow up eventually or you kill yourself.
>>38699360
You say to "man up"
What do you even mean by that?
What exactly is "manning up"?
>>38699211
>One of the things that I regret is that I wasn't born in a time where I could be drafted for service and at least die in a dignified way.
I know this feel.
>>38699294
>this is how fucked in the head being raised with religion makes you, of course it's not mystical or spiritual because THAT doesn't exist, it being a biological process means IT IS proven to exist
You're fucking retarded. I was using those terms euphemistically. A lot of normies like to pretend like it's some spiritual connection that you can't attain due to a lack of virtue on your part. It's completely false; your personality, nor your morals, matter. It's all about your looks. Your personality only matters when you meet the criteria for looks.
In that sense, love is totally biological. What disgusts me is that society mystifies it and shames people who are unlovable by accusing them of some sort of moral failing. The moral failing isn't me, you pieces of shit, the moral failing is how shallow humanity is.
>>38699300
this is ridiculous. all modern social scientists have done studies concluding women are less about looks than men. women care about $$$$$ and ambition.
not trying to be a elitist life coach but realistically most robots can get out of their holes if they major in something prestigious and in demand and make bank after graduation.
>>38699401
Well said.
You tell the normies that looks are everything and they simply refuse to believe it. They cant handle their entire worldview being shattered.
It's pathetic.
>>38699425
>women care about $$$$$ and ambition.
Which, even if true, is much easier to obtain/have if you're...oh look at that, GOOD FUCKING LOOKING.
How many fucking ugly autistic depressed socially retarded fucks are rich and ambitious?
>>38699425
>social scientists
Look up the tinder chad experiments. Or the OKC survey where women rated most men as "unattractive". There's very little reason to believe that women somehow evolved to find "inner beauty" in their partners.
Like I said, nobody fucking cares about how much money you're making or how ambitious you are if you're an ugly sack of shit.
Tell me: would it make you feel good to know that the girl that you're sleeping with is in love with your wallet or your awesome "personality" (which is really code word for social status) but she finds your physical form disgusting? What kind of "love" is that?
>>38699379
I mean to stop caring about petty shit like being in a relationship. Its immature and idiotic, strive to become the man you want to be, if it takes thousands to get surgery and start from the ground do it, but set your mind.and body.to achieve that.
>>38699471
i concede that in industries like entertainment and politics looks really matter. but the CS department at my university is full of autistic 5'1 asian kids who kick ass at what they do and land internships at Amazon and Dreamworks. it's more difficult to be successful if you're ugly but not ridiculous impossible like black pillers make it out to be.
>>38699540
>I mean to stop caring about petty shit like being in a relationship.
That isn't petty. Maybe if you're like 18 and you're stressing out about it, yeah, it's petty. When you're 26 and you're still single? When you're 30 and still single? When you're 40 and you're STILL SINGLE?
If you want to take a completely objective and materialist point of view on this matter, devoid of superstition or sentimentality, then the only real purpose to life is to reproduce and feel as good as possible. Many men can't have that. Many men spend most of their lives without even being touched in a friendly manner (a huge or a kiss on the cheek). Tell me: would you still think it was petty if tomorrow you woke up and KNEW, with absolute certainty, that you were going to die alone? That you would spend decades coming home to an empty room, occasionally masturbating to pornography? I should get a fucking trophy for even mustering up the courage to get out of bed in the morning because yeah, it's really fucking difficult. It's really difficult to get up in the morning for me, to go to work, and to not lose my shit.
>>38699585
If you're looking to move up in the corporate world, looks and your ability to communicate matter a lot. No company wants to be represented by a socially retarded disfigured monster. Incidentally, social skills are developed from a young age and your ability to hone sane skills depends entirely on how your peers treat/accept you based on your looks.
>>38699523
Selection bias. Tinder users are a sample of the population that are more superficial since they're just looking for an easy one night stand.
i'd argue girls can be not so hot on a guy's looks but genuinely be in love with him because he's passionate about saving the world or some shit like that. but apparently this is a controversial opinion here.
>>38699196
No, military doesn't fix that, but it can give you life skills so at least you're not a NEET or shittily employed. I should make just shy of 100k this year, and >100k next, I still have GI bill benefits to use, almost 300k saved up, and am only almost 30. I may be a robot, but I'll have money to be wealthy, so maybe I'll just become the wealthy cunt with young women trying to gold dig for that money, so free and easy pussy.
Or I'll use escorts to get off... or I'll ignore sex and use my money on scuba diving and retiring early.
>>38696718
I'm 35 and sexless man the fuck up you little weak ass bitch.
>>38699425
>major in something prestigious and in demand and make bank after graduation
I have done both and am still KV. Most people I know who are in relationships got bullshit degrees if any degrees at all, and are barely making ends meet with their shitty jobs. Your theory might work for people aged 30+, but at that point everyone who isn't already married is scraping the barrel anyway, so the standards people have at that point are all screwed up anyway
>>38696718
For fucks sake guys, not everything spins around sex. From my group of friends I am the least desirable and most of them have fucked their way across the city, but for some reason despite being a sad fuccboi I am the one who actually has his shit on track, while they are bitching, crying and speaking about suicide all the time while being useless idiots. If you are unable to look past this superficial shit you only have yourself to blame. Most people are not really loved, most people do not have actuall friends, most people are miserable and you are just one of them. If you put all of your chips on something as brittle and vain as "love" you are doomed from the start. You have to find something worth living for that persist throughout and beyond your life, some other person is certainly not the way to go there.
>>38699723
W R O N G
BLACKPILL COMING THROUGH
>>38699748
It's ridiculous that this is even a controversy. You'd think it's common sense but a lot of men were brainwashed from a young age to actually believe women are "less visual". Just LOL.
>>38699745
>You have to find something worth living for that persist throughout and beyond your life, some other person is certainly not the way to go there.
Like fucking what?
What the fuck do most people have that is like this?
>>38699748
hmm...
ok i concede that a baseline level of looks is needed to get women. I guess my question now is whether OP meets that level or not
>>38699818
creative output
>>38699793
>a lot of men were brainwashed from a young age to actually believe women are "less visual".
Men being brainwashed from a young age is the reason behind all of these problems.
I wish people had just been honest with me, and told me that some people just don't get to experience love, don't get to have their own family.
It would have been a lot easier than having to figure that out in my early 20s.
>>38699853
And what about people who find absolutely no enjoyment or fulfilment from that whatsoever?
Even if I was good at those things, it's not something that I would want to get out of bed for every day.
>>38699827
I don't. I look like a child. My voice is high pitched and my face looks like I am fucking 16. I also have a small frame. My wrists are 6" wide and my shoulders are narrow. There's nothing appealing about the way I look and it's not something you can fix with the "just lift bro" meme.
I've seen several prostitutes and a couple have actually laughed at me and asked how old I am because they wouldn't believe me. I have been laughed at in public and at work for the way I look. I don't think I look very ugly in the traditional sense, but literally no woman my age would EVER consider me just because of the way I look. I literally see more robust high school kids and more robust women than myself in public on a regular basis.
>>38699946
Kill yourself or end them your call champ.
>>38699946
6" circumference, not width. So basically my wrists are about the same girth as an above average penis or a handrail.
>>38699946
If your description of yourself is accurate, sounds like you would make such a hot trap
Like, if you were even a little gay, holy shit
>>38699919
Do you honestly expect others to solve your existentiall issues on some homosexual denial board? You have to try things out in your life, look for that certain something that is missing. All I am telling you is that if your endgame is finding some chick who is ready to stay by your side and everything else is just white noise, you are fucked. You will never be happy that way.
>>38699946
pics would be useful so people don't accuse you of grossly exaggerating
>>38699745
>You have to find something worth living for that persist throughout and beyond your life
>find this
>everybody thinks you're a horrible person because of it
Why are we having these threads? Nomies will never admit they're wrong
>"dude haha just lift and get a haircut"
>robot goes on to say how that wont fix his problem
>"dude haha man the fuck up, sex isn't everything. Do what makes YOU HAPPY"
Just why? They will never admit some people are fucked for life by their genes
>>38699998
>6" circumference, not width. So basically my wrists are about the same girth as an above average penis or a handrail.
nobody gives a shit about your wrist circumference, anon
pic related, my wrist, and I've had sex with three different women this year alone (AA battery for scale)
>>38700050
Why? Do you think ugly people don't exist? Even if OP looks better than what he says, there are still other guys that are getting fucked over by this
>>38700116
Tell us how you got with them, rescue other fellow robots with your knowledge!
>>38696870
>Thinks women are capabble of wanting you for YOU.
Thats the biggest flaw in your logic. Women are incapable of loving someone. They are manipulative and calculative. Every man is assessed on their genetic fitness, social worth and their ability to provide.
I fucking guarantee you, even if you were a Chad, at any moment you show the smallest sign of weakness, she is already gone and cucking you.
She will abandon ship over a glass of spilled water because to her, your ship is sinking.
Women are not capable of love. Once you accept that and realize that, you can truly see other couples for what they are. I feel sorry for couples because all I see are guys who are walking a tightrope and on the verge of being cucked at the smallest opportunity.
>>38700166
He only had one major flaw instead of several. He's also probably a teen. Teenage girls have much lower/different standards for partners. When you get to your 20s and you still look like an androgynous twink, your attractiveness takes a nosedive.
>>38700100
Nigger, nobody denies that you are fucked by your genetics, all I am saying is that you being a sad cunt is unnecessary and you could lift off atleast some of your suffering if you would stop focusing on some fantasy of a distant and rosy future and rejecting every notion of achieving happiness in other ways. Why does it matter to you that people admitt that you are fucked from the beginning? What does it change? How does that make your situation better?
>>38700228
>of achieving happiness in other ways.
How can you be happy if you're a 20 or 39 or 40 year old who never had sex? Again all of it is just
>haha just be happy with being alone forever
>Why does it matter to you that people admitt that you are fucked from the beginning? What does it change? How does that make your situation better?
Because when I say things how they are they only give shit advice
>just shower
>just lift
>just get a haircut
Like I don't already. And just because arguing about it wont heavily increase the quality of my life means I can't be annoyed because of it? Or that I can't point out logical flaws in the advice people give me? Does it matter if them admitting it will improve my life? No, because they are still retards in complete denial
>>38700228
Because it's so much easier to whine about it and blame everything on other people instead of actually trying to improve own life.
>>38700116
That's a nice looking wrist my man. Hoo wee is that a fine wrist right there.
>>38700344
You simply expect too much from some random idiot on this board, the people here are not certified therapists. To me it sounds like you are searching for excuses everywhere you go. There is nobody here who can really help you, all the people can do is try and push you to actually help yourself. If you put it off as denial on their part, you are actually the one denying that your happiness is related to genuine effort on your end.
>>38698715
Society gives you back money. If it doesn't give you enough money you pack up and find another job or start a business.
What line of wageslavery are you in?
>>38700228
>Why does it matter to you that people admitt that you are fucked from the beginning? What does it change? How does that make your situation better?
Not him, but it would be nice to not have my loneliness and lack of happiness written off as some sort of moral failing on my part.
When all the advice is based on the assumption I am a reeking neckbeard, things like telling me to shower and wear normal clothing, it is placing the blame on me, as if the only reason I am going to die alone is because I am a foul, lazy, horrible person who won't even put in the slightest effort to be presentable.
>>38696718
Nice braphog OP made me dick tingly a bit
>>38700447
>You simply expect too much from some random idiot on this board, the people here are not certified therapists.
I expect from retards to admit when they are wrong, that was my initial argument.
>To me it sounds like you are searching for excuses everywhere you go. There is nobody here who can really help you, all the people can do is try and push you to actually help yourself.
Again how? How would I help myself? How the fuck do I cure being hideous and thus hated by every single female. And I said that the advice people give me is shit because if you're ugly you're just fucked when it comes to women and "lol just give up on ever finding a relationship" is not really a solution
>If you put it off as denial on their part, you are actually the one denying that your happiness is related to genuine effort on your end.
So nobody has ever been fucked over by luck before? Everything is just hatd work yeah?
you know its kind of weird, i used to think the same shit but now that my life is legitimately on track im with the "normie" advice here. go out and enjoy shit, honestly. the only people making life about sex are doing it because they're miserable and it/the concept of it is the only real thing they have. youre going to be a more emotionally healthy person the more you do shit like riding a bike or something and turn it into something you enjoy. if people make fun of you, tough shit dude. bullying is healthy and you gotta learn to cope with that shit. learn how to be self deprecating or something. it is literally never too late to learn the life lessons you missed out on as a kid.
>>38700458
People who actually do that were never part of the equation for me, it is self-evident that you dismiss those morons. It is just that most robots seem to be absolutely hostile to any notion of having responsibillity for their own damn life. I do not doubt that you tried and failed and I do not doubt that your abillity to find a partner might be inhibited by some factor outside of your control. All I am saying is that still not everything is shit and you should atleast try to push through it and maybe come out as a happier and better person on the other end. Overpricing partnership is a big source of your misery and it does not have to be. It is essentiall, but there are other things.
>>38697773
I've said this many times, TheWitchKing should write a book. An author is a great job for a talented robot, no one judges u for your looks, just your words. Look at George RR Martin.
>>38700562
Dude, I am not talking about your looks. We are past that one. You are ugly and probably can not change it, I give that one to you. My point is that you should know when to let go. Holding onto this shit will simply rip at your soul for no reason. The fact that you have been fucked over does not absolve you of responsibillity, it is quite the opposite. You only have this one decision, cling to that distant dream of getting a female and get your hopes crushed inevitably or get your act together and move beyond that one.
>when you realize there are young people on /r9k/ in danger of following the same road you did
Stop now and fix yourself. The pain now will be preferable to the agony of regret later.
>>38700763
>or get your act together and move beyond that one.
Yeah that is what I tried but I don't really know what to move towards to. And I don't think you can just move away forever, just seems like a cope to me. Like I don't think you can fully move on and by the time you're 30 or 40 and still alone you will be completely miserable, regardless of how good the rest of your life is. Oh well
>>38696718
I'll let you fuck my gf for a week if you give me your life's savings.
>>38700866
You wont know until you try anon. It is certainly better than doing nothing and wait for some salvation.
Everybody in this thread who suggests that we should find something other than a relationship to get some sort of fulfilment and satisfaction from, please give suggestions as to the kinds of things you are talking about.
A person who is a skilled artist can probably find fulfilment in art.
A very intelligent person could find fulfilment in advancing their field of research, or a career in academia.
A good sportsman can find fulfilment in sporting achievement.
A person who is lucky enough to have one of the few jobs that aren't menial drudgery could find meaning in their work.
But these all have some sort of exceptional criteria, whether it means being a highly skilled person, or being given an exceptional opportunity.
What is left for the vast majority of people who don't fit into those categories?
>>38700979
Hope, cope, and rope.
>>38700979
I'm shit at anything artistic but that doesn't stop me from playing guitar and piano. You don't have to be good at something to enjoy it.
>>38701038
Yes, but you enjoy it.
I have tried both guitar and piano, and a handful of other instruments, and find no enjoyment in them whatsoever.
I'm actually somewhat decent at the piano, after forcing myself to practice hoping I'd end up enjoying it once I was good at it, but I never enjoyed it.
I could be told I'm never allowed to play it again for the rest of my life and I wouldn't be able to care any less.
>>38700979
No one could ever feel happy alone. We didn't evolve to be solitary.
>>38696718
So if there's nothing mystical about love and it doesn't exist and it's all biology, why do you care if you're a sexless virgin? Why do you care if others are blissfully ignorant? Are you retarded?
>>38699901
Fat chance, I'm closing in on 30 now and every time I'm on the phone with my mother it's "muh did you find a girlfriend yet?".
I pretty much litteraly told her how much that hurts, but apparently she secretly hates me, too.
>>38701195
Just forge a piece of metal from a junkyard into a sword and go out in the woods to explore.
Learn an instrument and then women will want to fuck you for your personality.
>>38701195
Your lucky to be alive and well mate, every day for me is suffering and agony, I just think about when I'm not going into be in pain next, not much about getting a gf, though I know it would make me happy. Lots of Chads get injured from football and are fucked for life with pain.
>>38701293
My liver is failing and in a lot of pain and this gay fuccboi faggot is crying about nogf. I enjoy suffering, makes me feel human.
>>38700979
I would say that most of the average people ultimately lower their standards and find happiness in executing the life script.
>>38701310
Is it because of drinking? I'd try to immigrate to Canada and get that fixed up bruv.
>>38701293
>Your lucky to be alive and well mate
>wild assumptions
I'm not well.
>>38700764
>CHOO CHOO, THE TRAIN DOESN'T HAVE BRAKES.
>>38700209
>Le women aren't people meme
When will you faggots learn?
>>38696718
Is this really the end-all be-all for you? Think deeply about what you want, not what other people tell you that you've wanted. Not what other people influenced you to believe.
I know that I will never be loved by anything more than the mental constructs I have created, but it isn't what I want out of life itself. I refuse to believe that those people have better lives, they come with stress I cannot handle. That love is often a public appearance, too. There is always a crack in those relations if you hang around them along enough.
I want you to ask yourself, is that worth suffering over? A public appearance? A potential financial burden? A "social life"? Are these things really what you want? If you don't ask yourself, you're probably aware of your own self-imposed consequences.
>>38700876
this is a serious offer you ugly faggot you better respond
>>38700116
How do I get into machine learning?
>>38696718
Thanks for the update friendo
i feel you op since i was in a similar position, being a virgin through my 20s and early 30s. it really sucks to not have sex, but once you have it a few times you're like "this is stupid" and would rather do other things. sex is awesome and all that, but its a huge struggle to try and get it, so once you've gotten it you no longer want to put in the effort to get it again.
>>38701504
You better lurk more and read threads you dump your stupid shit in.
OP said he is not into prostitutes and if he were he could get cheaper ones.
>>38701069
I am happiest when I am completely and utterly alone. You don't evolve, you adapt to these conditions. Otherwise you die from being unable to throw out the old, "outdated" philosophy/standards for your life.
I'm posting on /r9k/ to take my mind off of the unsolitary real world. It is sad to see people think like this, even if it is expected. This is the effect of social programming, with unrealistic expectations while dismissing actual possibilities as fiction.
>>38701550
he literally says in OP that he'll spend it on prostitutes
fuck you, idiot
>>38701678
He literally said later that wouldn't solve the problem that life is shit and nobody loves him, fucking moron faggot.