THE DEPRESSION IS STARTING TO CREEP BACK IV'E BEEN A-OK FOR THE LAST FOUR MONTHS FULL NORMIE MODE I HATE THIS
>>38696656
i honestly wouldn't wish depression on hitler if i could. Its fucking inhumane and unbearable what my own brain is doing to me. Its so fucked up that the act of existing puts such a strain on me.
I hope your situation gets better anon
>>38696767
thanks anon, I honestly thought I had endured the last of it and the worst of it but it came back 10x stronger and now I am back on here
>>38696847
you arent weak for coming back here, youd be weak for letting it consume you, id think it would be best to get on some type of medication. Earlier today, the realization that I was dangerously close to hanging myself made me rethink things.
Im getting perscribed something tomorrow. I dont know if I ever have been but I just want to feel what normal people keep on describing as "happy" or "comfy"
>>38696963
it was so good like I never worried about anything and my anxiety seemed to be zero and my self confidence at at a peak idk what happened :( and I've been there its like a black hole consuming your soul and the feeling is crippling I am happy you're getting on pills I hope everything goes well for you
>>38696656
Real depression can't be 100% cured, it can be toned down though you'll always have it creeping in the back of your mind. The normie """depression""" pisses me off, fucking normies think depression is just feeling sad, like if you lost your wallet or some shit. They don't realize real depression lingers and can completely destroy a person without them even knowing what is causing it.
>>38697024
I thought I cured it anon I really did :(((( I thought I grew it out or something
>>38697024
people with depression piss me off to, least you ain't go schzio or bipolar