This is an actual question, not shitposting.
I'm an effeminate looking guy but I'm not gay and don't think about men that way. But I really want to get beaten up a lot, to the point where I curl up into a ball or beg them to stop.
It sounds sexual, but it's sort of just emotional release or something for me. Is that weird? Can masochism exist without sexual connotations?
>>38692182
So you want a girl to beat you then?
>>38692592
I'd rather a girl beat me for sexual reasons yeah, but want to be beaten by a man because they're stronger and I'm less able to defeat them so easily. But I don't want that in a sexual way, so I feel weird about it.
>>38692182
i feel you, anon.
i don't know if my thing is sexual/gay or not, but i often imagine my crush getting angry at me for some reason and then either instulting me or hitting me to the point i start to cry.
it's like my brain just wants to feel bad (either emotionally or physically)
it's really weird
>>38692182
I'll do for you but ONLY if I'm allowed to amputate also. Are you close to Poland?
Im kinda the same way but inverse OP
Im not gay(not attracted to me) but I have fucked trannys and dudes in the boipussy.
Something about dominating another man just really gets me going, like im literally not aroused by men at all, gay porn/faggots kissing makes me physically ill
>>38693474
>(not attracted to me)
supposed to be "(not attracted to males)"
>>38693474
>Im not gay(not attracted to me) but I have fucked trannys and dudes in the boipussy.
Loving every laugh
>>38693500
homosexuals kissing makes me physically ill
I want a mommy gf to dominate me and love me, but when I see a cute femboy I just wanna fuck his ass, throw him around, have him rim me, and rough him up because im so angry and lonely mainly not because im gay