SUICIDE /GENERAL/ thread

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I WANT TOOOOOOOO DIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I HATE THIS EXISTENCE KILL ME GOOOOOD

>>38669423
lmao but if u r dead how will u have a general???? don't do it brahs bee urself !!

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>>38669423
bamp
water, or rope lads?

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>>38669472
GET OUT NORMIE /POL/ FAGGOT CHAD KILL YOUURSEEELF LEAVE ME ALOONEEEEEEEE OFF MY BOOARD

I'm close I guess but I can't help but wonder what the nothingness will be like. The only way to describe it is the nothingness before birth, but there's no thoughts, memories or feelings after death. Sure our bodies will decompose and turn to shit, but I can't help but feel we may give some kind of energy back. Like when gohan finally kills cell, and, that small essence of cell escaped into the infinite nothing of space.

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Shotgun to head is the most lethal method

I will never do it

https://soundcloud.com/petitedouceur/notorious-big-suicidal-thougts

i haven't listened to nothing but this for like 14 hours what is wrong with me

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shakalaka boom boom to the head

what are you guys planning as a method? im thinking bridge jumping bc i have a pretty big bridge in my area but i dont know whether itd be fatal.

i make ear rape music to help with the thoughts.
it works, surprisingly.

find a medium if yu can <3

>>38669826

shit idea, if it fails extreme pain.
also yu could potentially ruin some kids lyfu if its a motorway bridge etc.

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>>38669826
i live in a really tall apartment building, and there's not really anything behind it so if i jump off it'd be a while before i was found.

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>3 years ago get cucked by a girl I love
>snap
>have psychotic break
>lose all my friends
>These friends I spent everyday with and was very close to while living at college
>Leave town never see them again

>Join gaming community to cope
>Everyone there is lame and faggots
>still gives me something to do and people to hang out with
>Girl in gaming community cuck's a close friend of mine
>Tries to be friendly with me
>I call her a "Whore" on fb
>End up being banned from tournaments

>/r9k/ has changed drastically
>no longer find threads I can relate to
>still browse it anyway

>Join discord
>get banned from 4 /r9k/ servers
>Now I'm in some normie server with roasties and voice chat
>End up playing a character and pretending to be a different person on mic
>don't relate to anyone
I'm spending most of my time alone to be honest. Every once a week or every other week I'll see my 2 friends and go out drinking with them. Otherwise I'm alone
I try to improve myself, but even though I've slowly lost weight I still have no social skills. I can't charm anyone. I've lost a lot of confidence to. Been applying for jobs since January, nothing has come through for me.

It all comes back to my ex, and I think to myself, If I never get better or improve or succeed do I kill myself, and/or kill her?
Do I wait for my parents to die before killing myself as to not hurt them, I am their only child after all?

Do I continue struggling hoping one day I'll get out?
I've had depression for 3 years, my dreams of being a musician are pretty much gone, I have no strong goals or aspirations.

I guess I just want some place I feel like I belong and a hopeful future.

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>>38669826
I love killing myself with heliium, pic related.

>>38669891
>if it fails extreme pain
true but i live w my parents and ordering helium is not an option, really dont have another option

its a bridge over water

I would do it if I had an easy way to do it that produced very little pain.

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carbon monoxide poisoning here again.
Thought about the stuff 1'said
>you have a high chance of ending up retarded
Anyone know if the chance is that high?

>>38669709
It's a relatable song, and proves that money/fame isn't a life changer.