tfw you remember the opportunities you squandered

if you could go back in time would you not squander them?

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>tfw could've lost my virginity to a 4/10 chubby girl
>turned her down because I thought I could do better and couldn't be bothered with the daddy issues

>>38662316
that and
>you will never be able to do it anyway

>>38662471
>to a 4/10 chubby girl
Why lose something as sacred as your virginity to a 4/10 chubby girl, I would have done the same anyways.

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>>38662316
>tfw job interview at 3
>literally double my current wage plus benefits
>shitting uncontrollably, bit fingernails to a nub, headache, stomachache, shaking nervously

I WON'T LET YOU BEAT ME
THIS IS MY JOB NOW

>>38662420
Absolutely. I was a juvenile retard with an entitlement complex

>>38662525
You can do it anon. I get the shakes too, sometimes they wane in time, sometimes they don't. Just know that the "shakes" are all in your head, and they're just a thing trying to make you feel bad. Stomp that shit like an ant, own that motherfucker with a leash.
Drive that thought, don't let it drive you.

>tfw you've squandered your entire youth since about twelve or so
>spent summers and breaks in the basement playing Xbox 360
>would easily invest 8-10 hours into games a day if I could
>spent middle school horribly depressed, fat, and basically friendless
>spent the entirety of high school doing that same things
>missed out of youthful hi-jinks and making retarded (but fun) decisions
>missed out on teenage love, first sexual encounter, and experiencing your first relationship

I don't know why, but it's been bothering me a lot as of late. It's been three years since I graduated and I've barely done anything worthwhile. I've been abusing the fuck out of psychedelics and weed for the past two years. Haven't hung out with a soul since November. I just wish I had some bros to hang out with and develop friendships.

>>38662525
Dew it anon

>>38662525
You can do it, don't spill your spaghetti tho.