Why am I such a shithead, r9k?
>up all night (pdt)
>mom comes home from work at 7
>goes to change and comes back out to the kitchen to make decaf and then sleep
>i come out of my room and i talk to her about her night, everything
>i stayed up all night worried about her because of a friend who works the same job is dying right now
>get my mind off of it, and i ask her whats for breakfast
>she apparently got me a burrito while i was asleep the day before and had left it in the fridge
>brother ate it and I'm upset about it
>i make myself some cereal and sit down
>she tries to be playful with me like she used to when i was a kid
>take out my frustration on her, hence title of thread
>she gets upset, finishes her coffee and grabs her phone
>while she's leaving, she says "don't talk to me anymore."
>im sitting there alone and i finish my cereal and come back to my room to sit my ass back here for some more hours.
tl;dr I'm a jackass and what's the fastest way to kill yourself without access to a firearm
>>38615899
How old are you? Once we know we can get to the fun suicide part.
It's not a huge deal OP, just make sure you apologise later and learn not to take your anger out on other people, especially your mom.
At least you feel bad about it, a lot of moms really do have shithead sons who walk all over them and never feel any remorse.
>>38616009
Just turned 18 about 2 weeks ago so this is my first post after browsing for about 5 years
>>38616082
thanks for the advice. this pic makes me happy and i think its a bobcat?
>>38616092
wow really, I'm 18 too, I'm still a newfag but I can see that 5 years of this would fuck you up bad. What's your life plan Alex? Why fucked sleeping patterns?
>>38616137
Life plan: I'm trying to get a grant from some places so i can get into college at a place my application was accepted at. I already passed entrance exam but at this point, my family's starting to run out of cash because my dad was deported around the same time i started browsing r9k.
Fucked sleep patterns started from that, and then i started selling weed for steam games and then i ended up chugging pepsi and dew to stay up for almost weeks at a time without sleep. after those weeks that im up, i sleep for almost an entire day from 12 am to about 10 pm