itt anons support one another, tell each other we love each other, etc.
i'll start to the anon reading this:
you are a good person and i hope you can push yourself to improve in whatever way possible
I want all of my friends to be happy and I want to make as many friends as possible
but I still end up feeling lonely despite it
>>38610714
I hope you fucking die in the most painful way possible and I fucking hate all of you. Real people should go extinct.
Saged.
I suffer from language dylexia, often times I can't communicate properly unless it is through the web. I tried to talk, but sometimes I talk far too fast or I start slurring. Listening to people talk, joke, sometimes just goes over my head. This is basically the cause of my social anxiety. I wish there was some way to fix it.
>>38610714
I wish I could believe this so badly. But my mind can't believe it because you have no idea who I am so I shall remain the same sad ol me. I wish you and all the other anons all the best though. You guys can all make it through whatever tough times you may be dealing with and I believe in you
i'm isolated and it feels like everyone hates me,
i hate smiling.
i hate my face.
I'm so despondent about everything. Everything I do goes wrong. There is no escape from this hole here. I dread waking up in the morning because there is nothing to wake up for.
>>38610812
Try to pace yourself when you talk, if you feel like you might be starting to drone on stop and see if anyone else has something to say. With slurring just stop trying to pronounce the word close your mouth for a split second then start said word over without the slur, it'll take you out of that sort of slurring rut, at least thats what helps me when I stutter. That being said I hope you can overcome your social anxiety.
>>38610714
I don't really feel much outside of varying degrees of sad these days and I think I might be on the edge of being a faggot. All I see ahead of me is an empty expanse of hopelessness and disappointment.
>tell each other we love each other
Not really good at this, but I love everyone in this thread and will give them a free (you).
>>38610747
>>38610812
>>38610837
>>38611512
>>38611513
I even love this asshole >>38610750
It's tearing me up not having anyone to talk to on a daily basis. Even the normies who think they're robots in Discord communities have people to talk to, even if they're ingenuine communications and false relationships. I miss my best friend.
>>38611595
This is not even the right thread. I'm sorry. Had to vent.
>>38610812
that's cute dude
>>38611595
>>38611601
This is supposedly a support thread, so I don't see why this wouldn't be the place for this sort of thing.
>>38611512
Literally right when I read that "Brendas got a baby" started playing, we're you touched?
>>38610812
Can I talk to you? That sounds very cute anon
>>38611595
id talk to you but then youd compare me to your lost best friend and be disappointed
>>38611595
Nah, guess it's as good of a thread to share this thought as any other. It has been a long time since I had someone like that too, miss it dearly. Instead I'm left pondering daily where and how to meet someone dear anew. Hell I've been trying to see if there's anyone here or somewhere else on the internet, but to no avail thus far. The few people I meet didn't make quite the cut, or I didn't for them, that's that. I don't know.
Either way, best of luck to you too I guess.
>>38611665
I wouldn't. I try not to compare people - it's a childish outlook. I can understand that people have their differences in terms of how they present themselves and how they view the world. Cute gesture, though! I appreciate it.
>>38611677
>I wouldn't.
you say that now, but that is inevitably what happens each time. >>38611676 is honest about it at least
>>38610714
the dick only makes i t gay
>>38611715
>each time
Wouldn't go that far, more often than not, more like it.
Either way no shame trying, as said, didn't have much luck this time around, but one can never know.
And even when things do not work out, it cannot be helped, it is what it is and one would best continute their wayfare.
I genuinely love you guys, and that includes the ones with vaginas, can't be easy to be a non roastie one on here
>>38611715
Did I expect you to be my next best friend?
>>38611849
It comes and goes. I'm used to it.
>>38611665
it always makes me sad to see people that feel this way, I've had a few relationships now that have either ended or never got off the ground because the other person didn't think they were enough even though they were completely fine every time
>>38611943
A genuinely nice post is genuinely nice.
>tfw I'll never find a friend on 4chan because I am deeply afraid of giving out a screen name
>>38611969
did you tell them that?
I wish people asked more questions. I wished people were willing to admit they don't know whats going on.
>>38611998
afraid of what anon? this is an actual question, there are a number of reasons why, but I'm not sure which one
>>38612003
That's exactly the problem. It's always one person that's clearly not invested as the other. They're never proactive, always waiting for the other to initiate things and eventually things fall apart because people want to be the center of things.
The only way I can get fully hard anymore is by watching kissing, just because it reminds me of my time with my ex.
>>38612014
I see myself as a cyborg since I have a few irl friends, and I do not want those people to know I have issues or post on 4chan, let alone /r9k/ (no offense). If I give out a screen name it can be googled, and depending on the service there might be a visible email which can then be googled. I know somehow, someway, some asshole of an anon would find a way to fuck my life up if I posted a screen name or even gave out a screen name using a trash email as a proxy.
>>38612053
the level of paranoia here should be harnessed
>>38612021
have you ever been that person (the one who isn't proactive (just wondering)? Do you want to be the centre of things...
I'm afraid I invest too much into people too early, which is my fault. I sorta think everyone is good until proven otherwise... not sure what that has to do with anything
>>38612063
Harnessed into what? I'm like 2 steps away from always using a vpn and proxy while everything is running off of an easily destroyed virtual machine on a secure USB.
>>38612072
I haven't. It must feel fucking great to have the attention, though. But I can feel where you come from, I do the same thing. Lately I've been thinking it's maybe got something to do with me coming off as too clingy or something.
>>38612003
Always, I'm usually pretty upfront when I like or enjoy talking to a person, though I try not to be too overbearing with it. Maybe that comes off as ungenuine? It just sucks because I always genuinely mean it.
I tend to ask a lot of questions too, I just enjoy learning about other people and their lives a lot more than talking about myself, in part because I share the same worries of not being enough for them. Maybe it just comes off as overbearing and like I don't actually mean anything I say. I have no idea.
>>38612053
(no offence) none taken, I don't tell people I know (even ones I trust) I browse here.
so by screen name you mean actual name? Sory, I'm confused. Isn't this, I dunno, lonely, isolating? As someone who thinks I"m worthless and insignificant, I don't believe I'm that important enough to fuck with.
>>38612088
My family worries too much about me, I'm the oldest of 4 and I'm still the "centre of things" for her... I digress.
DO have support in real life? do you support others, anon?
>>38612117
I am now paranoid though, that since I posted this, someone will have to prove me wrong
>>38612117
>so by screen name you mean actual name?
No. By screen name I mean a username. Like "xXxkingniggerxXx".
>Isn't this, I dunno, lonely, isolating?
Very
>I don't believe I'm that important enough to fuck with
That's just the thing though. You don't have to be important for someone to want to fuck with you. You just have to be the low hanging fruit that they can see and snatch up when they're bored and are looking for a target. I'm sure you've seen the screencap from /lit/ where the turbo autists were so creepy towards the sweet book girl on youtube that they drove her off. There are plenty of unimportant people who get fucked for no reason, and I refuse to be that low hanging fruit.
>>38612155
My mother is the only support for me, but I don't talk to anyone so I have nobody to support in turn. I wouldn't mind it though, maybe like a dog. Why do you ask?
>>38612174
>>38612053
Adding on to this, I don't post pictures I take onto the internet except through the occasional email. I can't take the risk of somebody identifying something in the background or seeing a piece of metadata I forgot to remove and learning who I am or where I live. /pol/ found a fucking flag in the middle of nowhere using a single skyward facing camera with no discernible features in sight, I'm not getting stalked by some autist.
>>38612217
You seem to think very highly of yourself. Do you come across as likable in real life?
>>38612238
>You seem to think very highly of yourself
Not really. My self esteem is in the shitter and I feel like a fuckup and disappointment all the time.
>Do you come across as likable in real life?
Very. I don't know how or why, but most people I meet find me agreeable and like me. I guess I just put on a really agreeable personality when I'm in public. As much as I want to be friends, I can't seem to let myself get close enough on the off-chance I disappoint them or they decide they don't like the me that lies underneath the surface.
I meant to get some sleep, but I have no problem staying awake a bit longer and answering questions since you guys seem to find me interesting. Apologies if I fall asleep and leave you hanging.
>>38612187
I was wondering anon, no ulterior motive. Everyone needs support outside of family. Can't tell them everything.
>get over depression months ago
>finally make friends in uni and stop getting Fs
>happy for months
>feel sad all of a sudden
>cant sleep at night and stay awake till morning
why am i feeling sad again? is it depression? i have no reason to be sad everything is going happy for me but i still feel depressed. I want to really feel better what do?