It's over

>>38556979
You're going to hurt yourself really bad if the gun isn't at least a 9mm.

bump also make sure its >9mm

>>38557049
>>38557093
My friend's cousin said he'll sell me a .22lr for $180 is that good enough? cause it's rifle ammo right

>>38557186
Ah geez dude

>>38557186
good enough for a bruise

Don't commit suicide dude, it's just a temporal phase. You might have had a bad week or month or year even but once u hit rock bottom shit only gets better from there. U can't go below zero with your morale, it just stays at zero constantly and it'll go back up sometime but if there's no convincing u... Ropes don't cost 200$ and your gun better have a fat ass bullet in it

>>38557186
Please be trolling. Just go to a pawn shop and buy a 12 gauge for like 150 and turn your brain stem into mush.

Im not advocating suicide but if you are set on it dont turn your self into a retard on accident thats worse then death.

>>38556979
Were you really that big of a Linkin Park fan you have to off yourself too

>>38557199
>>38557223
That bad? What if I used hollow point ammo? Cmon guys I'm really poor

>>38556979
why are you kiIIing yourself?

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>>38557303

>being this new to this cambodian containment chamber group therapy board

>>38557361
well? why is he?

>>38557303
Because I have literally zero friends and nothing left to live for

>>38557301
hollow points are more painful retard. They blossom like mushrooms in your body.

Also arent they illegal?

>>38557393
>aren't they illegal

Found the yuropoor

>>38556979
This is one of my fantasies. Life would be so much better for eceryone if I just died. But if Im willing to go to such an extent why does it seem impossible for me to talk to people. I dont know. Im just tired of the pain I suppose

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>>38557375
>he cares about having friends

>>38557427
>Im just tired of the pain I suppose
Same bro I'm just going to go out quietley now.
>>38557449
I've been alone all my life and tired of it

>>38557544
Don't kiII yourself you faggot

22LR IS NOT GOING TO KILL YOU
YOU WILL WAKE UP IN THE HOSPITAL AND HATE YOURSELF EVEN MORE

>>38557573
Why shouldn't I you bitch. Don't tell me what to do
>>38557579
Well it's my best shot so idk what else to do besides save more and buy a bigger gun

>>38557692
Because I fucking said so, I will literally fuck you if you dont kill yourself

>>38557260
>it's just a temporary phase
>have been depressed my whole fucking life

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>I'm going to kill myself with 22lr

>>38557790
Sure why not? We all gotta die somehow
>>38557766
Fuck it, I don't want to be alone anymore

>>38556979
don't kys with a gun. The liberals will add you to the annual firearm death toll. Your death will literally be used to push gun control.

Hang yourself like a man, or jump off a bridge.

>>38557813
>Fuck it, I don't want to be alone anymore

Ok so give me your email faggot

>>38557813
Have fun scrambling you're brain nutjob

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>>38557853
>Hang yourself like a man

>>38557789
you dont know if your life will be bad forever until it's over. dont give up!

You're not killing your self, that would imply you had a life. We've been dead for years.

>all this sperging about false hope
reddit needs to go back

>>38557880
>it gets better, u jus got ta b urself

>>38557880
my life isn't bad now, but I still feel like dying all the time. the good im feeling now doesnt make up for the pain i am always feeling.

>>38557997
talk to your doctor. im sure he can give you some medication for that.
it really gets better, anon.

>>38558020
Been there, done that.
It felt like being trapped inside a cage, where the only thing I could do was chuckle when I really wanted to cry. It's just a bandaid, it doesn't solve anything.

>>38558020
>literal shills ITT
don't listen to him anon, pumping yourself with brain fryers won't help. but if you really want to kys, use a shotgun

>>38556979
Only the gun? Dipshit, what about ammo! You don't have enough for it! Guns require ammo you fucktard. You can't even commit suicide right.

>>38557813
In all seriousness, don't shoot yourself with a .22. You won't kill yourself, you'll end up a vegetable.

>>38557880
No one's life is good, shit is meaningless.

>>38558104
.22 ammo is what, 10cents. Op only needs one round to vegetate himself

>>38556979
save up for a shotgun, op. you don't want to fail, do you

>>38558110
Retweet to save a life

>>38558044
okay, then maybe you need something else.
do you have any hobbies? have any friends?

>>38558171
>have any friends?
Why do you think I want to kms

>>38558171
You're funny, you should try comedy.

Good luck with our suicide. I hope you make it to Gensokyo.

>>38558240
Yeah me too... Wherever that is

>>38558191
well it's clear then. you just need some friends.
have you tried any of the discords here? there should be people like you that you can talk to.

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>>38558298
>people like you
Yeah, he totally just needs to talk to other suicidal losers like him. That'll save him!

>>38558298
The guy you're responding to isn't me.
I don't want any friends, I don't like people. My problems are more complex than getting meds or someone to talk to. I've tried those things and things still blew up in my face, and now I am completely alone. I prefer it this way.

>>38558363
you're just running away from your problems, anon. you and i both know that.
i seriously think you should try one of the discords. while i've never used them, there at least be people there that you can bond with.

>>38556979
Save another $200 and take out some normies with you.

>>38558427
there will*

>>38558427
I'm a sperg among spergs. It wouldn't matter.

>>38558437
That sounds dangerous anon. I don't know if I should do it

>>38558500
that doesnt matter. it's all about feeling better and having a good time. it's not good keep so much to yourself.

>>38558020
>give you some medication
yahoo, something that will make him so depressed he can t even kills himself
And he gotta pay for it
Noice

>>38558664
I'm a doctor and the medications have been proven to be effective. You're misinformed

>>38558562
I am not keen on talking to people like that. I also don't like the idea of using people for my own benefit, I know how it feels. I would rather not cause anymore suffering, there's enough of it already.

be sure to have a high caliber gun
you may survive with a low caliber

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>>38558687
Nt jude
In the oven you go

>>38558813
This antisemitism is appalling

>ending it by bullet

patrician choice, anon. That;s how I'm planning to go as well

I've been depressed my entire life too

>>38556979
>finally
It takes me a couple days to get $200

>>38558664
you know, just because some people have bad experiences with anti-depressants that doesnt mean they're all bad.
i've heard a lot of people being helped by of them.
>>38558689
>I am not keen on talking to people like that.
"spergs"? why is that? they're still people just like you and me. you might be surprised and have a really good time with them.
>I would rather not cause anymore suffering
you wouldn't be hurting anyone, anon. you both would be getting something good out of it. that's what conversation is all about(as long as it's not one-sided).

>tfw too depressed to have the energy to go through all the paperwork to even get a gun
Suicide is a lot of work

>>38557223
>22 not real bullet : D

.22 will kill you, in fact a lot of people die and get injured because they are retarded, in the way you are

>>38558855
i know they work, it s not about that. It s about the fact that these pills won t fix you, they just act like a bandage. It wont repare your issues, just numb the pain.

>>38558880
No. If you really want to die, there is hundreads of way to do it. If you decide it you can be dead by tonight

>>38558954
at least with the numbing you give yourself time to find something you truly love, and bring happiness to your life

>>38558954
I'm a pussy and want it done quick and relatively painless

>>38557375
>zero friends
>bad
get a load of this normie

>>38556979
Don't use a fucking 22lr. Honestly dude a used beater 12 or 20 gauge is gonna run you about the same price, shop online for one. Just make sure you DO NOT use birdshot(ie #7 or 8 shot shells you buy a box of 20 for at the supermarket for $5) you're gonna want at least a #1 buckshot, although 00 buck or slugs is preferred.

>>38559092
But if the pain "numbs" and you feel somewhat happy, you ll forget about what caused you troubles in the first place, and once you ll get out of medication everything will hurt twice as bad
(at least it was like that for me tho)

>>38559093
if i ever kill myself i ll do it probably in one of these 3 ways
-OD on hard drug (take like 15 doses in once of heroin/morphine)
-Gun (but very hard to find in my country)
-Gas
But you can find a pretty well informed list over the net.

>>38559255
if the medication made you happy, then use it.

>>38557260
Thanks for getting the Friends theme tune stuck in my head

>>38558125
I hate people who, in face of nihilism, turn to pessimism instead of existentialism.
How morally cucked can you guys get?

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>>38557375
I literally just turned down 2 party invites, a smoke out, and some girl wanted me to get a posse together so we can all go out.

You may think this is a blessing but believe me, after my drunk driving incident I literally don't care about leaving my house to "party".

I still talk to these people but in reality you'll see just how lame the normie life is and clubbing is bullshit. Stay here anon.

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>>38562126
Fucking this.

You know why people like you think that normie shit is so fun OP? Because the normies say it is. What is so goddamned fun about going into a loud fucking building with a bunch of random, drunk, sweaty retards who are secretly as empty inside as you are? What you consider to be a "life worth living" is just a bullshit facade kept up by the "normal people" to distract themselves from the fact that literally nothing separates them from the people on this board. They just happen to have normie shit as a distraction from that reality. And that's what you need, a distraction. It can be absolutely anything. Go find something right now that brings you some kind of entertainment or amusement, whether it be browsing 4chan, vidya, porn, whatever. Just find something, and don't off yourself over some faggot shit like "not having friends."

>ywn befriend all the miserable depressed anons on /r9k/

It's a shame, because I tried to kill myself years ago when intoxicated and now, while I still wish I was dead, I have been less willing to go through with it or maybe I just need to build up to it again/get extremely drunk in a non-public area and I don't want anybody else to be as miserable/fed up with life as I am. Of course, I'm not saying I can change anyone's feelings, but I would like to try. It'd be better than saying "Don't kill yourself" on an anonymous imageboard.

it's more /fa/ to hang yourself tho

Please contact me before so you can mail the gun to me after

>>38562296
God, you're such a retard. He never said he wants to go to parties and meet with tons of people every night. He just doesn't want to be alone anymore and wants someone who cares about him. If you were really all alone at one point in your life, you would've understood.

>>38558687

>I'm a doctor

Now we see who is truly misinformed...

>>38556979
Remember to shoot yourself in the back of the head because the skull is thinner and the bullet is more likely to hit the important parts of the brain.

>>38556979
Good luck anon. I'm not sure if you're still with us, but hope you succeeded

>22LR
>shoot yourself
Man, its only good to chop off your dick, as anon mentioned multiple times above. Save up for 9mm at VERY LEAST. DONT TURN yourself into FUCKING VEGGIE.

youre not suffering in a hospital, i hope youre finally free.

>>38558847
Must be fun not being poor kid