>go to shops
>two little girls keep staring and snickering at me
>old dude's head literally does a 180% rotation as I pass by him
>store clerk asks if I'm healthy and says that I've been seeming shaky recently
who else /anxious to go outside/? I feel as if everyone is staring at me.
>>38525197
I used to. Keep going out and force yourself to talk to strangers, (while mentally saying good things about yourself) and you'll heal.
>>38525197
CONFIDENCE, BRO. JUST BE URSELF MAN. DUDE, BRO, IT'S ALRIGHT. WHY ARE YOU CRYING, BRO?
>>38525197
did you stick your hand down their hotpants and feel their slightly prepubescent pussylips?
>>38525197
>>old dude's head literally does a 180% rotation
A 180% rotation is 648 degrees :0
>>38525271
>you'll heal.
It never goes away, you just manage to forget it for a while desu.
>>38525197
>>store clerk asks if I'm healthy and says that I've been seeming shaky recently
lol what
>>38525197
Honestly I wonder if I have social avoidant personality disorder or am predisposed to it. I understand your pain.
>>38525197
>lol why are your hands shaking haha xD
STFU STFU STFU AAAAAAAAAAA
>have to go to the post office
>mentally prepare before I leave the house
>triple check my wallet, card, keys, phone, sunglasses
>feel like a million eyes are on me as I bound down the steps and get in my car
>neighbor's dog barks at me, feel murderous anxiety towards it
>go to pull out, little girls on bikes blocking the road
>feel hatred and anxiety towards kids, turn on signal and eventually go
>get to post office, people park at same time
>jump out of car and powerwalk up to door so don't have to wait in line
>person comes in, stands too close behind me
>feel anxiety and anger, take three giant steps forward
>finally mail letter, get the hell out of dodge
>go home, feet and pits drenched in sweat, relieved it's over
>>38527172
I smacked my face I realised my mistake immediately after writing the post, come on you knew what I meant!
>>38527226
She also said that I was looking pale, gaunt and ill asked if everything is okay
I live in quite a friendly area and I've known her since I was 10 (I'm 18 now) so it isn't thaaaaaaaaat strange, but still..